Vanessa Clarke

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SUMMARY

An everyday girl in all regards, V easily blends into the crowd. In some regards she's more than okay with that, in other she desperately wants to belong somewhere. While a little meek, moody and hesitant, she strives to be a better person and become a hopeful and empathetic presence in people's lives. Whether she succeeds or allows inertia and isolation to take over, remains to be seen.


INFO

Age16
BirthdayOctober 11th - Libra
Life typeAntra, American
GenderShe/her (cis girl), but feeling complicated towards it
LikesPop music, baggy clothing and fruit gummies. Aside from that, doesn't know either. Creates strange little sculptures to vent

TRAITS

  Isn't exactly confident; underestimates her abilities and considers herself painfully mediocre in all respects. Internally experiences emotions quite strongly, so externally often acts reserved and hesitates to get too excited or upset right off the bat. Tends to bottle things up and then blow up, to everyone's surprise. Very uncertain of her future

  Not the most extraverted person, but tries staying light-hearted and welcoming once you start talking to her. Usually doesn't have anything interesting or profound to add to the conversations, so she mostly just listens and empathizes. Quite observant, though intuits more than understands. Might lie out of politeness, but reflects a lot on her face anyway 

  Sensible, simple and down-to-earth, often the straight man of the group. Shows reasonable reluctance to weird ideas, but is still willing to give anything a chance. Creative and imaginative in a grounded way, has natural curiosity and wants to explore more of life's mysteries, but lacks the confidence to pursue it on her own. Rarely has the vocabulary to express her feelings properly

  A peaceful hedonist, appreciates small material things in life. Strives towards inner comfort and harmony and would rather focus on her own well-being than do what the world demands of her. Passive, reactive instead of proactive; hopes that problems will be handled by someone more competent

  Struggles with inertia, often finds one thing that works for her and sticks with it. In most dire cases ends up abandoning ambition and stagnating, content with any current state, as long as it's not absolutely horrible. Has a hard time getting out of that rut. Gets criticized for being lazy and apathetic, to which she reacts with upset stubbornness: it's not as if she Wants to be this way

  Sensitive to the emotional atmosphere around her. Tries to either smooth out the tension or remove herself from conflicts entirely. Yearns for a special connection with a group of people or a cause. Normally isn't easy to coerce due to her sheer immobility, but can be manipulated with the prospect of fitting in

  Tends to be a social chameleon, subconsciously mirrors the emotions of the group in an earnest way. After spending enough time around a certain crowd will mold her personality after them. Feels awkward and stiff in the company of equally introverted and immovable people. Benefits from being around positive, sociable and spontaneous folks, is able to come out of her shell and comfort zone around them


LINKS

Alphonse Aho

Her new invisible companion and intrusive thoughts generator. V thinks he's weird and untrustworthy, but there is something strangely compelling about his struggles

Allison Hsu

Vanessa is a pretty big fan of Alice's, and it's not entirely just because her Youtube videos are fun


Songs

Gotye - Dig Your Own Hole
Go! Child - Deadlock