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Kirai ran away from his every changing home easily at 16, the military town his parents moved to at the time being situated close to a cheap town and airport, and the energy surrounding his obsessive parents getting all the more rancid. He never looked back, but was still met with struggle at every corner, be it through law/money/security and the like.
He became a magical to be exactly who he wanted to be with ease, but after his team fell out of the limelight and devolved into violence, and he landed himself in the hospital with a magical weapon still lodged in his back, he now feels stuck in a life he's not even sure he agreed to. Spending his days trying to treat his on and off migraines before he heads to the club and praying he doesn't get annoyed by that princely blonde twink that wants to exposure therapy him out of his funk.
design notes
- Patterns on pants supposed to be bunny ears
- Pins in tie with soul gem once transformed
- Magical hair is the platinum he wanted, civvie is iconic pink
trivia
- Colorblind, sees in blue-greys
- Paranoid, main triggers are having his back open/sleeping in public
diary entry
01.13.2022
A book that you write down feelings in... I can't even pinpoint them in my own head let alone try to jot them down like some fuckin' author type cunt. That, and i have no interest in being the subject of anything, even if I'm in charge of it! I'd much rather be mentioned in someone else's stupid diary entry. Chicks that keep diaries are cute.
But point of the matter is, I'm committing to the attempt, because I'm not some asshole who half asses shit. I'm doing the writing. It's very hard. I'm not sure HOW to write about how yelling at my phone as a juvenile put me into law enforcement servitude, or how every person i meet through this is either damned to misery or an absolute psychopath, and I'm not sure how to word anything about /her/ without suddenly feeling like these attempts are being watched.
And scrutinized.
I dont care for being watched at all. suck my dick.
signed, Kirai
image entry
2.14.2022
Need to remember to trim all of this hair.
To-do list entry
5.24.2022
- PUT IN LAUNDRY IF IM GONNA LEAVE ALL DAY. No roommates anymore.
- Refill ice trays.
- Get a new journal for when i burn this one.
- Pay stupid tv bill so i can watch selling cloverport again.
- Go shopping (need vodka and nyquil).
- Call hospital for new prescription gel.
- The leather pants that i found out were NOT real leather need to be returned this week or i don't get my fucking money back.
- Check bank before heading to trinity this time.
- Try again to text her...
