♡Suza♡

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Full Name Suza Kinoshita
Aliases Suzy, Flower Boy, Little Daisy
Gender Male
Age 19
Birthday/Sign May 30th/Gemini
Height 5'0"
Build Very lean and petite; somewhat feminine in his form
Occupation Florist (Mainly handles arrangements for floral catering, though he does stay in the shop a lot)
Orientation Homoromantic demisexual
Status Single
MBTI INFP
Flower Daisy
HTML Eggy

About

"Whenever I feel sad, I like to sit down, close my eyes, and pretend that I'm a little daisy in a meadow waiting for you to come along, pick me, and call me yours."

Suza is a sweet, innocent, and imaginative daydreamer with many issues revolving around his shyness and insecurities. At first glance, he comes off as being incredibly shy and nervous. He often has an incredibly hard time putting his thoughts into words around new people, often stammering or being unable to say much at all. He gets flustered very easily, and often finds himself getting embarrassed over very small things. He is definitely an introvert, and it can be incredibly hard to get to know him unless you're gentle with him. However, once he gets comfortable, his inner beauty really begins to shine. He is incredibly optimistic, bright, and kind to everyone. He will often put everything aside just to help someone feel better. He finds it an amazing achievement when he can cheer up the people around him, and he loves to do just that. He is also highly creative and easily-inspired by just about anything. He has a keen eye for beauty, and his imaginative outlook gives him the motivation to have a lot of energy and ambitions. He loves to keep himself busy, even if it's just with conversation, and gets rather antsy when he can't let his free spirit roam. However, as energetic as he is, he understands when to calm down. He's always there to offer a shoulder to cry on whenever people need him. He knows his way around people's emotions very well, and finds it easy to know the right things to do and say in order to help them through. Along with being well-versed in emotions, he also finds himself well-versed in romance. Well... Kind of. He is a huge romantic, and falls in love with just about everyone at first sight (whether it be romantic or otherwise). He loves to give his friends romantic advice, and feels his most accomplished when he can play matchmaker successfully. However, he's content with being there to support his friends in just about any endeavor, should they need him.

However, as sweet as he is, he does have his faults. He is EXTREMELY sensitive, and cries over the tiniest circumstances. He absolutely hates being ignored or left alone for too long. He often gets incredibly anxious when he's left alone, even moreso than usual, and worries that his friends may leave him forever. He cares deeply about others' opinions on him, and often lets them shape his behavior. He has very little confidence in himself, and more often than not he has trouble asserting himself and making his opinions known. He is a huge pushover, and if someone tells him to do or say something he usually will (unless it's something completely against his morals). Coupled with his naively kind, trusting, and selfless nature, he finds himself very easy to manipulate. He often gets into in positions where he's used as a bit of a pawn to get things done. This was especially the case with a certain toxic ex and his friends from his past, both of which still haunt much of his life today. Nevertheless, if he really wants to assert something but can't find the words, he uses flowers to his advantage. He is very knowledgeable in flower symbolism, and will often give flowers to people in place of words. He saves daisies for the people he really loves, and will often mix together bouquets to convey certain messages. For example, if he wants to portray that he is unsure of something but is working through it, he may put together a bouquet of daffodils, foxgloves, and dandelions. He gives his bouquets to people instead of talking quite often, including little cards with them to explain the symbolism. He is very patient with people in understanding, as he realizes that they can be confusing. However, he has a hard time being able to find other ways if flowers don't work. He's working through this, of course! It's just a long process.

Notes

  • He is a very touchy-feely person. He adores acts of affection, including cuddles, kisses, hugs, and other similar actions. His favorite acts (aside from cuddling) are having his hair played with, getting forehead kisses, and having his nose booped. He also really loves sending and receivng sweet texts and calls!
  • He absolutely loves insects! His favorites include butterflies/moths (and caterpillars obviously!), bees (Specifically honeybees and bumblebees), ladybugs, snails, worms, and fireflies. However, he has a soft spot for any insect really!
  • He adores honey and anything honey-flavored!! His favorite food is toast with honey, though he is honestly the kind of person to just eat honey straight from the bottle.
  • He really loves comfy, feminine clothing! He especially enjoys lacy clothes and sweaters! He often wears skirts and dresses, as he finds them very comfortable. He also has slight discomfort revolving around "masculine" clothing, as his ex was very toxic toward him for indulging in more feminine fashion choices.
  • He adores the springtime, and spring is easily his favorite season!
  • He is really scared of the dark. He can't sleep without a nightlight, and will cry if he's left in the dark. Despite that, he does have a soft spot for stargazing. He can withstand being in a dark area if he's watching the stars.
  • His favorite drink is chamomile tea with honey!
  • He absolutely adores art! His favorite mediums are watercolors and pastels, though even just doodling is great to him!
  • He has some musical background to him! He loves to sing, and he can also play the piano.
  • He is very into romantic media! Be it romantic novels, romance movies, love songs, or even just planning date ideas, he loves it all!
  • He adores the rain, and especially thunderstorms! He loves watching storms, and he especially loves the rainbows that tend to come afterwards.
  • He HATES everything to do with anger. He hates getting angry or seeing others angry, he hates yelling or hearing yelling, he hates seeing or being a part of a conflict (physical or mental), and he's just overall terrified by the emotion. He'll panic and cry easily if confronted with anger.
  • He really dislikes getting messy or dirty. If he's gardening or something then he can withstand it (so long as he can get cleaned up easily), but otherwise it's very scary to him.
  • He deeply dislikes most sport, especially football. This is due to the fact that he has formed very negative connotations between sports and his toxic ex boyfriend/friends, and he can't separate them.
  • He's not a fan of black coffee. He doesn't mind coffee in general, especially if it's sweetened through creamers or something! However, black coffee is just too bitter for him.
  • When he gets nervous, flustered, shy, or otherwise notably bashful, he has a habit of playing with his hair. An especially common gesture to see from him is him wrapping his hair around his finger.
  • He loves the idea of being wooed by someone through song! He admits that music is one of the most romantic things to him, and using it to charm him would absolutely work.
  • As much as he's tried to work through his issues with his ex, he is still deeply haunted by them. He has nightmares of how he was treated, and even the slightest mention of things that remind him of that time can make him panic and cry.
  • His favorite kind of flower is a daisy. Due to his very personal connection to them, he will only really use them for symbolism with his closest person.
  • As much as he likes casual clothes, he absolutely ADORES dressing up in fancy clothes!
  • He actually loves makeup, even if he doesn't wear it often.
  • He fits very well into a caretaking-type role! He always cares for those close to him when they're sick or hurt somehow.
  • As silly as he thinks it is, he adores going on carousels. He will drop everything just to ride one.
  • He has a giant collection of stuffed animals, and he is completely unashamed of them. He loves cuddling with them!
  • More later??