Endrit
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Endrit
"Life is a delicate balance between fear and fascination; I've chosen to embrace both."
Endrit is a highly educated neurosurgeon with a unique background. Raised in a remote area, she developed a fascination with the intricacies of the human brain and anatomy at a young age. Despite her shy and introverted nature, she has managed to carve out a successful career in a demanding field. She is known for her dedication, meticulousness, and her unusual living arrangement with her colleague, Volante.
Design Notes:
Endrit is a humanoid Jerboa, standing at average height with a slender build. Her soft pink fur is a stark contrast to her long, straight hair that flows in hues of dark red and dark blue. She often dresses in a long black gown, inspired by Volante's gothic fashion sense. Her eyes, a deep shade of brown, often carry a look of nervousness, reflecting her cautious nature.
Details
Likes
Neapolitan Ice Cream
Flaming Hot Chips
Strawberry Jelly Toast
String Cheese
Lyre
Temporary Body Paint
Orange Juice
Bike
Pop Music CD
Roasted Chestnuts
Dislikes
Black Coffee
Glam Rock CD
Fruit Cake
Fantasy Book
Panini
Bologna
Heart Candies
Snow Globe
Personality
General Personality
Endrit is a gentle soul with a cautious nature. She is introverted and prefers to keep to herself, often finding solace in her work. Despite her shyness, she is highly dedicated and hardworking, always willing to lend a hand when needed. She is also highly dependent on her colleague, Volante, and is often seen assisting him in his work.
ISFJ
Hardworking and devoted, ISFJs feel a deep sense of responsibility to those around them. They can be counted on to meet deadlines, remember birthdays and special occasions, uphold traditions, and shower their loved ones with gestures of care and support. They rarely demand recognition for all that they do, preferring instead to operate behind the scenes. Though sensitive and caring, they also have excellent analytical abilities and an eye for detail. They tend to have well-developed people skills and robust social relationships. They are true altruists, meeting kindness with kindness-in-excess and engaging with the work and people they believe in with enthusiasm and generosity. They are Supportive, Reliable, Observant, Enthusiastic, Hardworking, and Practical Skills. They can be Overly Humble, Taking Things Personally, Repressing Their Feelings, Overcommitted, Reluctant to Change, and Too Altruistic.
Self-Preservation 6w5
The Self-Preservation Six has a theme of fear, insecurity, and caution. To feel safe, they build strong alliances and relationships with others. They are sincerely affectionate and warm-hearted in their interactions with others. They repress anger and are hesitant to share opinions, preferring to be cautious than risk mistakes.
Tritype 694 (The Seeker)
Seekers are intuitive, inquisitive, and accepting. They want to be original, certain and peaceful and are very sensitive. They experience intense feelings of self-doubt and uncertainty, and as a result, need singular strong, or multiple sources of confirmation/security. They want to be individualistic but fear separation from others. Their life mission is to raise questions pertaining to the mysteries of life and share their findings with others. True seekers are happiest when they feel they can answer the question of who they are. They can be so focused on their feelings, insecurities, and doubts that they can feel paralyzed by the fear of making the wrong decision and of being misled or duped. Their desire is to develop a philosophy. They struggle with passivism and a constant sense of self. They are driven to understand as much about themselves and others as possible and are afraid of being wrong or in danger. They fear rejection, conflict, and exclusion. They are emotionally accommodating of others and comforting. They ponder, think, and rethink in a worried, skeptical manner.
Melancholic-Phlegmatic Tempearment
The Melancholic-Phlegmatic combo strives to do right and be accommodating. Depending on the scenario, either need may dominate. They are analytical, detail-oriented, and meticulous in organizing their lives. They're good at evaluating everything they do and encounter. In addition, they ask “why” before behaving. They prefer to be with family or close friends and are not socially engaged. Information, time alone to think, and a strategy help them work properly. They appreciate private projects. They are well-organized and desire a structured workplace requiring attention to detail. Self-sacrificing and self-critical, they suffer with guilt over things that aren't their fault. Systematic thinkers, they follow processes in business and in life. Aggressive individuals make them retreat. It'll be hard for them to exert pressure. They might be violent to maintain order. Because they need to acquire and examine information, they make judgments slowly. They are skilled at anticipating issues and establishing solutions, but they lack action. Strong justice and excellent appreciation. Their reasons for resisting change must be explained, justified, and accepted. They oppose modifying plans suddenly.
Anxious Attachment Style
People with an anxious attachment style have a negative view of themselves, but a positive view of others. Their anxiety is high, but their avoidance is low. Feelings of self-doubt and being misunderstood are common. They don’t feel comfortable with closeness and are relatively confident in their romantic partner, but are concerned about being abandoned and unloved. Their insecure relationships are marked by highs and lows, emotional turmoil, jealousy, and obsession with their romantic partners.
Skills
Neurosurgical Precision
Endrit's extensive knowledge and practice in neurosurgery allow her to perform complex procedures with high precision and minimal error.
Survival Instinct
Having grown up in a remote area, Endrit has developed strong survival skills. She is adept at hunting and foraging, which comes in handy during her solitary ventures into the wild.
Anatomical Expertise
Endrit's fascination with anatomy extends beyond the human brain. She has a comprehensive understanding of various animal anatomies, which she often applies in her work.
