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I dont think i can talk about this man anymore without crying.. why did all that happened.. have to happen.. Our relationship was always extremely rocky.. usually following a pattern of extreme affection to literarly wishing death upon eachother.. and despite all that has happened... i long for that sense of normality we have had at times... but i know i will never get that back. Smoke.. doesnt even want to see me anymore.. he said it himself to me. And i know thats for the best but.. it hurt a lot... i honestly cannot tell if he has ill intentions towards me.. does he genuinely want me to be hurt.. he and Harvick tried to kill me i think.. i.. i dont know anymore... i also feel quite bad for Gordon too.. i think he had the same effect on smoke... oh why did this have to happen... i still have that bandana he made for me.. sometimes, i look at it and just..think...
Jesus.. I can’t even begin to think. I think after he and Dillon broke up, everything snapped.. including the whole feud with the jail.. even if things were always rocky, thats what broke us. I wanted him back for a while, then ai realized he deserves a better family, not me. I know I’m a horrible father, but, nothing can happen anymore. I know he wanted the family back, but it just wasn’t meant to he. Not anymore. That’s why I don’t want him around me, all I do is hurt him. I tried to stay away but something happened at our sacred meeting place and we had a huge fight. I feel bad for what I did but, it won’t change anything now. I know I’m a shitty person.
My boss, turned dad.. hes so... unpredictable? Never calls me my actual name, always involves me in his "evil deeds" but sometimes can become the most... caring person ever? Im petrified of him at times.... maybe more than that... always.
My son... just because it may not seem so doesnt mean i dont love him?????? Clyde was always my favourite... though....
I dont speak to Blaney much, but when i do i enjoy it :) Hes a nice guy.
I spent not even a day with him and his dads, i couldnt last a full 24 hours with those two, so i have no clue how Larson does. I feel bad for him, he looks scared and stressed out of his mind most of the time.
We've started talking a bit more recently, which im glad about. Me and Clyde lost contact for a while, especially when Talladega and Smoke were together.. but i cant blame him. We have fond memories from the past which i enjoy looking back on. I feel bad for resorting in him the same way i do with Shrub..But I didnt know what else to do when Dillon and me broke up... and now for some reason i ended up at his house, but i dont know why..
I used to speak with him a lot more.. especially when I used to work with, and under Talladega. We were pretty close, and I have fond memories with Larson! Haven’t seen him im ages except when he visits for ‘evil’ with his dads, but I wanna spend more time with him!
While it wasnt intentional... i really enjoyed his and Tsunodas "visit". I didnt care much that they pretty much broke into my house, it was just nice having someone over... maybe someday, somehow, we will meet again. :)
Me and Tsunoda accidentally broke into his house because we were given the wrong address... hes quite a nice kid though. Was in the Hospital for a bit... feel bad for the poor dude.
We started talking again recently, and realised we are so much like eachother.... both lonely guys who want to date but arnt so certain... but then he confessed to me one day and we are boyfriends! Honestly, he is one of the best people i know... hes so gentle and quiet around me, but he isnt totally shy and talks casually with others. Ive never dated before and im still quite lost.. but Dillon is so understanding... i love him so much :)
I love Larson with my whole heart, he means the world and beyond to me, and i want to make sure he feels safe when with me. We spend a lot of time together, just living our lives simply. I enjoy making him tea and giving him a back massage on evenings, its our little tradition :)
Ive been to his house a few times now, much to my families dismay.. never ended well for me but i still enjoy my time there... Overall, i like him! Hes very welcoming and manerly, i feel bad people assume hes still the same as his past self. And if people dont believe that then they need to see Keselowski as Shrub changed that man SO MUCH its shocking... we all owe shrub a huge thank you...
He stopped by my house recently, as per his dad’s request! He’s quite jumpy, and I can’t help but feel bad for the poor guy.. he seemed to open up around me and Keselowski! Smoke and Talladega haven’t tried to kill us yet, so I assume they weren’t that mad, thank god.. I wanna spend more time with him though!
