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Summary
"See, I got this rot in my chest... Sickness I can't seem to rid myself of."
Amaryll is an erratic swordsman who has left claw marks in everything she's ever loved. She holds on to every memory, every friendship, relationship, and person that has effected her. She is a statue among that that changes, a constant amongst impermanence. She clings to what once was while loathing the past and who she was. Contradictory and chaotic, Amaryll is hard to predict but violently dogmatic.
Details
Likes
- Vulcan
- duels
- alcohol
- swords
Dislikes
- Vulcan
- Nasvara
- Politics
- Rhial
Personality
Erratic
Amaryll's mood and demeanour changes as quick as someone can blink. She's predictably unpredictable in her reactions and words, often catching people by surprise by barking a laugh of mockery or glowering in silence.
Dependent
Despite a lot of growth in the confidence department, Amaryll is pretty reliant on those around her, mostly Rhial and Vulcan. Those two being her only source of dependenc... well, she doesn't exactly have a healthy way of forming friendships and relationships, often seeming very overbearing and clingy.
Humorous
Nothing Amaryll loves more than poking fun at the worst situation possible. She can be fun to be around, but at her quick-thinking quips can turn malicious very quickly.
Extroverted
Amaryll used to be a quiet, calm girl, but she's turned into a rather outgoing and talkative person, not afraid of speaking to others and talking down to them like she owns the conversation.
Loyal
To the Goblets, to her friends, to those she trusts, Amaryll is loyal. It is one of the reasons she doesn't like Vulcan now. He.. well, he betrayed her. Despite everything, she would never do that to him, not even after he totally messed up her life.
Dogmatic
With her loyalty comes a dogmatic approach to her duties as a Goblet member. She carries out tasks like a little soldier even if she may complain all the way.
Aesthetic
Summary
Past
She remembers a rot, a crooked uncanny from her childhood that seeped into her psyche and stayed as she grew. She was taken in by the Goblet, trained as a guard because of her skill with swords. There are holes in her memory that bar her from really connecting the lines of her past, and at first it was a trouble she couldn't shake. Then she met Vulcan, a stoic and skilled boy that held her attention like some kind of spectacle. She wanted to be like him, and for better or worse (better lol) she wasn't. She idolized the cold assassin up until the last few seconds, the time that he betrayed her trust and the Goblets, leaving nothing but shattered pieces for her to pick up.
Present
With the Goblet under new management, Amaryll endures her time as Rhial's subordinate. Despite the fact that she has little friends in the organization, she sticks to it out of loyalty, perhaps to who she once was and the people she used to work with. After a long time of not seeing him, she finally is able to gain permission from Rhial to seek out Vulcan. Now reunited, she has extremely conflicted feelings over the boy who was once her best friend as well as the person who destroyed her life. He seems.. different now, but she is too. With a more self-assured demeanour and a cold regard to his actions, its easy for her to bring up all he's done to remind him that he is still the person who betrayed her. The question is, does she believe him able to really change? Even if she has her own morals and judgements, she still finds herself running to catch up to him, to understand why he did what he did. Perhaps one day she will catch up, or perhaps it's time to stop running.
Vulcan
[ former friend ]
These two have a very complex bond. While Amaryll used to love Vulcan, he did some messed up things in his youth. She finds herself inbetween hating him, missing him, and wanting to forget him. What pains her most is that now, he really does seem better. But not for her.
Rhial
[ employer ]
Umm yeah Rhial isn't chill they are really harsh on Amaryll despite claiming it's for her own good. She really does not like them because of how they "replaced" the old leaders of the Goblet- people she actually cared about.
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