woods

sunvervain

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WOODS



NAME


cypress, ash, woods

GENDER


 agender (xey/they/he)

AGE


 ageless

SPECIES


 godling

ORIENTATION


 aroace

OCCUPATION


 survivor

CREATED


 7/29/2021 

EXTRAVERSION


EMPATHY


CHARISMA


HUMOR


PATIENCE


INTELLECT


CREATIVITY


ABOUT


"a heart that's made of gold can't really beat at all."

the still-glowing cinders of a fireplace dying. a journey with no destination. a god without meaning. crimson blood drips from a scratch marring skin that's barely xeirs. divine is something woods is no longer, and xey're afraid xey haven't been in quite some time.

it was dark before this. so peacefully dark, and woods didn't have to worry about existing at all then. about the flame or the love in their body they so deeply hate. but now the sun's blinding their eyes, and they can feel the wind on their skin, and their blood is a terrible shade of red that they can feel pumping throughout their limbs. it's all so wrong now.

but you can never go back to the past. never return to the way it was before. that time is dead now, destroyed by his own hands, that person smothered beneath rage and fire. all that's left is this. a mess. one that he doesn't know what to do with, doesn't know how to be.

a kindness xey can't let xemself deserve.

DESIGN







BACKGROUND


CORRUPTION


she once was a healer. kind hands and blooming flowers. life and love, the recovery from loss, a god of benevolence worshiped with pure and grieving hearts. she was loved, once.

but good things never last forever, and the glory her people held in their hearts for her changed into something darker. hate and mistrust sewn throughout the land, churches torn down, her name slandered and spoken with vitriol and venom. blades pointed to the sky, a threat shouted to the heavens. her divinity was no longer a cherished thing, and in that darkness, her essence twisted into something else.

hatred. violence was bled into them, like a forest set ablaze and now all they knew was the fire. if their people wanted war, it was war they would get, and their hand struck down the lives of all who dared take up arms against the gods that created them. death was a powerful thing, and each soul taken spurred them further into corruption, until all that was left was a blind lust for power. all rational thought consumed by the inferno, like a beast, like a machine. until there was no more blood left to spill at all.

INTERLUDE


xeir world was destroyed. ruins left smoldering, crumbling buildings and battlefields still strewn with corpses. mortal blood soaked into the grass. ash stood, weapon still in hand, wings xey never had folded at xeir back. xey look at the wreckage xey had wrought with xeir own hands, and everything snaps back into painfully sharp clarity. like coming down from a high, a mania.

and then he breaks.

and the ground falls away from his feet, because what use is a world left burning and dead, scarred and haunted by the life that had once lived there? everything goes dark, and ash curls in on himself until he is no more. he exists in vague flashes and empty space, a single star stripped bare. and there is nothing left for him at all.

REBORN


and yet, something cries, isn't there more?

something hopeful and sobbing beside them prays into the empty space. woods doesn't care to listen. they are content to live in non-existence for the rest of eternity, because the fire is done raging, and all it left in its wake was exhaustion. but the shape next to them flickers, and despite themself, they flicker back. and like waiting for a cue, woods is tugged into life again.

not the same. never the same, never again. but it was life nonetheless. woods squints against the sunlight, breathes crisp air into lungs xey shouldn't have, and xey hurt.

RELATIONSHIPS



the only person in the world who understands

OTHER


LIKES


  • being alone
  • heat
  • ...cats, horses
  • ...

DISLIKES


  • soap
  • the cold
  • sensitivity
  • ...being alone

TRIVIA


  • fiery butterflies herald xeir arrival
  • leaves ash everywhere xey go
  • has two voices percieved by different people. sometimes overlayed ontop of each other
  • deity of the cycle of grief and transformation
sprawling idiot effigy
 nero's day at disneyland 
take me to war
 the crane wives 
a burning hill
 mitski 
elephants
 austin basham 
big houses
 squalloscope 
not entirely alone
 the narcissist cookbook 



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