Aesthetic
Story
Past
Endrit's past is marked by a childhood spent in isolation, a fascination with anatomy, and a deep attachment to her family. Her parents' illnesses forced her to move to the city and pursue a career in neurosurgery to support them. This led her to meet Volante, a controversial surgeon with whom she formed a unique bond.
Present
In the present, Endrit lives with Volante in an underground home on the outskirts of town, where they conduct their research undisturbed. Despite Volante's volatile personality due to his bipolar disorder, Endrit remains steadfastly by his side, assisting him in his work and navigating the challenges of their unconventional living arrangement.
Future
Endrit's future is uncertain. She is not particularly future-oriented and is content with her current life. However, her dependency on Volante and her fear of the outside world may push her to confront her insecurities and seek independence.
Trivia and Conversations
Trivia
Endrit has a fear of being followed or stalked, despite ironically following Volante around.
Endrit has a habit of whispering into Volante's ear when she wants him to do something for her.
She enjoys tiny felt dolls that Volante sometimes makes for her.
She enjoys soft things, such as brains, guts, and squishy toys.
After a risky surgery from Volante, Endrite is now extraordinarily good at math.
Conversations
“Endrit, can you introduce yourself?”
"I'm Endrit, a humanoid Jerboa. I'm a neurosurgeon by profession, but I spend most of my time assisting Volante, another surgeon. We live together on the outskirts of town, where we can conduct our research undisturbed. I'm not much of a talker, but I'm always ready to lend a hand."
“Endrit, how are you today?”
"I'm doing alright, thank you. Just another day in the lab with Volante."
“Endrit, are you alright?”
"Yes, I'm fine. I'm used to the ups and downs of life with Volante. It's not always easy, but it's the life I've chosen."
“Are you oblivious to love?”
"Love is a complex emotion, isn't it? I wouldn't say I'm oblivious, but it's not something I actively seek out. I'm more focused on my work and supporting Volante."
“Can you describe your ideal partner?”
"I haven't given it much thought. I suppose someone who understands my quirks and supports my interests. Someone like Volante, but not exactly him."
“What was your first kiss like?”
"I haven't had that experience yet. I've been too occupied with my work and responsibilities."
“Do you believe in love at first sight?”
"I believe in the power of first impressions, but love is a deep emotion that requires understanding and time."
“Do you have commitment issues?”
"Not at all. I'm very committed to my work and to Volante. I suppose in a romantic sense, I haven't had the opportunity to test that."
“Is there someone you have a crush on?”
"I wouldn't call it a crush, but I do admire Volante's confidence and strength. It's something I aspire to have."
“Do your goals or desires ever get in the way of your friendships or relationships?”
"I wouldn't say they get in the way. My goals and desires are intertwined with my relationships, especially with Volante."
“Have you ever been in love?”
"I don't think I've experienced romantic love. I've felt a deep sense of attachment and care, especially towards Volante, but I wouldn't call it love."
“Have you stuck around someone who wasn't good for you?”
"Some might say that about my relationship with Volante. But I believe we support each other in our own unique ways."
“How do you act around your crush/partner?”
"I'm usually quiet and reserved. I prefer to listen and observe rather than being the center of attention."
“Do you enjoy being romantic in public with your partner?”
"I haven't had a partner to experience that with. But given my reserved nature, I'd probably prefer more private moments."
“How do you feel about dating?”
"It's not something I've given much thought to. My work and my relationship with Volante take up most of my time."
“How do you flirt with a potential crush?”
"Flirting isn't really my style. I prefer genuine conversations and shared interests."
“How many relationships have you had?”
"None, in the romantic sense. My relationship with Volante is the most significant one I've had."
“Are you in a relationship right now?”
"Not a romantic one. I'm closely associated with Volante, but it's not romantic."
“How well would you handle a long-distance relationship?”
"I think I would struggle with it. I prefer having the person I care about close by."
“How would your romantic partner describe you?”
"I don't have a romantic partner, but I think Volante would describe me as reliable, dedicated, and perhaps a bit too reserved."
“In what sense do you value romantic love?”
"I value the companionship and understanding that comes with it. But I haven't experienced it personally."
“Is it a challenge for you to feel complete without a partner or close friend?”
"I do feel a sense of incompleteness when Volante isn't around. I wouldn't say it's a challenge, but it's definitely noticeable."
“What's your idea of a romantic date?”
"Perhaps a quiet evening in, sharing thoughts and ideas. I'm not one for grand gestures or public displays."
“What's your love language, and how do you show affection?”
"I think my love language is acts of service. I show affection by being there for someone, supporting them in their endeavors."
“What kind of people do you admire most?”
"I admire those who can navigate the world with confidence and assertiveness, like Volante. Their ability to face the world head-on is something I find admirable."
“What's one aspect of your physical appearance that you think is attractive?”
"I suppose my long, dark hair. It's a mix of red and blue, quite unique."
“What's the biggest mistake you've ever made?”
"Leaving my family behind to move to the city. I did it for them, but the guilt and loneliness still haunt me."
“What happened the last time you got sick?”
"I was alone. Volante was away. I had to take care of myself, which was difficult but also a reminder of my resilience."
