Avril
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Avril?
Nova?
GUARDIAN #0410
"Who Am I? What was I?...Am I even me..?"
A past life hidden through the eyes is one to be searched. Avril is one most would call almost fiction like for a born fallen. She almost seemily appeared out of no where almost as if starting a new nobody seemed to exactly know who just was she. She always responded with a lightheart "I've always been here!" and talks with such joy and calm but even she herself doesn't recall anything and those thoughts gnaw at her every moment. She can be seen wandering in her many workload's of open jobs though it never really last's due to being fully blind and only relying on her special built cane and sense's- so it's most often she is isolated by a dear friend to make her not cross dangerous roads and stuck in a crammed home.
She herself treats everyone with kindness and never really know's the threats that are posed so often. Due to her blindness she always goes to touching someone's face in detail to build an image of someone, though she would apolgies quickly after it, it's always became a small habit. But she herself avoids questions resuming of her past as she herself doesn't know. She's been told amnesia was her case after a huge accident from her caretaker but it seems more than that. She's always is being praised in a way, or being led down a path for evil but maybe she's doing the good? But underneath from her locked memories and suddenly new life, she was nothing but a dead corpse from the past. Murdered in a brutal way left bleeding out to suffer and never coming alive again all for a sacafrice she herself made, her body was always assumed to be buried in peace but it seems now someone has brought her back from the dead. Who could it be? A lost girl who was named "Nova." on the old destroyed grave. But now it's just a sheltered Avril who is hidden from the dangers even when she seeks them out by a close close caretaker. She know's something is kept away but what is it? How close is she from grabbing the truth just as much she isn't even allowed to show her face or hands to anyone. Avril herself knows it needs to be found out, but how much will the truth hurt? Maybe even reconnecting or finding someone from the past. But as for now she hide's without seeing the true color's the world have. A shame she could never see it; Maybe though it's best just to never see it to be safe. What's truly locked behind the close door as she's led by lies to open a fake one?
- Citrus scents, as it brings her a relief and joy for something she herself can't see. It reminds her of a favorite drink or something familar into the past. How strange?
- Snow, A cool gentle breeze and the touch it brings for a wintery season always has been a comfort needed for her.
- Crocheting, though being blind she has earned a passion for this and has made it an achievement for her crammed room. She can be often doing this to calm her nerves and or out of boredom.
- Physical touches; this for her make's everything around her complete and so when it come's to physical touches she feels as she can see the whole world.
- Playing the flute; from also learning the skills of crocheting she learned how to play the sound from the wind and many classical music she's always hears nearby the music halls.
- Being left alone; for most time's she need help with being guided and feels lost without anybody.
- Her Blindess; She can't enjoy the full wonders of life.
- Constant loud noises; anything that isn't quiet and peaceful destroys her train of thought and often can't focus on a task.
- Wearing her glove's and butterfly eyepiece- She feels as if it's hiding something and feels it's not well.
- Losing her cane, It's specially built to help her see or imagine the world around her more and without it, she would cry.
- She will never actaully yell, her voice box is naturally soft.
- For someone who dress's very well she somehow kinda smells like dead flowers!
- She is very fragile a simple fall to the ground can open a wound on her and she can bleed! Always has to carry medical tools...
- If mentioned a certain phrase to her she automantically kinda shut down, and becomes a robot. She will have to be mentioned a current favorite item (a small doll) that will get her out the trance. She won't recall anything but she'll act all normal again...SUS.
- She is very adventruous If you try to get her away from something or keep something a secret she with all her power will try to find out, and doesn't care.
A young girl named Nova, she was born fallen by the bond of doctor and blind patient who had fallen in love but only for death and grief to struck of death. Nova was a healthy but seemily easily to be hurt child. She was often bullied for being born a fallen and got hurt from these pushes, only leading for the small girl to ever stray away but still attempt to fit into the world even if it meant herself dealing with the same bullies and pranks pulled on her. She herself could never find a good reason for hating a person, only feeling pity but she often sat in the sidelines with her soft smile while reading a book and holding a dear plushie of a bird. During one of these day's Nova had met a strange but similar aged child named "Yoshi". She had seen her getting bullied as well even though she was a heavenly just as her peer's? perphaps it was the horrish trait's the girl had, but for Nova it felt as she met someone just like her. So approaching softly she asked if the girl was ok, only after getting a silent nod Nova grabbed her and held it gently, only suprising Yoshi. They had a small conversation where Nova had said her wing's were the prettiest ever seen and slowly they met up everyday near a set of benches near the playground always chatting with their imagenation cheering both would be guardians one day. Finally Nova had a true friend, someone she was willing to even die for, the only other friend she could receive.
