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"Clydes so.. Heās so differrrent frrrom anyone Iāve ever known, and so frrree.. I know it might sound prrresumptuous, but.. Sometimes I vish I kould just be some public school kid like him, I know my upbrrringing vas nicer and I shouldnāt say zat but.. I yearrrn zat norrrmality he has, but nonetheless heās brrrightest zing in slaughter. Vell. Maybe not academikally but heās shown me so many zing's and even if I know Egorrr hates zought of us even just being āfrrriendsā I kanāt pull avay frrrom him. I feel as if hovever Iām leading him on, even zough Iāve told him about my futurrre engagement and he doesnāt seem to mind. It dvells in my mind even when I go to sleep, I vish I kould be better and not let myself get taken avay frrrom him but what is zerrre to do? I hope heāll know even when zat happens zat he shoved me best yearrrs of life of me.ā
"Mishka is sweet. She's uhm...welll...not the easiest to bond with? But once you do you may find her company is quite nice! We live way different lives, sheās said sheās always had such a structure- and I couldnāt imagine living that life! Having your whole future determined for you? Geez! Sheās such a sweetheart too, I hate to see her worry! Iām determined to make the teen years she has left a better experience than what sheās been given, just in the case we donāt see each other again after high school.ā
"Oh Anya.. I love her dearrrly but.. As tvo of us grrrow older I have to vonder what's even going to bekome of us.. I do miss zose old days ve had together as childrrren.. How I rrreally vish zey'd go on forrrever, she has to be my closest sister.."
"Mishka is my main rrrole model! She verrry sveet and tidy, I aspirrre to be as liked as Mishka! I vonder how she keeps kool knoving she's soon going to be adult, I still get shiverrrs even zinking about it!"
āI hate what veāve bekome, sometimes I vish ve kouldāve stayed childrrren forrrever but zatās impossible. It makes my stomach wrrrench knoving how he feels about me, how differrrent he has to feel knoving about zat rrrelationshipā¦ But I vish he kould see how Iām not some little girrrl anymorrre, Iām avarrre and not being taken advantage of. I know what Iām doing, I just vish he kould see zatā
āMishka is sveet girrrl, and my closest sister. Ve arrre similarrr in age and best frrriends as kids, but zings arrre differrrent now. She has bekome her own perrrson, and so have I. I about to bekome adult and so is she, but rrrecently I vorrry about her name on ourrr family. She sveet girrrl, but she has gotten herrrself tangled in vith people who vill only tearrr down of her. Seeing her vith Clyde vorrries me. I hope she makes rrright decision.ā
"Yulia- gosh.. Atleast seeing her gives sorrrt of hope to futurrre.. She seems so happy vith herrrself even vith husband arrround.. I hope zat's rrreally kase, if I rrreally have to go zough vith .. Marrriage, maybe it von't be as bad.."
"Oh sveet Mishka! What darrrling girrrl, I have loved seeing her grrrow up to beautiful voman she now. I kan't vait to see how adulthood vill trrreat her! Especially knoving I vill be rrright next to her to guide her thrrrough harrrd times, I hope she knows grrroving up isn't as skarrry as otherrrs make it out to be."
