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The Girl of Your Dreams
The Player, The Messiah.
A gentle soul, an unlikely hero.
My goal here is to go home. I didn’t ask to be some hero to stop some control freak who may or may not even be real.
Alias
Kimya
Age
20
Gender
Trans Woman
Race
Indonesian-American
Height
5'10"/180cm
Build
Slim
Alignment
Neutral Good
Role
The Player
Demeanor
Confident, Friendly
Theme
Don't Be Afraid, You Have Just Got Your Eyes Closed - múm
The Star
New beginnings
outgoing, friendly
polite, pushover
cynical, bored
Kimya Niram,20-year-old part-time barista and full-time student, is a kind-hearted young woman with a too-big heart. Between her looks and her amiable personality, she's quite popular. But underneath all of that, she can be more than a bit cynical, often wishing for a change of pace in her ordinary, boring, day-to-day life.
She always tries to see the best in people and situations, no matter the circumstances. Sarcastic, but friendly and typically very easygoing. The life of the party and a hopeless romantic. Her online presence has gotten her quite a good amount of attention, although she remains extremely humble about it. Her humbleness is partially due to her upbringing, in which she had relatively wealthy parents who taught her and her older sister the importance of hard work and humbleness, to not brag and to help other people in need. Her coworkers and classmates would consider her to be trustworthy and committed, and one of the first they would go to when needing help. However, some have pointed out that she can be, especially recently, extremely cynical, often making remarks about how cruel people in the world are today, and how nobody seems to make time to get to know each other. This behavior of hers has not gotten much notice outside of the occassional comment, though.
Since a young age, she had been interested in fairytales and romance, convinced that her prince in shining armor would come to her. This led her to turn away any romantic advances, much to the dismay best friend, Marilee, who wanted her to at least give people a chance. Her insistence has always been in vain, unfortunately, and while Marilee has gone through several partners, Kimya has not even had one. She claims to be fine with this, that the right person will come at the right time and she'll know. Her attitude towards this has never wavered, and if anything, it's only gotten stronger over the years.
Intellect
Empathy
Patience
Charisma
Confidence
Honesty
design notes .
- Ahoge has to stay on left side!
- Bigger eyes, very bright and young face. Gets called pretty a lot.
- Associated with eyes, butterflies and/or the stars.
- Very fashionable! Cybercore style of dressing, primarily blues, when not in official outfits.
- Hair is typically a little messy, but not too much. Weird in-between haircut of a mullet and a wolfcut (she's currently trying to grow it out a little bit).
- Usually is covering ears (with headphones or earmuffs), but can be drawn without if given an accessory, like earrings or goggles.
palette .
Warnings : You legally cannot be mean to me about this. Yes it's related to a Roblox game. No you cannot judge me I know more than you.
The Past
Before the game, an ordinary life
Kimya's upbringing is relatively uneventful. Born to Maria and James Niram, a pediatric surgeon and a successful entrepreneur, her parents had nothing but love to give to her and her older sister, Naomi. Coming out at a relatively young age, her parents showed nothing short of undying support in helping her transition both socially and physically. There's nothing else too notable in her childhood.
After high school, she was given an almost full-ride scholarship to a college in a nearby city, a three-hour drive from her parents house, and a four and a half hour train ride for her to go there. Majoring in philanthropy, she lives in a small two bedroom apartment with her best friend since childhood, Marilee. As part of a deal with her mother, she got a job at a nearby coffee shop while her relatively wealthy parents paid her rent.
After about two years of the motonony of a job and college, she's grown bored of things and wishes for a change that'll change her life, whether it be a change of scenery, love, or (in her wildest dreams, spawned by her love for fairytales) the adventure of a lifetime.
The Present
The game, the neverending cycle.
A close friend online friend, Seven, had recommended she play the game. It was in beta, the premise nothing short of intriguing. A created by an AI, based around what you've played before. A new idea, and definitely one that caught her attention. While she initially thinks it to be shoddy, considering the half-assed textures and graphics, and the boring gameplay that wasn't even based off anything she's ever played, upon making an attempt to leave the game, she's transported to a place that's not quite in the game, nor is it outside.
And thus begins the true story.
She's still in here, to this day, stuck in an endless loop that's well out of her control. Her will to escape has yet to disappear, and while her kind personality has remained, she tends to come across as more and more weary with each reset. She knows very few remember the past like she does, but the one that hurts the most is Sator, the one she loved since the very beginning, and the one who always ends up falling in love with her. It's cruel, what the creator of the game is doing. She knows he's not an AI like he claims, she's heard from him what he once was, what he wants her to understand, what he craves from the others within the game. His tragic past is not of her concern, and her hatred for him only grows with each loop of time he forces upon her.
I. color
#23659f
II. flora
columbine
III. fauna
blue morpho butterfly
IV. item
rusted key
V. mood
devotion, melancholy
VI. element
time
Likes
- Butterflies
- Fairytales
- Tea
Dislikes
- Heat
- Snakes
- Coffee
Trivia .
- Extremely close with her family (Mother, Father, Older Sister) and talks to them on the regular. Entire family as a whole is very tight-knit.
- She had fish growing up despite being allergic to shellfish, but wants a cat once she lives on her own (her roommate and childhood friend, Marilee, is allergic)
- Heavily associated with blue morpo butterflies and the star tarot. If she were a sea creature she'd be a leafy sea dragon.
- She's a sucker for romance and is waiting for the right person to show up.
Sator
If I had known what was to happen to us, I would've kissed you that night.
She can't lie about their rocky start. However, that will forever be overshadowed by how much she loves him. After all, she's doing this for him. She's repeating the same events, slightly changed, over and over in a desperate attempt to free him, to be able to live the rest of her life with him. And he falls in love with her back, every time, without fail. It's a shame that it never lasts.
Time Known It changes
Feeling... Love, Sorrow
Red
I wonder what he's off to doing when he's not around...
During her trip through Happy Meadows, she ran into quite the strange creature, not looking like the other creatures that inhabited the town. He stuck along with her, albeit occassionally running off on his own adventures. Regardless, when around, she considers him to be quite the amusing travel companion.
Time Known Few Months...?
Feeling... Friendliness
Arepo
I know what it feels like to be trapped. I promise, I won't let you get left behind.
She sees him at the start of the game, every time, without fail. She knows that he remembers, that he's always remembered. She can't help but feel guilty, like it's her fault that time keeps repeating itself. Something that's out of her control, but it's still due to how much she loves. She doesn't want him to be trapped, she wants him to be free.
Time Known Long enough
Feeling... Guilt
Rotas
The one I can consider myself to be closest with, who remembers me, at least.
Her initial impressions of Rotas were not the kindnest. Considering Rotas to be the more aggressive sibling of the two Tenetsons, after enough time, she grew to like the other's company. After all, there's not many others who remember her and are capable of talking about it. She wants Rotas to be free, as well, and considers him to be a good friend
Time Known Long Enough
Feeling... Amiable, Friendliness