I helped Talladega and Smoke steal his car... and i do not feel good about that one bit... hes a really amazing person and i have a huge amount of respect for him but Talladega being my dad may not earn me that respect from him back....
Talladega’s son… that poor kid.. with an evil dad and another dad who cant say no to his husband, this kid looks so stressed and seemed calm when i let him in my house after he tricked me into thinking he was a 10 year old with his little backpack.. hope hes good..
My younger brother Bowman! While the whole situation isnt ideal, and i wish i could be in my own home with Dillon, im still glad i moved in to Harvicks house, as now i can spend time with my family.. in peace... Bowman is a good person!
My older brother! God with the whole Hendrick’s family situation, we never really talked much until nearly thr end of our team.. then all went to hell.. but now our family is finally back together thanks to our dad, Smoke! I love Larson, hes a great brother!
After i was left to almost die by some.. friends.. i was taken in by Alonso and his family. I.. dont know what is going on anymore, i cant think.. but.. Alonso has been so caring to me.. he gave me food, gave me a place to sleep, even if its on the floor.. and made sure i was ok.. I know my panic is freaking him out at times, and he doesnt know how to react, especially since we havnt exchanged many words.. but he still tries.. I know he hates Smoke with all his guts, and after what happened at Hamlins house.. and what Smoke said.. maybe it is best i stay with Alonso. I want to warm up to him, but i feel extremely awkward at his place.. imagine a fully grown man being dumped into your house and him just bawling on the floor.. I hope he doesnt ever mention that..
A few of my friends told me about another friend was injured and needed critical care.. that kid was Larson. I felt so bad for him.. it took some convincing, but he came with me to live in our huge sanctuary with my family.. poor baby was starved, heavily injured, with glass in his paws and scarred legs.. I sometimes worry that I’m not doing enough, and sometimes caring for him can be overwhelming, even if its only been a few days, but i try.. I had a fight with his “real dad” whos nothing much of a dad at all, more of a fraud and an abuser, and that probably traumatized larson more. Because me and Stroll can’t have our own biological kids, I want to see Larson as my son.. i want someone to love as my son, or just pour my paternal love on, without annoying my other family.
I feel horrible for Stroll... i dont think he was ready for a son, and im definitely not what his son should have been.. I know he and Alonsos relationship was strained because of me for a while... i know hes trying to be nice to me... but.. i dont even know how to feel about anything anymore... do i want to be alone, or do i want to be loved... im.. glad he was there for me when Kahne died though..
I feel so bad for him.. i know hes not.. the most fond of me. And I know I was harsh on him.. i really am trying to be better to him, because I realize how much Alonso loves him.. I feel so bad for getting him injured.. I wish I just didn’t do what I did.. he shouldn’t be in a worse condition because of me.. he witnessed his close friend and uncle die.. hes gone through so much.. i hope we can at least be neutral, i know it”ll take a while.. if ever..
He seems very wise, especially in the medical field.. so i must give him my thanks.. Im very intimidated, though
Hes uhh Alonso and Stroll‘s new kid. He‘s nice, kind of loud so my ears hurt.. He‘s patient though, and let me remove glass from his paws
I have a huge amount of respect for Mr Daytona Sr.. he is probably the wisest man i know.. i dont think he has any enemies...
Hes a very good kid.. always in some family drama though.. hope hes okay..
My... ex.. i feel horrible for making him so upset... i wish things didnt end the way they did, i still genuinely love him, but it seems its not meant to be... Newgarden is a great man though, and i wish him the best.. but.. i dont know what to do with myself anymore... i miss him so much...
My sadly now ex boyfriend.. the stress became too much and it was just better for me to leave.. I still hold a little bit of love for him, but I guess he wasn’t really ready either.. I wish him the best and I hope we can still be friends after all that happened.. hopefully Mclaughlin will be better for me..
My father in law! He is a great man.. and we have known eachother before i got together with my boyfriend! So i dont have to worry about approval or anything...
He’s my new son in law! I used to be his team mate years ago, so I was glad my Bell started dating someone I knew! They’re already married too… I’m so proud of them.. I feel bad for Larson though..