Story
Childhood
Anastasia as a child was really curious about world and she asked about everything. She loved reading children books about marine life, however she had problems with making friends because of her behaviour that other found as "weird ". She liked being near people anyway but never realised why others are so weird towards her. Anastasia as a kid loved rain because she could jump in a puddle.
Teenhood
TW: Depression, Bullying
Anastasia finds her teenhood as the worst part of her life because she started to realising that people always will make fun of her. But the worst part of it was school and the parents, she had many problems with learning things that she doesn't liked at all. It felt almost impossible and she had to retaking her tests over and over again. She had suicidal thoughts because she wasn't good enough for school's bare minimum. Her parents were mad at her because they payed for private lessons for her and she still had problems with her grades. She never felt acceptance from her own parents and she was jealous about other kid's parents because she knew that her school mates haven't the same problems as her. Anastasia's first friendships were toxic and traumatised her too, she really wanted commit suicide at her 18 birthday but she was too scared to even try.
Adulthood
Anastasia's new friends who were supportive explained her that suicidal thoughts aren't normal and she acts kinda toxic towards them and she needs therapy. It was difficult for her to realise because she didn't wanted to be a bad person and also she didn't had energy to work or study. She moved out with her friends and lived together, it was really better than her own home so after a month she found her first job and she started therapy. It was difficult but it really worked, she started studies but on weekends she was at work. Sometimes she really wanted to give up and just die but thanks by her supporting friends and therapy she didn't gave up.