“What's the most embarrassing thing that ever happened to you?”
"Once, I fainted in the middle of a surgery. The stress and exhaustion got to me. It was mortifying."
“What's the worst thing a person has ever said to you?”
"I've been called 'weak' and 'dependent'. It hurts because I know I rely on others more than I should."
“What's the worst thing you’ve ever said to someone?”
"I once told my brother that I wished he was smarter so I wouldn't have to leave. I regretted it immediately."
“What's the worst thing you did to someone you care about?”
"I left my family behind, even though they needed me. I did it for their own good, but it still feels like a betrayal."
“What memory do you want to forget the most?”
"The day I left my family. The look on their faces... it's something I wish I could erase."
“What memory do you cherish the most?”
"The quiet moments at home with my family, before everything changed. Those are the memories I hold dear."
“What’s something you quit, that you now regret giving up on?”
"I quit trying to be independent. I wish I had pushed myself more."
“What’s the dumbest way you’ve been injured?”
"I once cut myself while dissecting a specimen. I was so engrossed in the process that I didn't notice until I saw the blood."
“When did you last cry?”
"Just a few days ago. The weight of everything sometimes becomes too much."
“When was the last time you physically attacked something?”
"I'm not really the attacking type. But I suppose the last time was when I had to hunt for food during one of my solitary retreats."
“When was the last time you were crushed with disappointment?”
"When I realized that no matter how much money I send, I can't cure my parents' illnesses or bring back the life we once had."
“Did you have any imaginary friends as a child?”
"No, I didn't. I found the concept of imaginary friends quite perplexing. I was more interested in the tangible, the real - like the anatomy of animals we had on our farm."
“How did you spend your childhood, and did you enjoy it?”
"I spent most of my childhood in the solitude of our family home, reading books about anatomy and the human brain. I wouldn't say I enjoyed it in the conventional sense, but it was...comforting."
“How did your childhood shape you into the person you are today?”
"My childhood was a time of introspection and learning. It made me curious about the workings of the brain, which led me to become a neurosurgeon."
“What advice would you give to your younger self?”
"I'd tell her to be brave, to not be afraid of the world outside. But I'd also tell her to keep her curiosity alive."
“What's your favorite childhood memory?”
"My favorite memory is of dissecting roadkill or the animals my father and brother hunted. It was my first introduction to anatomy."
“What's your worst childhood memory?”
"The worst memory was when my parents fell ill. Despite my efforts, I couldn't cure them. It was a harsh reminder of my limitations."
“What smells remind you of your childhood?”
"The smell of fresh earth and the distinct scent of animal fur. They remind me of the farm and the animals."
“What was a scary moment that happened to you as a child?”
"The scariest moment was when I first had to interact with other children. They were unpredictable, unlike the animals I was used to."
“What was your childhood ambition?”
"I always wanted to understand the brain, to unravel its mysteries. I suppose that's why I became a neurosurgeon."
“What was your financial situation like growing up?”
"We were comfortable until my parents fell ill. The medical expenses drained our resources, forcing me to move to the city for a high-paying job."
“What were you like as a baby?”
"I was told I was a quiet baby, more interested in observing than interacting."
“What were you like as a child?”
"I was a solitary child, more comfortable with books and animals than with other children."
“Who were you closest to as a child?”
"I was closest to my older brother, Gottfried. He was my only sibling and my companion during those long days at home."
“What did you think of your parents as a child, and do you still see them the same way?”
"I respected my parents, and I still do. They did their best to provide for us, and their illness was a cruel twist of fate."
“Are you a leader, a follower, or neither?”
"I'm more of a follower, I suppose. I find comfort in having someone to guide me, like Volante."
“Are you generally compliant or rebellious?”
"I lean towards compliance. It's easier to go with the flow than to fight against it, especially when you're not sure of your own footing."
“Are you more likely to see the best in others or the worst?”
"I try to see the best in others, but I can't help but be cautious. The world can be a scary place, after all."
“Do you care about how you're perceived by others, and do you change yourself to fit in?”
"I do care, but I don't change myself to fit in. I'm more comfortable being myself, even if that means being on the outskirts."
“What's your favorite way to settle an issue (diplomacy, violence, etc)?”
"I prefer diplomacy. Violence is too chaotic and unpredictable for my liking."
“Do you value your own best interest more than your friend group’s?”
"I value my family's interests more than my own. As for friends, I only have Volante, and our interests often align."
“Do you think it’s safe to trust others, and to what extent?”
"Trust is a delicate thing. I trust Volante, but I'm wary of others. It's safer that way."
“Have you ever been bullied, teased, or threatened? How did you deal with it then, and how do you deal with it now?”
"I was never bullied or teased, but I've always found other children intimidating. I dealt with it by avoiding them, and I still do."
“How do you think you’re seen by others, and how would you like to be seen?”
"I think others see me as shy and reserved. I'd like to be seen as someone who is reliable and trustworthy."
“How do you perceive strangers?”
"Strangers are like unknown variables. They can be fascinating, but they can also be frightening."
“How do you see yourself? What are you the most envious of others about?”
"I see myself as a helper, a supporter. I'm most envious of others' confidence and independence."
“How do you treat people better than you, and what about worse?”
