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[Ex lover] ".. A good for nothing traitor, he stabbed everyone in the back - me, our home, the people. He couldn't even accept his punishment, pay the price for his actions. Instead ? He ran away. To be hunted like a dog. After everything he's done- Death is what he deserves and I promised that I'd take care of it. .. And yet... Why does he have to make it so difficult. If he fought back I could tell myself it was either him or me, I could FINALLY put this all behind me. I just- I WISH HE WAS DEAD- .... I don't understand. How come he gets to just leave everything behind. Start over like nothing happened. He.. seemed better. Happier even... It hurts. I don't know. I thought.. I thought we were happy then. I'd sacrifice anything to go back to those days. It's so selfish and naive but.. Somehow, it feels like the most real option to me."
[Ex lover] "Ah... haha.. I figured this was coming. I know what it looks like, but I really do stand by what I said - Ada wouldn't kill me. At most, she'll beat the shit out of me and honestly she has every right to. In the end, I stabbed her in the back then fled, like a coward. Without her, I don't think I'd even be here today and yet.. Look at what I did. I thought that maybe one day, she'd understand. I remember hoping that we'd never meet again, so we could leave this in the past.. But of course, it was wishful thinking. I can't keep running away from it. ... Perhaps one of these days, she will kill me. And maybe then, she'll finally feel.. free. That might be the only way I can repent for all of it.. Ironic. The one thing I can't do. Even so, I can't just leave her to deal with it on her own. What happened between us.. The things we've both done in the past.. I can't let her fall back into it, not this time."