Hayden

.: General Info :.

Name: Hayden
Pronunciation: /hā'den/
Nicknames: You Fungus
Age: 23
Birthday: Oct. 8th 1999
Birthplace: Unknown
Race: Snow Leopard
Gender: Genderfluid (Female leaning)
Sexuality: Demisexual, Panromantic. Gay asf
Height: 5'2'' / 1.6 m

.:Distinguishing features:.
Scrawny, wiry body. Very lithe body. White/blue grey fur covering their body with purple and black spots along their back. On their chin, there is a purple stripe that runs the length of their chin before stopping abruptly. Long wavy white hair that reaches down to the base of their tail. Deep hazel eyes. Rounded ears both with silver piercings. Nothing changes between changing gender except for the addition of breasts and a changing voice.

Current home: tba
Occupation: Gas station night shift
Relationship status: Single and looking

.: Dialogue :.

Voice claim/Accent: Northeastern United States
Language: English
Other languages known: Spanish
Style of speaking: Disjointed, Disorganized, Chaotic

.: Personality :.

Chaotic anxiety.
Hyperactive as hell, that is the first thing one would note about them. Seeing them without energy would indicate something is wrong, as they are constantly filled with vigor at all hours of the day bar morning, they hate mornings. Chaos incarnate, thriving off of disorder. Between their lack of organization for anything to the very style of their speaking; Chaos dictates a massive portion of their life. They are an Ambivert. The love social settings in moderation, love being center stage when the time is right. Yet they love a quiet night at home, spent alone with nothing more than their music. They live life for the fun of it, yet are here for the long haul unlike the saying. They thrill seek often, searching for things to help them feel alive.
Above all else, they value family and friends above everything. They hold everyone near and dear to their hearts out of fear of losing them. A fear of letting those they love slip through their fingers into oblivion. Lost forever to the tides of obscurity.

Likes: Sweets, coffee, spicy foods, the night, Winter, alcohol (drink feeling), cannabis, psychedelics, Rock/Metal and Edm (especially concerts), hands on work, foxes, most Insects, mystery, thriller books.
Dislikes: Tea (most kinds), alcohol (taste), tobacco, Summer, most Rap, Country, inactivity, overwhelmed easy, mornings.
Hobbies/past times: Drawing, Writing, Video games, Worldbuilding (obsession)
Guilty pleasures: Smokes a LOT of weed, reads escapist romance web comics, thrill seeker
Pet peeves: Being Ignored/Ghosted, Hypocrites
Personal goals: To figure out what they want to do in life, to pursue higher education, to create a world beloved by many and share their stories.
Religious values: Agnostic, The Egg.
General intelligence: Book smart, emotionally average, and socially an ignoramus.
General sociability: Easily approachable, hard to maintain short conversation but very happy to have long in depth talks about deep subjects.

.: Relationships :.

Family
Unnamed Mother
Unnamed Father
Unnamed Siblings (10)

Enemies/Rivals
N/A

Friends (currently)
Tba

Love interest
Crushes hard when they come, but never pursues out of fear~

.: Abilities :.

-Gender-swap-
Can swap between male and female at will. It is a slow process, lasting 5 minutes as the body changes. Lot of moving parts and reallocating body mass. Almost always done in private, to avoid people asking questions.

.: Fears :.

-Thanatophobia-
Extreme fear of death and the dying process. Enough so that they stay up at night often thinking about death and the like, anxiously spiralling into themselves about it.

-Fear of Abandonment / Autophobia-
The fear of being alone and abandoned. Through their life they've faced many people be trying and leaving them behind. This shaped their early life quite extensively, leading to them developing a very fervent fear of being abandoned. Causing them to act a touch clingy and obsessive.

.: Health :.

-Depression-
There are a lot of reasons that come to them for their depression. From the vicious bullying they received in school, to the string of bad men that their mother brought home, to the boredom and existential dread they feel looking out the window to the world. 

-Anxiety-
A lot of what they had gone through has pushed their brain into high alert constantly. Not a single moment goes by where there isn't some worry or dread on their mind.

-Schizo-affective Disorder-
A recent development. It is Schizophrenia mixed with a mood disorder, like Bi-polar disorder.

-High Blood Pressure-
Thanks to dad, they are clinically prone to High Blood Pressure. A problem they've dealt with their entire life.

.: History :.

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.: Other Details :.

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