Horst

Story & Trivia

Since childhood Horst had a certain interest in glamor and sparkles but his parents forbid him to have these interest out of embaressment. They were quite entitled, prefered having a "traditional boy with traditional interest" and with that suppressed their child and his interests. During Childhood, Horst rarely well with something, especially after his parents signed him up for school clubs he didn't even wanted to be part of. He grew a huge discomfort with himself and his surroundings, he felt like something is wrong with him since he never was able to connect to others so he became very reserved, very quickly. More and more often he started to grow sick and stayed home alone while his parents started working- this was one of the rare moments where he was able to be at peace and alone, going through the internet where he was able to escape the discomfort surrounding him. Whenever he got access to the Internet he would hyper focus on his interests- Fashion TV shows, LGBTQ Shows or Videos or Psychology videos.

His family would continue to ruin their child more and more with things he didn't wanted to do, soon enough he started smoking and grew and alcohol addiction once he couldn't control his intrusive and suicidal thoughts anymore and got soon kicked out of home for becoming an addict. With the little money he had left he looked for a cheap home and wouldn't care if he'd live under unhuman conditions aslong he had a roof over his head. Luckily he was able to find single abandond dark room inside an alley where he lives to this day. He was able to do some mini jobs to earn some money, which he used to stay alive but also to fulfill his long dreams and...try to be a Drag Queen. At this point he saw himself as a ruined man with such deep depression that will never find and end, a man who wished to start new and be someone else, someone admirable and open, not a hopeless guy as he is. So he started to get his savings together to buy all the things he needed to become the person he wanted to be- That Person that he would name Diva.

How his story continues and what he does as Diva will be continued in Divas Profile, but whenever Diva gets home for her joyful live, Horst will change clothes, be as he is and just continues to be sad.

Funfacts:
-please give him a hug, he needs some.
-he prefers that he and Diva gets seen as different people
-only Atherna and Mr. Tashikawa know about him being Diva