Feared Rockwell (NEW PAGE)

The eldest of three children and the topic of town gossip before he was born. The rumour asserted Feared was the consequence of his mother's adultery despite her protesting her innocence. The young Rockwell boy carried the sins of his mother on his back. His home life was less than ideal with the matriarch of the family retreating into herself and a father who refused to acknowledge him as his son. His social skills were lacking therefore his connection with other kids made it difficult to make any real friends.

The sole connection that would come and go in his life was his younger sister Tacy. As youngsters Feared strived to be the perfect brother for the 'golden child'. in spite of the fact that he disagreed with the favouritism at the time he held no resentment. He fed her curiosity when others told her to keep quiet. He took her past High Markets limits to explore places they were told to never go. Tacy never told him yet Thurgood always knew when Feared broke the rules. Punishing him but never his sister for the same disobedience. Using Feared as an example for Tacy of what would become of her if she continued to follow in his footsteps.

This was the cause of the broken relationship between the siblings. Feared worried his father would turn on his sister should she continue her adventurous ways. He became cold and distant even abusive at times to push her and later Tobel away from him. He wanted them to have a chance that was never given to him. Even if that meant becoming his siblings' bully.

Animosity for his family increased to an unhealthy degree, tensions within the Rockwell residence were thick and all members were frightened of the next outburst. Times between fights grew smaller and the severity between father and son escalated. incapable of taking the humiliation and abuse Feared ran away from home and additionally made a choice to reside in Blue Rafters. A place he knew his father dared not cross. He pledged to return to Limbo and burn it to the ground for the years of mistreatment inflicted upon him.

Taking up temporary residence in an abandoned theatre Feared was beckoned to a concealed mirror. The reflection is not his own but the familiar face of a man who raided his home many years ago. confined to the mirror and incapacitated. Feared was tempted to disregard the dishonest words of Melmoth but they were ones he desperately needed to hear. Agreeing to work alongside former Sheeda King was easier than freeing him. Any attempt was meant with being attacked by a red beast. In desperation and helpful advice Feared fled the theatre in search of Misty the one who could help him.

Upon his freedom, Feared devoted himself to be his right hand under the name of 'Judgment' his orders were simple. Impede the Seven Soldiers from stopping his boss's ambition, in exchange he would bring Limbo down. An order he was successful for a time. Discovering the identity of Outlaw he played on her emotions regarding his civilian facade. Forming what should have been a false relationship although genuine feelings began to develop. It was these emotions that made Feared question his loyalties.

In a twist of fate, it was not meant to be. He could never bring himself to hurt China but his deceit would cause both his mental state and the relationship to crumble. His anger is the prime motive but hurting someone who gave him the time of day extinguished that flame. After the defeat of Melmoth, he left without a word to his former girlfriend. On the run once more but not to seek revenge but ways to heal to be a better person. One day hoping he could make things right with China.

The lowest point of Feared's life. With no home to return to and no one to connect with. Feared continued to live in Blue Rafters but jumped from abandoned buildings to seek shelter from the elements. Taking this time to observe others picking up their mannerisms and slag furthermore discovering who he is and how to be a better person. When confidence was high enough he applied for various jobs. Primarily the ones he could observe in the open. He landed a job barista and during his days off would remain within the coffee shop to further observe and escape some of the colder days.

gaining no profit he took his job as the new hero on the block just as seriously. His threats were never world-ending but putting a stop to assaults and robberies instilled a sense of justice and a need to protect those who could not protect themselves. Becoming the hero he would have wanted to protect him in his youth.

A notable individual during this time in Feareds life was a regular at the coffee shop and one he would save during his time as 'Judgment' The two formed a solid friendship Cory encouraged Feared to achieve his goals and became someone Feared deeply trusted. He grew to have romantic feelings which were mutual and the two began a relationship. Observing Cory's positive relationship with his sister he knew he wanted to make amends with his own sibling but didn't know how to contact her.Reconnecting with those who he hurt and attempting to make amends is a slow process but he is determined to right the wrongs he has done.