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IMPORTANT: big unreality/derealization warning in the third paragraph!
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Aina has episodes where it becomes very difficult to tell reality from dreams.
While she tries her best to be kind, she has trouble getting herself to speak; Which can sometimes be seen as her ignoring people.
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Aina lives alone in a small apartment doing freelance programming jobs to get by. She tends to avoid going outside for anything less than necessary, preferring to stay indoors where she's safe from judgement. Due to this it's next to impossible for her to make friends or meet new people.
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Some days it's better than others, but it's always present: The feeling like everything is a dream, and nothing she's experiencing is real. She'll look at herself in the mirror and not recognize the person looking back. She'll look around her apartment to see that everything around her is... off somehow. She can never explain it, but it's like everything is the wrong size, or the colors just don't make sense. Sometimes she interprets the things she's seeing as completely different worlds, with wonderful or terrifying creatures, when in reality she's probably still standing where she left off, staring into nothing.
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↓ Some info about her friendship with Quill! ↓
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Quill works at the store she frequents. He would often crack jokes to her while she's checking out, lightening her mood a bit. He tended to be the only person she had talked to all week, so it was nice that he was so kind. After a while she started to come in just to talk to him a bit. Sometimes Quill invites her to parties where he's the only one she knows there. She doesn't know if he would consider her a friend or not, but she hopes he does.
Drawing her with Quill and/or Eris would be very cool and awesome
For reasons I'd prefer not to get into, please avoid any text suggesting that the reader is dreaming or in any way not real. Visuals are a-okay though.
her tail and horns are completely optional (they're the same color as her skin), but please try not to forget the marks under her left eye.