"Such sveet girrrl.. I vish I kould go back to being her age so much but- I love dearrrly of her.. In vay I feel such prrrotection over her it'll.. Sting to see her forrrced into zis life"
"She gets me morrre zen Egorrr- atleast she doesn't trrreat me like some baby like him.. She tucks me back in whenever I have bad drrream, Egorrr vould never"
āI rrreally do hate him, and I know hate strrrong vorrrd but knoving Iām to be doomed to be forrrever vith him. Just seen as some object some body to prrroduce childrrren vith? It utterrrly disgusts me. I zink he sees me as harrrd to get? Whenever I hearrr him kome in after school vith Egorrr I donāt kome out of rrroom of me. Eugh, I feel sorrrt of disgust tovarrrds myself knoving what Iāll have to do in futurrre, knoving how my frrreedoms vill be strrriped avay to serrrve some man. Heās so unavarrre of himself, how he thrrrows avay everrry vomen he komes into kontact vith like zeyārrre cheved gum.. I donāt like zinking about it.ā
āEgorās sister Iām kinda sorta engaged too. Not anything big at our aged but sheās kinda like promised to me in the future and all so the Everetts and Veslovskys can be united in a family. Sheās so fucking like- she acts like Iām some poison and I donāt get it. Iām literally your fiancĆ©e- well basically. I couldnāt give less of a shit about her though, no one said I canāt have fun while Iām in high school. Maybe sheās just trying to play hard to get- I mean she barely says a word to me or interacts with me. The big thing about it though is that since weāre gonna get married and shit is that me and Egor will be in laws. So Iāll be able to see him all the time even when weāre older. Itāll be the best- and I doubt sheād care anyways. Sheās so boring compared to her brother, then again who isnāt he does jujitsu, swimming, violin- is there anything he canāt do?ā
"... I miss her- it's sad to see what happened after she got marrried off... Being like zat must feel horrrible but, beforrre she left she vas such like mother to me when mom kouldn't be zerrre.. It makes my hearrrt brrreak seeing what happened"
"I vonder how she'll take to being marrried off... Zat girrrl has alvays been anxious type, so I vorrry forrr her being forrrced vith some man.. Atleast some new kompany vill be nice- ehe it get's little lonely only helping Yulia out"
"Viktoria? I kan't even rrremember last time zat Viktoria been mentioned.. Ve- trrruly verrre never rrreally close.. Alvays off and I vas but kid at time but.. I have to vonder what happened and.. Vith my situtuation if I'll end up being like.."
"Anyzing seemed to scare ver, now how old is she getting? Fifteen, sixteen? Da I couldn't remember"
"... I'm never been close vith him- ehe.. It alvays seemed like he never liked talking to girrrls of family and alvays prrreferrred Egorrr.."
"Her? Too- shy! ! I kan't even talk to her vithout being borrred vith it! ! It's just guys zing I guess, zat's what Egorrr says about it"
āIsopodās verrry.. Enerrrgetic, to be honest Iām not rrreally zat skarrred of him.. I zought he vas girrrl when ve firrrst met so.. I havenāt felt as bad arrround himā
"Mishka seems very sweet. I have hung out with her a few times, buuut we never really got that close. I don't understand her tolerance towards Clyde, she seems way too sweet for that guy. I hope someday we can chat more because she seems like such an interesting person! And... It would be fun to get more of an inside eye on Egor and Isaah."
āIām very excited for the show this year- me and Mishka were paired for a role together! Iāve always admired her style, itās absolutely beautiful! The only thing is the poor girl is so nervous it seems- maybe itās stage fright? This role is quite importantā¦well, whatever it is, I hope she comes out of her shell eventually! As much as I adore her itās hard to work with someone whoās so prone toā¦nauseaā¦ā
āMishka is really nice, though not someone Iād expect to be a part of my friend group. I mean- donāt get me wrong- the more the merrier, but with how proper she looks I originally thought of her as one of *those* private school kids. Well, she is a private school kid, and sheās Egors sister- but my point still stands. I know her because sheās Clydeās girlfriend, which is pretty cool. Despite that I donāt know if weāre all too close yet, sheās shy and I donāt really wanna push itā¦Iāve been told that my demeanour is a little intimidating to some so I try to be conscious of it when I can. Anyways, Mishka seems nice, I hope through Clyde we can be really good friends. It would be nice to have someone to talk about private school life withā
āGod Mishka is SO gay, or- at least thatās how she acts! Yāknow at first it was just something I said so Isaah would stop being so interested in her but now Iām starting to believe it- I mean, has she ever had a boyfriend? And she doesnāt even seem to care about Isaah at all! I know heās my boyfriend but- trust me, Iād take up that offer in a pinch! I mean- Iām glad she hasnāt but itās! Yāknow! She! UGH WHATEVER! That bitch is doing something to my boyfriend and I know it! God she must be- like- I dunno purposefully doing stuff to get his attention! Which is SUCH a gay move! I mean- sheās OBVIOUSLY just trying to hide she gets NO attention from guys- what MAN would even WANT her mysterious ass!? Ugly BITCH! I HATE HER! I- I CANT STAND- *SNIFF*- THAT- THAT! *WAIL* AAUUUUUGGHHHH I WISH I WAS HEEERRRRRRRRR *SOB*ā