虚无的笑龙 ✧ 🍷

(entire section is a wip) The incredibly selfish, ambitious, dedicated, fun-loving, and bitter Buckadeer has no bounds when it comes to how much he can talk his eccentricities off and how wide he can smile.

While not overtly obnoxious, Buckadeer has a ridiculous amount of passions that he'll never shut up about, unless someone tries to shut him up. One of these passions includes his work of being the living embodiment of the "void" itself. He'll take a so-called day off from work just to keep working on something else; Buckadeer literally can't live without working one way or another, so he's never been bored in his life and doesn't intend on finding out how it feels. This causes Buckadeer to be very, very exuberant and driven with joy. While still being self-centered, he has no problem sharing his fun and excitement with others and can't lie when he says he loves seeing others as energetic as he is.

But dont let his silly grin fool you; this "Laughing Dragon of Nihility" reflects his name and nickname exactly. Not glass-half-empty nor glass-half-full, because he does not care! It's a glass of water that doesn't exist and lacks proper meaning. Despite being all eccentric and extroverted, he's still extremely cynical and rather antisocial, entirely without any remorse to those he hurts and would much rather mourn his own losses. A mischevious little thing that aims to make the world void of meaning so that he can be the only one that represents meaning, and such joy he draws out of that idea. Literally, his schadenfreudic nature mixed with his strange sense of nihilism can make for the perfect psychological threat, if only he wasn't a book-smart idiot that lacks a surprising amount of common sense; but that common sense is made up with the amount of information he can absorb. Buckadeer believes information is power, and holidng information of one is power over another. This leads Buckadeer to his god/superiority complex of sorts despite literally being a fallen angel. Thus creating a delusion that no one matters other than himself. He always tries to be the best at everything, but despite the superiority complex Buckadeer convinces himself he has, he's extremely conscious and insecure. And due to his fear of being completely powerless or viewed as weak, Buckadeer coats his insecurities with an arrogant and self-centered mask. Also, his insecurities are pretty clear in the way he talks about himself—which is a little contradictory due to thinking he himself is amazing, but c'mon, you see the way I describe him.

Okay, I'm done talking poorly about my fursona. Buckadeer may be a snarky, outspoken, and antisocial asshole, but when he likes befriends someone, he's willing to uphold that friendship no matter what. It's basic stuff—rude to those that are rude to him, dismissive of strangers, and passionately protective to those that grant him kindness. Buckadeer will make his generosity very clear, and maybe others can learn and see just how wild and somewhat childish this sack of shit can be. After all, he is a silly seraph.