"I treat everyone with respect, regardless of their status. Everyone has their own struggles and strengths."
“How generous are you, especially to those you don't know?”
"I'm generous when I can afford to be, but my family's needs come first."
“Do you have authority over anyone? How well do you get along with authority figures; How do you feel about receiving or giving orders?”
"I don't have authority over anyone. I get along well with authority figures as long as they're fair. I'm more comfortable receiving orders than giving them."
“How likely are you to hold a grudge, and for how long?”
"I don't hold grudges. They're too heavy and take up too much space in the mind."
“What's your socioeconomic status?”
"I'm a neurosurgeon, so I earn a decent income. However, a significant portion of my earnings goes to my family back home, who are dealing with health issues. I live modestly with Volante on the outskirts of town, in an underground home."
“What kind of people do you naturally get along with?”
"I tend to gravitate towards individuals who are confident and strong, like Volante. I find their strength comforting, and I feel like I can learn from them."
“What are your ambitions?”
"I'm not particularly future-oriented. My main focus is on helping my family and assisting Volante in his work. I suppose you could say my ambition is to continue doing what I can to support them."
“What's your greatest achievement?”
"Becoming a neurosurgeon is my greatest achievement. It's a challenging field, but I find it fascinating and rewarding. Plus, it's allowed me to support my family financially."
“If you could know one thing about the future, yours or just in general, what would it be?”
"I'm not sure. I don't often think about the future. I suppose I'd want to know if my family will be okay, health-wise."
“Are you more of a text person or a phone call person, and why?”
"I prefer text. It's less immediate and gives me time to think about my responses. Plus, I'm not very comfortable with phone calls."
“Can you describe your acquaintances and friends?”
"I don't have many friends or acquaintances outside of Volante. I'm usually too shy to interact with others."
“Do any of your friends come to you for advice, or do you go to them?”
"I don't really have friends in the traditional sense. I do assist Volante in his work, but we don't typically exchange advice."
“What quality do you most value in a friend; What do you expect from your closest relationships?”
"I value strength and confidence. In my closest relationships, I seek stability and a sense of security."
“How much do you value friendship, and do you make friends easily?”
"I value relationships deeply, but I don't make friends easily due to my shyness and anxiety. My relationship with Volante is the most significant one in my life."
“Has a friend ever betrayed your trust, or vice versa?”
"I haven't had many friends, so I haven't experienced betrayal in that sense. I try to be trustworthy and reliable, especially in my relationship with Volante."
“How do you feel in large groups versus small ones?”
"I prefer small groups or one-on-one interactions. Large groups can be overwhelming and intimidating for me."
“How much would you sacrifice to have a friend's back?”
"I would do a lot for someone I care about. I'm always there for Volante, no matter what he needs."
“What do you and your friends do together?”
"Volante and I work together on his surgical practices. We also live together, so we share many daily activities."
“What stereotypical group role do you play in your friend group?”
"In my relationship with Volante, I'm the supporter and assistant. I help him with his work and provide him with companionship."
“Who or what do you turn to when you're upset?”
"When I'm upset, I usually turn to Volante. He's my rock and provides me with a sense of stability and security."
“What's your current job, and what do you think about it?”
"I'm a neurosurgeon, working closely with a surgeon named Volante. It's... intense, but it's a necessity. I'm able to help my family financially because of it."
“What's your dream job?”
"I never really dreamt of a job. I was more fascinated by the intricacies of life and death, the anatomy. I suppose being a neurosurgeon fits that fascination."
“Are you an overachiever, an underachiever, or just an achiever?”
"I'm not sure. I just do what I need to do, and I try to do it well. Does that make me an achiever?"
“What clique did/would you most fit into in high school?”
"I didn't really fit into any cliques. I was more of a loner, always with my nose in a book about anatomy or the human brain."
“What major would you pursue in/if you went to college?”
"Neuroscience, without a doubt. The human brain has always fascinated me."
“What's your educational background?”
"I studied hard, mostly on my own. I had to learn quickly to become a neurosurgeon."
“Do you want children some day?”
"I... I don't know. I haven't really thought about it."
“Do you have a good relationship with your grandparents?”
"I didn't know them well. They were gone before I could form any strong bonds."
“Do you have siblings, and If so, how many, and what’s your relationship with them?”
"I have an older brother, Gottfried. We were close. He was my companion during our childhood."
“Do your parents accept you as you are, and how would your parents describe you?”
"They accepted me, yes. They'd probably describe me as quiet, studious, and a bit odd."
“Have you ever been embarrassed by a family member?”
"Not really. We lived in isolation, so there weren't many opportunities for embarrassment."
“Do you ever want to “settle down” with a spouse, children, house, etc; Do you ever want children?”
"I haven't thought much about settling down or having children. My life is... complicated."
“Can you count on your family to have your back, and have you ever felt betrayed or abandoned by a family member?”
"My family has always been there for me, in their own way. I can't say I've felt betrayed or abandoned."
“What's your perception of family, and How have you relationships with them affected your ability to trust?”
"Family is important, but it's complicated. Trust... that's a delicate thing. I've learned to be cautious."
“How involved are your parents in your life, and do your parents support you financially in any way?”
"They were involved when I was younger. Now, it's the other way around. I support them."
