₀. Lamb Sauce {Fursona}

Lamb Sauce is... a very multifaceted individual when it comes to his personality. Suffering from various mental health issues including a form of Bipolar Disorder, a Dependant Personality Disorder, a fatigue disorder and ADD, as well as a suspecteed Dissociative Identity Disorder, he can switch between strong personality traits, or even complete personalities fairly quickly depending on the situation, but mainly remains in a fairly apathetic state. Lamb sauce also has Asbergers, which means he has some sensory issues (mainly audio-sensitivity and issues with tactile texture sensitivity), auditory processing issues and general social interaction issues. Strangely, no matter what, Lamb Sauce is an outright optimistic realist. He will not sugar coat things, but he also doesn't see the world as all doom and gloom- sure bad things happen, have happened and can happen, but from those bad things also come good things, and a lower chance of them happening again. Sauce's nature is generally incredibly helpful, and he gains energy and happiness from helping people and being around those he cares about- generally trying to make other people's lives better is his favourite thing to do.

During depressive states, Sauce is usually horribly sad and mopey, though will always try and stick around for those he cares about. He will often vent to people or just sleep away the time, force himself to disassociate or envelop himself in video games- hurting too much inside to be fully conscious. The painful ache that is caused by his depressive states can leave him irritable and struggling to control his self destructive impulses. He often finds himself clawing at his throat or thumping himself on his chest in an attempt to draw his attention away from the ache, or to pull himself back into his own mind if he starts disassociating in a way he doesn't want.

During manic states, Sauce is usually not the best at figuring out what to and what not to say and do- acting and speaking frequently on impulse and without any real thought. He feels like he's sped up and being forced to do stuff by knife-point- it's almost a panicky state. He's usually full of anxious energy which causes him to tab, wiggle or jump as it's needed, feeling horribly twitchy for as long as the manic state lasts. Lamb sauce often hallucinates during these states, usually kinesthetic, tactile and auditory hallucinations, though he still has visual hallucinations, they're usually less intense.

Lamb sauce has various different dissasociative states, some of which are incredibly dangerous to his physical wellbeing. During one he will just totally detach from all personality and emotion while remaining totally conscious of his surroundings and actions. During another he will disassociate into a state where he only sees things negatively, and doesn't remember any of the positive things that have ever happened. One of them is overwhelmingly positive- where he becomes detached from all emotions except for general happiness- though he often lacks personality in this state. During the last he just disassociates totally from all reason and reality- often feeling like he is dreaming despite being totally conscious- he has frequently fallen down flights of stairs in this state as he was certain that he could float. This state can be effected by any emotion, so can have him drifting in this dreamlike "autopilot" towards a suicidal goal if he is not mentally doing well. Certain fragments he finds himself in can take him "back in time" to a totally different point in his mental history in an effort to protect his mental state from being hurt, often mistaking his age or the year when this happens.

Lamb Sauce often has trouble with telling the difference between someone being serious and someone telling jokes or being sarcastic unless it is incredibly obvious, he tries his best, though, but sometimes the effect goes in the opposite direction- overcompensating for the fact he often thought jokes were serious, he sometimes mistakes serious situations for jokes.

Sauce possesses extreme empathy to the point his brain projects not only the emotions, but the sensations of others onto himself. He has the ability to mentally project a three dimensional and tactile world around him (an accentuated form of spatial visualization ability- a trait of his Asbergers enhanced by his "magical" powers), to the point he can see things, hear noises and feel sensations- this tied with his extreme empathy means he can relive events that have happened to others- in depth and in detail, from the things they physically felt through touch, to their emotions, to the pain they could feel, what they could hear, see and taste. Obviously a lot of this, if not given adequate description, is up for his mind to describe, imagination and anxiety often distorting things into the most horrible situations possible- and he relives them over and over again in this little projected world. This skill helps him to understand how other people feel- even after traumatic events he was not directly present for, and to activley try to be a kind person due to the things he has experienced thanks to his mind. Sadly the situations he's relived thanks to this extreme empathy and tactile mental projection have left him somewhat traumatised- often reliving the traumas of close friends, other individuals who have spoken about their traumas, or his own traumas in full, three dimensions- often in even more twisted and intense ways than were actually experienced.

In general, Sauce is a fairly happy chap despite his various issues, he really loves helping people out no matter how he feels- everyone else comes first, especially as helping others often helps him himself. He is always determined to make things work- incredibly stubborn, but probably in a good way.

Lamb sauce spent the first one hundred and twenty one years of his life in a larval stage- a literal worm feasting on masses of biological matter until it had grown enough to be able to shift its form like the rest of its strange species. The years between then and his strange, untimely arrival on earth are uncertain and foggy, vague memories of past abuse on another world, assault and the following mental breakdown that somehow lead, years later to the strange, shape-shifting worm-like creature finding itself, wandering aimlessly along the moors of a country known as "England" on the planet known by the natives as "Earth", in the form of one of the strange, curly fleeced animals that seemed to be all around it.

The following years involved the creature learning about the culture of the planet and its lacking technologies, resigning itself to working like the rest of the creatures on the planet did to live, following the strange constraints of the obscure and foreign world he had got himself stranded on. He became quite fond of the world's "video games" and internet communication, and the planet's apparrent enjoyment of art and other creative pastimes which were never valued on his native home planet.

Trivia

• Lamb Sauce took the form of the first creature he saw- a sheep.
• Lamb Sauce's name originated from the first words he had managed to translate after analysing the local language for long enough- it was a packet that had blown out of someone's dust bin.
• Lamb Sauce's wings were copied as he learnt about and grew fond of the local mythology of "dragons", he would often totally shift into one, but the wooly fleece of his sheep like form seemed to suit the local, wet, cold, and windy weather perfectly.
• Lamb Sauce's true form is a strange, multi-eyed, bright blue, fat, worm-like creature.

Runescape Boyfriend

Runescape is Lamb Sauce's beloved boyfriend, they're super gay and like to kiss.

Runescape None!

Lamb Sauce does not have any specific enemies as he is a fairly gentle individual- however he is more than one hundred percent happy to murder anyone who has done his friends wrong in the past.