Born the youngest of 3, Ciaran was somewhat the favourite of his parents. They'd never admit that, mind you.
He was raised, alongside his brothers, to be a pretty normal kid. In all honesty, aside from his smarts, he was just like every other kid.
Until he got himself into the group of troublemakers in school, that was.
He was in the head's office more than once - hell, probably more times than you could count on one hand. From playing with snakes to throwing other kid's shoes over the school's fence, he gained himself a mean streak.
His parents were called in on numerous occassions, with the worst being when Ciaran had gone and bitten a kid for no express reason, gloating about it to the teacher's of all people.
His parents talked to him about it, and for a while it all calmed down. They thought that was the end of it.
You don't get it, I bit him on purpose, ma!
It was here that Ciaran started to get a lot more egotistical. It started slowly, when he started to join more clubs and activities.
He also started talking back more at home, which he always said he needed to, with how rude his brothers could be to him. His mother never stood in, she was too tired to.
At school, his grades were good, so a lot of people didn't send him a second glance. Everyone overlooked Ciaran as nothing more than a smart kid.
So when, at age 17, he sat in the head's office, covered in bruises and cuts, it shocked everyone. Especially his parents, who instinctivly thought someone had started on him.
While that wasn't entirely wrong, when he admitted to instigating and insulting the boy who beat the crap out of him, it was almost harder to hear.
He spent a good few years talking to a counsellor, but it did no good. Except teach him how to lie and how to pull an impressive poker face.
You really think you're something remarkable? Ha! That's your best joke yet!
He was diagnosed with anixety and depression at age 19. It was a weird turning point for Ciaran, who viewed these things as some sort of weakness.
He spent a lot of time reading books, mostly by his lonesome. He became quite the recluse for a while, reading as many books as he could.
And the day he found the fear book was probably the worst day.
He saw it, locked behind glass in the library, and was instantly drawn to it. And from the little he could read, from the pages that had been opened to the same two for years, he was hooked.
It took him a year and a half to plan out what he was going to do with this information. He planned and planned until he was practically dizzy from planning so much.
And when he was 21, he did what he never thought he could, and stole the book right from the library.
I mean, I don't see the downsides! That much power is worth it, in my eyes.
The book was, to him, the blessing he didn't realise he had been needing. He felt like he was dreaming with how much his life changed.
His anxiety was no longer an issue, and he spent his time growing out his hair and getting his ears done. He even considered a tattoo, but that would've been a lot harder.
At the start, he found it hard to hide the corruption - it gets very warm when you have to keep covering your hands and arms all the time. He got used to it.
He also built up a reputation as someone who, despite being weird, was generally well-mannered and well-meaning. He was good at lying, why stop now?
Nowadays, he spends his time trying to learn more about fear magic, through whatever means necessary. If that means planning and carrying out the murder of a "friend," so be it.
He loves his life now, and wouldn't change it for the world. That, and he doesn't have a lot of time to change it anyway. He still wouldn't.
You've lived out your purpose! Isn't it great, to fulfill your greater duty in life?