“Is your family big or small, and who does it consist of, and how do you feel about family gatherings?”
"My family is small, just my parents and my brother. We didn't have many gatherings, but they were always quiet and peaceful."
“What's your family's culture and what do you love and hate most about it; Have you clashed with any of your parents’ beliefs?”
"We lived a simple, rural life. I loved the tranquility, but sometimes it was too isolated. I didn't clash with my parents' beliefs, we mostly kept to ourselves."
“What jobs do your parents have and how did it affect you?”
"They were farmers. It taught me about the circle of life, but it also led me to my current path when they fell ill."
“Which family members are you close with?”
"I was closest with my brother, Gottfried. We shared many experiences growing up."
“How would you describe yourself from your worst enemy's point of view?”
"They'd probably say I'm a clingy, fidgety neurosurgeon who's too dependent on others. They might even call me a coward for my fear of the outside world and my avoidance of social interactions."
“Have you ever done or are you currently doing something illegal?”
"I assist Volante in his work, some of which is controversial and not exactly legal. But it's all in the name of science and helping my family."
“Who do you despise the most in the world; Do you have an enemy or rival and what did they do to wrong you?”
"I don't harbor hatred towards anyone. I'm too focused on my work and my relationship with Volante to have enemies or rivals."
“Which person in your circle do you trust the least?”
"I trust everyone in my circle, but I suppose I'm always a bit wary of Volante's patients. I don't know them well and their stories don't interest me."
“If someone were to betray your trust, how do you think you’d respond?”
"Betrayal would hurt deeply. I'd probably retreat further into my shell, become more cautious and wary of others."
“Do you care about fashion, or do you just wear what feels comfortable; What kind of clothing do you wear?”
"I wear a long black gown, inspired by Volante's fashion sense. I enjoy the simple goth-like aesthetic. It's not about fashion for me, but more about feeling comfortable and fitting in with Volante."
“Do you have any piercings or tattoos, and do you think you’d ever get any?”
"No, I don't have any piercings or tattoos. I've never really thought about getting any."
“Do you have scars, and how did you get them?”
"I don't have any physical scars, but I carry emotional ones from my childhood and the struggles my family has faced."
“Do you wear any jewelry, and do you have favorite pieces?”
"I don't wear any jewelry. It's not something I've ever been interested in."
“Do you wear makeup?”
"No, I don't wear makeup. I prefer to keep things simple and natural."
“Why are you the way you are?”
"My personality and behaviors are shaped by my past experiences and my current circumstances. I'm a product of my upbringing, my fears, my interests, and my relationships."
“Can you easily lie? What's your view on lying?”
"Lying doesn't come naturally to me. I believe in honesty, even if it's uncomfortable. But I understand that sometimes, a lie may be necessary to protect someone."
“Do you keep your promises? What was the last promise you made, and did you keep or break it?”
"I do my best to keep my promises. The last promise I made was to my family, to send them money every month. I've kept it so far."
“How do you feel about keeping secrets, and what's your biggest secret?”
"I'm not fond of secrets, but I understand their necessity. My biggest secret is my attachment to Volante, which I keep to myself."
“What's your password?”
"I'm sorry, but I can't share that information."
“What's the worst thing you've ever wished on someone, and who was it?”
"I don't wish harm on others. It's not in my nature."
“When was the last time you were deceptive, and what made you be that way?”
"I try not to be deceptive, but sometimes I have to hide my feelings for Volante, for the sake of our professional relationship."
“Who do you share your deepest secrets with?”
"I keep most of my secrets to myself. It's not easy for me to open up."
“Are you a forgiving person, and what's your perception of redemption?”
"I am forgiving, perhaps to a fault. I believe everyone deserves a chance at redemption."
“Are you a good listener?”
"Yes, I believe I am. I often find myself listening more than speaking."
“Are you comfortable with technology?”
"I'm not particularly tech-savvy, but I can manage the basics."
“Are you coordinated, and how well do you catch things?”
"I'm fairly coordinated, especially when it comes to surgical procedures. But I'm not the best at catching things."
“Are you graceful or clumsy, and do you have natural poise? Do you sit up, stand up straight, or slouch?”
"I wouldn't describe myself as graceful, but I try to maintain a certain poise. I tend to slouch when I'm not paying attention."
“Are you satisfied with your current position in life, or do you want a different life?”
"I'm content with my life as it is, though I do wish for a bit more independence."
“Are you forgetful or easily distracted?”
"I can be easily distracted, especially when I'm anxious. But I try to stay focused on my work."
“Are you organized or disorganized?”
"I'm quite organized, especially when it comes to my work. It's a necessity in my profession."
“Do you consciously plan your day, or do you just go along with what comes?”
"I prefer to have a plan, but I'm also flexible and can adapt to unexpected situations."
“Do you act on impulse or carefully think through decisions?”
"I tend to think things through before acting. Impulsive decisions often lead to regret."
“Do you have any nicknames and do you like them; Do you give others nicknames, and how does that work out?”
"I don't have any nicknames, and I don't usually give them to others. I prefer to use people's actual names."
“Do you prefer the indoors or the outdoors?”
"I prefer the indoors, but I can manage in the outdoors when necessary."
“Does your name have any particular meaning/history?”