When she reached the age of 15 during her time at acadamy she learned well that her ever receiving a job for guarding a human was impossible and never likely happen. This caused her to feel some grief as it was a dream but she still was friends with Yoshi and knew that dream could come true even if she knew Floral and Photography was a more huge passion for her. But even with the bullying they still received it was only ever stopped by Yoshi's brother Dabi. She wasn't fond of his methods of violence used- but was still thankful for him standing up for them. But the day all changed when Yoshi had came panicked saying her brother was missing and was led to a dark place where the bullies told her. Yoshi was saying she would go all by herself and find her as she didn't want to put Nova in danger. But in her gut feeling Nova knew this wasn't right and she needed to come fast even if it meant argueing. So she begged her heart out pleading for the only friend she ever had to let her go with her and find Yoshi's brother. After many time's of pleads and cries Yoshi had finally even with her grudge of no's let her go with her. As they arrived to the dark, awful smell of what was pure death and blood everywhere, almost as a red light was almost spotting on this place as Hell. They both grew wary, Nova was suprised to ever find a place like this, no adult ever mentioned this was apart of their world and other people just like them could do such horrid things- She feared herself what would happen to both of them. But soon enough after following the hints and landing with a huge man who seemed purely crazy over with a large weapon. They had found the man what seemed to be the last person to have seen Dabi. Before Nova could suggest peace talking would work, and that it best to ask Yoshi had decided it was straight for yelling and assumptions. This had caused her to spur words that would make anybody mad; and the man themself grew angry and angry with ever word spat out. So from out of their side it was almost as a flash a fight had started between Yoshi and the man, one having only their fists and body while the other had a weapon and clearly a huge upper advantage. The fight was bloody, Yoshi was being thrown everywhere all while Nova was watching in horror, she wanted to join and help her only friend but her feet stood to the ground not moving an inch. She was screaming at herself to join but she felt as it cause her more of a trouble. But when she relooked Yoshi was at an advantage seemily bloody everywhere and pinning the man down with all her might and seemliy had a piece of a sharp glass in her hand ready to strike for the neck. But as soon as she lifted her eyes on Nova she could see the horror, Yoshi became hesitant with her choice of killing a man who hurt her brother and even thinking she herself was becoming bad from this. But Nova noticed the man grabbing the weapon to the side and as if it was so fast had decided to strike at Yoshi's tail where the grip was strong as ever. Yoshi was yelling in pain and was tossed to the side again almost bleeding out with her tail clearly so ready to be torn off. Nova had seen enough and she saw the man wasn't even focusing on her. She herself finally decided to strike, with all her might she threw herself onto the man to get Yoshi time to no longer suffer. She was screaming and yelling to not hurt her friend or even kill her, and kept her best with her attempts of punching the man but her fragile state caused her to easily be flung. It seemed she herself was only seen as a low tool, an object getting in the way. The man was laughing at her weakness and slowly turned their attention to Yoshi. Back with the sharp weapon of a knife long as ever almost like a fishing pole. They quickly where moving it to strike and slice Yoshi, it almost seemed like a milo-second had struck. But Nova had gotten in the way of the man hitting his target, she herself didn't want her only friend to die. She didn't want to see the way's Yoshi's bright future could have died so quickily, and so Nova decided it was time for her to let herself go, and help her only friend she could ever truly love. "I love you Yoshi.." As she declared with a smile as she quickly felt the sharpness of the tool stab her side of her face hitting her throught the skull fast, the man proceeded to press down more and this hit her torso. She felt the metal inside of her, all of her body being stabbed and yelling at once but she couldn't scream it with her voice; she wasn't hit with fast death. She had quickly fallen to the ground bleeding everywhere so quickly and fastly paced. She was trying hard to breathe as she herself felt the mind and eyes shutting down and not lettig her rest as she felt this extreme pain. All she knew was Yoshi had screamed and yelled and almost in an instance turned so coldy to someone Nova wouldn't call Yoshi anymore but a different person entirely. She watched as Yoshi had killed the man, all bloodied as she layed there gasping and slowly bleed out her slow death. She couldn't move anything not even her eye's or really her last only seeing one that was held by the mans long metal weapon at the tip. Yoshi was heart broken beyond belief hugging Nova saying "Everything's going to be ok!! We're going to get help! I shouldn't have dragged you! I shouldn't have!" But Nova tried to respond, this was her own decision and hearing her childhood friend spur it was their's fault made them guilty, she tried to stay alive, she wanted to keep fighting for this life. But it seemed as it wouldn't happen with her frail body. Shortly after being found Nova Sinclair was declared dead at the scene. Her burial was visited by the caretaker's she had and by Yoshi who grieved. Nova was a sign of life taken away even with the hope she had with her terrible life. She was layed down in a grave to rest in peace. This ends where Nova Sinclairs story of her death and stolen life. But only did someone later find out...Her body had been taken by thieves. To be sold for the black market and her body was kept in clear as condition it could be even with the huge scar of her face torn. It was left there for more so 300 years.. Until someone had bought it. Nova seemed she wasn't to be getting peace at all.
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