lostdreams/star [WW]
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LOSTSTAR
lostdreams
he/him
70+
riverclan
bisexual
purposefulness
leader
Loststar, formerly Lostdreams, has risen up to the highest rank he could possibly achieve by either pure coincidence or raw, hard work. The once anxious, timid, and socially-rejecting apprentice is far behind Loststar now, but soon returning...
Skill 1. swimming. Loststar can swim but not as well as others, however he manages
Skill 2. empathy. He often builds the emotions of others onto himself, an unhealthy habit.
Skill 3. hooked claws. Loststar's claws are something to be feared, despite being unseen.
I
Born in Riverclan alongside Azaleakit to Rosemarybud and Soaringwolf, he lived a fairly normal life except for his horrendous anxiety. His emotions remained bubbled up until Azaleapaw's warrior ceremony, that night she fell into the water's mist after being pushed off by Lostpaw. That night she was named Azaleamist, and it broke Lostpaw and his entire life...
II
Lostpaw eventually became Lostdreams, known for being a huge daydreamer. He spent a long time loathing himself and waiting for his best friend to talk to him again, but eventually began to recover after meeting Goldenmemories, officially at least. The two became mates, and then Lostdreams became deputy not long after they had their kits. After an incident and getting hit with reality, two of his kits left Riverclan, leaving Lostdreams in shambles.
III
Soon he became Loststar, still grieving since the night he lost his kits, resenting Shadowclan. Later on Goldenmemories catches the illness which essentially over time turns one into a zombie, a clear symptom being aggression. Goldenmemories confronts Shadowclan, raiding them with Loststar and resulting in the death of Goldenmemories. This kickstarts Loststars journey to destruction...
RIFTWING
Brothers, but not by blood. Riftwing was adopted into the family a while after Azaleamist died, and soon Loststar considered him brother by blood.
ROSEMARYBUD
Despite his mother subtly distancing herself, Loststar still loved her and always enjoyed her company.
AZALEAMIST
The siblings argued on ocassion, rarely but it happened. It resulted in her death, and Loststar is forever guilty. The two remain inseperable in spirit, and they still love one another.
WILTEDSUN
Best friends. Unfortunately Loststar had to kill Wiltedsun as he had been infected with the disease, but despite the fact they drifted apart, they both knew they cared for each other.
GOLDENMEMORIES
Lovers. After the attack on Shadowclan and his death, Loststar hadn't been the same. If only Loststar had saved Goldenmemories from the mud that night, maybe things would be different.
FIREFLYMIST
Loststar's child. Loststar loved xem no matter what, and the question on why xey left still remains unanswered, and never will be. Since he killed xem, things had gotten beyond repair.
MARIGOLDMEADOW
One of Loststar's greatest prides and joys. He is happy that she grew to be so strong, found a loving mate, and started a family on her own.
VOIDCHATTER
Another one of Loststar's four children. Loststar has had a few incidents with Void, one being him splitting it's ear and making their relationship a little worse. He wishes that he was a better father to them.
SUNLIGHTBLOOM
He doesn't understand why exactly Sunlightbloom got held back, but knew it was for a reason... Loststar wishes he was there for him more.
BREEZESTAR
The first official gossip girlie. The two often met at the borders to share weird happenings within their clans, though they quickly figured out they were deputies. Later on, with the mention of Voidpaw and Fireflypaw, Lostdreams snapped and took one of Breezestar's lives.
DOGSTAR
The second official gossip girlie. This moved the meetings over to the bridge. Loststar respected Dogstar and found his teeth a little funny, but never said anything... Though he did steal them once.
PHANTOMSTAR
The final gossip girlie. Loststar always took note of Phantom's muscular build and never tried to attack him, except for a smack when he wasn't being himself. Loststar overall respected Phantomstar a little, but mostly judged him.
We either live in a nightmare or a dream
MY TIME