"Not that I'm aware of. It's just a name my parents liked."
“How competitive are you?”
"I'm not very competitive. I prefer to focus on my own progress rather than comparing myself to others."
“How do you react to failure?”
"Failure is a bitter pill, but I swallow it nonetheless. It's a lesson, a stepping stone to improvement. I try to learn from it and move on."
“How do you react to criticism?”
"Criticism is hard to take, but it's necessary. I try to see it as an opportunity to grow, even if it stings at first."
“How do you react to praise?”
"Praise is like a warm blanket on a cold day. It's comforting, but I try not to let it get to my head. I'm just doing my best."
“How do you react to stress?”
"Stress is a constant companion, but I've learned to manage it. I retreat into my thoughts, find solace in the familiar, and take things one step at a time."
“How easy is it to make you angry and what do you do when you feel that way?”
"It takes a lot to make me angry. When I do feel that way, I try to channel it into something productive or retreat to a quiet place to calm down."
“How easy is it to make you sad, and what do you do when you feel that way?”
"Sadness comes easily, but I've learned to live with it. When I feel that way, I seek solace in solitude or find comfort in the company of Volante."
“How important is the accumulation of power to you?”
"Power isn't something I seek. I'm more interested in knowledge and understanding. Power can be fleeting, but knowledge lasts."
“How important is the accumulation of fame to you?”
"Fame is not something I desire. I prefer to work quietly, away from the spotlight. The work is what matters, not the recognition."
“How important is the accumulation of wealth to you?”
"Wealth is a means to an end, not the end itself. It's important only insofar as it allows me to support my family and continue my work."
“How would you decorate your vision board?”
"My vision board would be filled with images of the brain, medical texts, and pictures of my family. It's a reflection of my passions and my motivations."
“If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?”
"I wish I could be more confident, more assertive. I often find myself in the shadows, and I'd like to step into the light more often."
“If you could make any scent into a perfume, what would it be?”
"The scent of old books. There's something comforting about it, a mix of knowledge and nostalgia."
“What are your bad habits, and when did they start?”
"I tend to overthink things, and I can be quite indecisive. These habits started when I was young, and they've stuck with me ever since."
“What's noticeable about your presence (Confidence, Nervousness, etc)? What body language is typical of you?”
"I'm often described as fidgety and nervous. My body language is typically reserved and cautious. I tend to keep to myself."
“What do you consider an overrated virtue?”
"Boldness. It's often praised, but I think there's value in caution and thoughtfulness."
“What do you like to spend money on?”
"Books, medical supplies, and anything that can help my family. I'm not one for frivolous spending."
“What do you want in life, what's standing in your way, and what are you willing to do to remove the obstacles?”
"I want to understand the human brain, to make a difference in the field of neurosurgery. My own fears and insecurities often stand in my way, but I'm willing to face them, to push through them, for the sake of my work and my family."
“What do you do to relax?”
"I read, or spend time in quiet contemplation. Sometimes, I find comfort in the simple act of brushing my hair."
“What do you want to be remembered by?”
"I'd like to be remembered for my work, for my contributions to neurosurgery. But more than that, I'd like to be remembered by my family for the sacrifices I've made out of love."
“What's something you are fine with that most people would not be fine with?”
"I find comfort in dissecting and understanding the anatomy of deceased animals. It's a fascination not everyone shares."
“What's something you do/would do that might surprise people? What's something you would never do?”
"People are often surprised by my ability to survive in the wild, despite my shy nature. However, I would never intentionally harm a living creature."
“What's your favorite type of weaponry?”
"I don't particularly enjoy weaponry, but I do appreciate the precision of a scalpel."
“What's your relationship with magic; are you scared, curious, or indifferent to it?”
"I'm indifferent to magic. I find the workings of the brain far more intriguing."
“What's your obsession?”
"I'm deeply fascinated by neurosurgery and the intricate workings of the brain."
“What makes you laugh out loud?”
"Volante's playful teases often bring a smile to my face."
“What makes you feel safe?”
"Being in the presence of Volante gives me a sense of security."
“What motivates you?”
"The desire to support my family and assist Volante in his work drives me."
“What personal trait do you rely on the most? What's your best strength and worst flaw?”
"I rely on my meticulous nature the most. My best strength is my dedication, but my worst flaw is my excessive dependence on others."
“What sense do you most rely on?”
"I rely heavily on my sense of touch, especially in my work."
“How often do you swear?”
"I rarely swear. I find it unnecessary."
“Do you handle any kind of rejection well?”
"Rejection can be difficult for me, but I've learned to cope with it."
“Are you a musical person; Do you sing, dance, or play an instrument?”
"I enjoy listening to music, particularly pop, but I don't sing, dance, or play any instruments."
“What game are you terrible at playing?”
"I'm not particularly good at any games. I prefer to spend my time reading or working."
“What genre(s) of books do you like to read?”
"I enjoy reading medical and scientific literature."
“What genre(s) of music do you like?”
"I have a preference for pop music."
“Do you like to make art? If so with what medium?”
"I don't create traditional art, but I do find a certain artistry in surgery."
“What's something that you swore you hated until you tried it out?”
"Living in the city. I was reluctant at first, but it's become a necessary part of my life."
“What's your preferred writing tool?”
