Kyan's Links
My... Boss... Who I didnt respected as my boss for a looong while.
I didnt liked...anything about them. Disrespected everything that had to to with them and thought it was just absolute nonsense what they were talking about especially when it came to their disorder. For me it always looked like they want an extra special treatment and it fucking annoyed me to death.
After a while and talking a lot with Lealias about their past and about my past I came to accept that my behaviour was very wrong and I apologize.
(Where do I start;;) WELL!! T H I S is Kyan- my assistant that I probably had the roughest time with here in the GSO;; He often made me feel bad about myself, never believed anything I said and was just mean in general; It took a lot of strenght and time to find out what was wrong with him, why he acted like this and find a solution so all of us can be happier. And we succeded! Nowadays he still acts a bit Tsundere but not as hurtful as in the past. Nowadays we can laugh and make jokes about his behaviour! In the past nobody dared to do that since they knew they would get punched. So yea... I am proud of his development!
I am sorry I hid the fact that I was a Gem when we were together; but I knew how badly you would react and my heart couldnt take it back then... I loved you and wanted to be there for you since your time with your family was an absolute hell...
Now see how ruined we are.
I can understand your anger but you went too far wanting to burn our house and me with it. Look how badly it backfired on you.
I must admit... I despise you and am ready to face you if we ever get to this moment.
I FAILED KILLING YOU WHEN I WAS ALIVE BUT MY RAGE FOR YOU CAME WITH ME INTO MY AFTERLIFE AND ITS STILL FUCKING BOILING WHENEVER IREMEMBER YOU!!! Dare to meet my eye to eye and I SWEAR my revenge will be the ugliest you ever faced.