Merak

He's part of an idol duo with his sister, Diamant.  His parents offered the siblings up to the biz when they were children, and it's about the only world he's ever known!  As a teen, he was often exposed to things he probably shouldn't have been in terms of substances: alcohol, smoke, and plenty more.  As he reached adulthood, he'd become disgusted by the toxicity of idol culture, the constant monitoring and intoxicans keeping him from -really- feeling things, and considers trying to find a way out.  He worries about how it could potentially damage his sister's status and reputation though.  She'd been put through the same experiences more or less, but seemed to embrace it more, it wouldn't be right of him to ruin it for her...