"I prefer to use a simple pen for writing."
“What genre(s) of movies or shows do you like to watch on TV?”
"I don't watch much TV, but when I do, I prefer documentaries."
“Do you pay attention to the weather forecast?”
"Not particularly, unless it affects my ability to forage or hunt."
“What's your favorite day of the week, and why?”
"I don't have a favorite day. Each day brings its own challenges and rewards."
“What's your favorite holiday?”
"I don't celebrate holidays much, but I do enjoy the quiet of a late winter's night."
“What's your favorite season, and what are your favorite things about the other seasons?”
"Autumn is my favorite, the colors are so calming. Winter's silence is peaceful, spring's rebirth is inspiring, and summer's warmth is comforting."
“What's your favorite thing about Christmas?”
"The quietness that comes with the snow, it's like the world is at peace."
“What's your favorite thing about Halloween, and what would you dress up as?”
"I enjoy the creativity of the costumes. I'd probably dress up as a brain surgeon, it's familiar."
“What's your favorite thing about Valentine's Day?”
"The idea of expressing love and care, even if I don't participate much."
“Do you like rain?”
"Yes, it's soothing. It's like nature's lullaby."
“Do you like snow?”
"I do, it brings a sense of tranquility."
“Do you live in a city, a suburb, a rural area, house, apartment, duplex, etc?”
"I live in an underground home on the outskirts of town with Volante."
“Do you live with anyone, and do you get along with them?”
"I live with Volante. We have our ups and downs, but we manage."
“Do you like having guests at your home?”
"Not particularly, I prefer solitude."
“How do you feel about your living situation, and would you rather live somewhere else? What would your dream home look like and where would it be?”
"I'm content with my current living situation. My dream home would be a quiet, secluded place surrounded by nature."
“Is your home/bedroom organized or disorganized? Can you describe what you sleep on?”
"My space is organized. I sleep on a simple bed, nothing extravagant."
“How do you decorate your house/bedroom?”
"I keep it minimal, mostly functional items. I do have a few of Volante's felt dolls though."
“If you talked in your sleep, what weird jumble of words would come out?”
"Probably something about neurosurgery or Volante."
“What was the last dream you had while sleeping? What's your most recent or frequent nightmare?”
"I often dream about my family. My nightmares usually involve being alone or lost."
“What do you do when you can’t sleep?”
"I brush my hair or read a book."
“What gets you up in the morning, and do you have a morning routine? Do you rise early or sleep in?”
"My work gets me up. I rise early, prepare a simple breakfast and start my day."
“Do you enjoy cooking, and how often do you eat out or order food?”
"I can cook, but I don't particularly enjoy it. We mostly eat at home."
“Do you have any allergies or sensitivities?”
"No, I don't have any allergies."
“If you like coffee, how do you like your coffee?”
"I don't like coffee, it's too bitter for me."
“What is your favorite part of breakfast?”
"I enjoy strawberry jelly toast the most."
“If you like tea, how do you like your tea?”
"I prefer it plain, no sugar or milk."
“What are your eating habits?”
"I eat when I'm hungry, I don't have a strict schedule."
“What's your favorite meal and beverage, and how do you get them?”
"My favorite meal is a simple one, roasted chestnuts and strawberry jelly toast. As for the beverage, I enjoy orange juice. I usually forage for chestnuts in the wild and make the toast at home."
“What's your favorite pizza topping?”
"I don't eat pizza often, but when I do, I prefer it plain. Just cheese and tomato sauce."
“What's your favorite kind of dessert and candy?”
"I have a soft spot for Neapolitan ice cream. As for candy, I don't really have a favorite. I find most of them too sweet."
“Do you enjoy loud fireworks?”
"No, I don't. They're too loud and startling. I prefer quiet and calm environments."
“What do you like to do for fun? Are you naturally talented at anything, and what are your hobbies?”
"I enjoy playing the lyre and painting with temporary body paint. I wouldn't say I'm naturally talented, but I've practiced a lot. My hobbies include reading about anatomy and assisting Volante with his work."
“Do you journal? If so, do you use a traditional journal or a device, and what does it look like?”
"I do journal, but not in the traditional sense. I keep surgical notes and observations. I use a simple, unadorned notebook for this."
“If you play the arcade game with the claw, what do you try to win, and are you good at it?”
"I don't play arcade games often, but if I did, I'd probably try to win a soft, squishy toy. I can't say if I'd be good at it."
“If you sing, where's your favorite place to sing?”
"I don't sing often, but when I do, it's usually in the privacy of our underground home."
“If you pick/forage things from nature, what kinds of things do you look for?”
"I often forage for chestnuts and other edible plants. I also look for medicinal herbs."
“What's your choice of weapon; what are your favorite kinds of weapons?”
"I don't use weapons often, but if I had to choose, I'd pick a scalpel. It's a tool I'm familiar with."
“How do you stay physically active; What sport do you excel at, and which one are you terrible at?”
"I stay active by foraging and hunting. I don't play sports, but I do enjoy bike riding."
“What, currently, are you the most curious about; What are you currently researching?”
"I'm most curious about the human brain and its complexities. I'm currently assisting Volante in his research, which often involves controversial surgical practices."
