Bramble's Links
I misjudged Moonbeam severely, and I'll always feel guilty for that. I viewed her as a threat who needed to be taken out, and never even considered the fact she was a minion forced into servitude with the overhanging threat of death as an alternative. Were it not for chasing after her, however, I would've never met Sorrel, and I wouldn't trade my familiarity with them for anything. As unsettled as I am with my past actions, it's best to leave it in the past; Moonbeam and I have gained one another's trust, and doubt we'll be anything further than close comrades anytime soon.
I've had a mixed relationship with Bramble. In earlier times, he was one who sought out and nearly accomplished in killing me; however, once he discovered the truth of my allegiance, he realized I wasn't a threat, and softened. Nowadays, Bramble and I have set our differences aside, and he's become someone I trust more than anything. I hope it remains that way permanently.
For once I agree with Darrel: our relationship certainly isn't easy. I don't like how close he is to Sorrel if I'm honest, and he definitely tends to be defiant of my ideas and solutions to problems. Granted, I can get a bit "carried away," as they call it, at times, but I'll be damned if I'm trusting a MORTAL to boss me around. I don't even let Sorrel do that, so I don't get why he doesn't just lay off it.
... How can I say this easily? Bramble and I... Really DON'T get along. Bramble is consistent brash and reckless, and his aggressive attitude doesn't help the situation much at all. While I'm grateful he means so much to Sorrel and is certainly a formidable opponent - and thus an asset to the Acacian army - he's not the friendliest towards me, and I can't deny that.
Sorrel is invaluable to me. While it's true I spent some time outside of my usual form before revealing myself, I managed to grow attached to them long before they knew either who or what I really was. Sorrel's much like me: we were both outcasts, and circumstance brought us together. All the better for it, too: I don't think I would've gained the confidence I have today if not for them. We've been inseprable for years, and I doubt I'll be straying from remaining by their side as their familiar anytime soon - if at all.
Bramble came to me when I needed help the most, and taught me how to be strong. He's definitely a bit hostile in getting his opinions across at times, but he's usually much softer with me. I love him to bits and can't imagine a world without him. There's so much I want to say but it's hard to put it all into words.
Felix and I didn't immediately click. He seemed far too skittish and cowardly at first, but nowadays he's gotten much better. I can see him pushing past his comfort zone and establishing new personal boundaries, and that's something I admire of him. While he's not the hardiest of the Dragon's Claw or any other branches of combat, I have the sense he looks up to me. I'd say he's something like a little brother to me now, if I had to put it into words.
W-Well, I guess... Bramble was not my favorite in the beginning. He's was very opinionated (and still is, quite honestly) and has a hostile air around him when confronted about... Anything, really. However, his skills are admirable, as they always have been. I'd be lying if I didn't envy his prowess, his almost stupid fearlessness when it comes to opposition. When our assignments pushed us into the same small gang of rebels against Austin and the Lurkers, I found out he isn't too bad. He's got some softness under that hard exterior, and pain he's trying to hide. ... Did Bramble tell you I consider him a role model? Well, yes... I suppose that's right, now. But more than just a role model: I trust him a lot more than I expected to in the end. He's been a really solid companion. I hope I get to spend more time with him, because I'd really like to know how he manages to stay on top for so long, and more than anything else, I'd like to know how he really is, and where I fit into his life.
Er... Just don't tell Bramble about all that, alright? I wouldn't want to get too sappy around him just yet...