“Do you carry items in a purse, messenger bag, backpack, briefcase, pockets etc; What does it look like, is it decorated with a pattern or keychains, and what's inside?”
"I carry a simple black bag with me. It's not decorated, and inside, you'd find surgical tools, a notebook, and sometimes foraged items."
“If you own one, what's in your vehicle?”
"I don't own a vehicle. I usually travel on foot or by bike."
“What's on your nightstand; what's under your bed?”
"On my nightstand, you'd find a lamp and my notebook. Under my bed, there's nothing but dust."
“What's your greatest fear, and is it deep or irrational?”
"My greatest fear is being followed or stalked. It's a deep fear, stemming from my anxiety and cautious nature."
“What's your most prized possession, how did you obtain it, and why's it important?”
"My most prized possession is a tiny felt doll that Volante made for me. It's important because it's a token of our unique relationship."
“How would you describe life on Earth?”
"Life on Earth, it's... it's a complex dance of systems and cycles, isn't it? Like the intricate workings of a brain, or the delicate balance of an ecosystem. It's beautiful, but also terrifying in its fragility."
“Do you think young adulthood is better spent traveling or putting down roots?”
"I suppose it depends on the person. For me, I found solace in putting down roots, in finding a place to belong. But I can see the allure of travel, the freedom it offers. It's just not for me."
“What brings you to where you are now? Where were you before, and do you plan to go back?”
"I'm here because of my family, because of my need to help them. I was in the countryside before, living a simple life. I don't know if I'll ever go back, but I do miss it sometimes."
“Where do you go when you need to think?”
"I retreat into the wilderness, away from the noise and chaos of the city. There's a certain clarity that comes with solitude, a peace that helps me think."
“How would you feel if you were a ghost?”
"A ghost... I suppose it would be lonely, wouldn't it? To be unseen, unheard, unable to touch or be touched. It sounds terribly isolating."
“If you could go back in time and change one thing about your life, what would it be?”
"I... I don't know. There are things I regret, of course, but they've shaped me into who I am. To change them would be to change myself, and I'm not sure I want that."
“If you suddenly vanished, what would everyone assume you were up to?”
"They'd probably think I'd run off into the wilderness again, to be alone with my thoughts. Or perhaps they'd think I'd finally succumbed to my fears and hidden myself away."
“If you could be reincarnated, what would you like to be?”
"I think I'd like to be a bird. To be able to fly, to see the world from above... it sounds freeing."
“If you could have a superpower, what would it be?”
"Invisibility, perhaps. It would be nice to be able to disappear when things get too overwhelming."
“Are you a glass-half-full or glass-half-empty kind of person?”
"I'm more of a glass-half-empty kind of person, I suppose. I tend to worry, to see the potential for things to go wrong."
“Are you superstitious?”
"Not really. I believe in what I can see, in what I can touch and understand. Superstitions don't really fit into that worldview."
“If there is somebody you haven’t been able to forgive, what did they do, and do you plan to forgive them?”
"I... I'd rather not talk about that. Some wounds are too deep to be easily healed."
“What are your core moral beliefs or philosophy on life; What will you stand up for?”
"I believe in doing what's necessary to protect those you care about. I'll stand up for my family, for Volante, for anyone who needs my help."
“What does a perfect happy day look like to you?”
"A perfect day... It would be quiet, peaceful. Just me and Volante, working together, helping each other. No stress, no worries, just... peace."
“What's your view of ‘freedom’?”
"Freedom is being able to live without fear, without worry. It's being able to do what you love, to be who you are without judgement or persecution."
“Who could be your guardian angel?”
"Volante, I suppose. He's not perfect, far from it, but he's always there for me. He's my rock, my anchor in the storm."
Relationships
Volante
Endrit's relationship with Volante is complex, layered, and deeply intertwined with their shared profession. It is a bond that transcends the conventional boundaries of friendship or romance, and instead, is rooted in a profound sense of dependency, respect, and shared experiences.
Endrit, with her introverted and cautious nature, found in Volante a figure of strength and confidence. Despite his volatile personality and controversial practices, she was drawn to his assertiveness and the power he wielded in his profession. This attraction was not romantic but rather a form of admiration and a desire to imbibe some of his stronger traits. Volante, in turn, accepted Endrit's presence and assistance, viewing her more as a reliable assistant than a friend or lover.
Their relationship is marked by a unique rhythm of give-and-take. Endrit is often seen assisting Volante in his work, regardless of its nature. She is his constant shadow, whispering into his ear, offering her help, and being at his beck and call. Volante, despite his bipolar disorder and changing moods, never dismisses Endrit. He allows her to be near him, to assist him, and even indulges her by making tiny felt dolls for her or brushing her hair to relax.
However, their relationship is not without its challenges. Volante's bipolar disorder often leads to unpredictable mood swings, which Endrit has to navigate. There are days when he locks himself in his room, and Endrit is left to fend for herself. Yet, she remains steadfast, bringing him food and waiting for his moods to shift.
Despite the complexities, their relationship is a source of stability for Endrit. Volante is her rock, her anchor in the chaotic world she fears. She clings to him, not out of love or friendship, but because he represents a sense of security and familiarity in her life. Their relationship, while unconventional, is a testament to their shared experiences, mutual respect, and the unique bond they share.
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