Zachariah

♪ “I am this great, unstable mass of blood and foam. And no emotion that's worth having could call my heart its home” ♪

Name: Zachariah
Pronunciation: [z ack er I uh]
Meaning: Memory of the Lord
Nicknames: Zacky
Age: 24 as of 2132
Gender: Male
Birth date: July 23, 2107
Zodiac: Leo
Species: Stonewatcher
World: Akis

Family: Father - ?
Mother - ?
Pets: Harbinger
Friends: Conner
Significant other: N/A
Family relationships: [Old - from when he was a kiddo]
Other relationships: Kodaskue - In short, he is not frond of the Roamer. Generally, he finds his personality unappealing, but when desperate times called for desperate measures, he took shelter in his house for a little over a year. The general filthy living conditions and horrible habits rapidly set and respect he might have still had on fire. The longer he was around him, the worse it got to the point Kody was waking him up from his few hours of sleep just so that he could scare him on video and other such 'pranks'. Once he became the Roamer's claim to fame, he made an effort to stay out of the house as best as he could because the situation was rapidly declining. Now that he's rid of Kody, he avoids him like the plauge.
Occupation: He works as an assassin for the Insight against his will. If he fails to comply, they will take something near and dear from him, though, so he has little other option. After the Hidden Eye groups have been scattered, he continues to work as an assassin, as he doesn't really have any other life skills he can depend on. He specifically works for himself, though, not anyone else.
Physical description: 
• Face: A little bit long with a medium jawline and sort of high cheekbones. Nose is thin and long. Skin's a bit blotchy between his eyes and on his cheek area. Two curved markings over his nose made up of tiny, blue-grey scales. Also has two circular patches of scales under each eye. Large, black, slightly curled horns on either side of his head. Teeth are red and mouth is black.
• Eyes: Slanted and upturned slightly at the corners, but often droopy and/or very tired looking. Black sclera. Irises are a gradient of green and yellow-green, the second color filling up the whole thing if he snaps. Pupils are slit and teal in color.
• Hair: Dark grey and fine. Falls to the base of his neck. Weaves his feather into the hair in the back. [Adult] Lets Connor put some patches of blue dye in the front so that he'll maybe chill a bit.
• Limbs: Arms and legs look a bit too long. Hands are a small bit large with long fingers that look like you could just...break em.... Clammy, do not touch. Each first knuckle on both his hands and feet has a circular patch of blue-grey scales. Fingers and toes are covered in scales that harden into a claw at the end. Five fingers, three toes, plus a giant raptor claw situation. Digitigrade.
• Body: 6'2". Often looks somewhat gaunt, as he has trouble keeping the weight on. Has a few more circles of scales on his collarbones, hips, and shoulder blades. Big scale stripes like on his nose go down his back. Light tan skin that often looks blotchy in places where the sun hits (shoulders, back, face, ears, forearms, shins). [Adult] Gets a collarbone piercing on his right side.
• Wardrobe: During his time with the Insight, he had very little clothing, no way to get more, and no way to change unless they pulled him in. He was stuck wearing the same tattered grey jacket, faded red shirt, jeans, red fingerless gloves, and old bandages around his neck. Once he had the option, he started wearing much more black. Pretty used to the feel of an extra layer on his shoulders, he's often wearing some sort of coat, jacket, or hoodie. Sticks with the jeans. Keeps his bandages clean or just wears a cover over his neck. Likes the look of having his hands covered, so he typically has some sort of glove (normally fingerless) on or bandages/etc wrapped around his arms.
• Accessories: A pale feather that's his lone reminder of the friend he lost.
• Scars: Deep scarring on his neck from self-influcted gashes via his claws from several suicide attempts. A few scars on his hands from some incidents where the pushed a little too hard or fumbled his weapons.
• Etc: Blood/insides are black.
Alternative appearances: N/A
Personality: In a word: weary. He's been through a lot, but can never seem to find an easy way out. Because of this, his spirit's been broken a bit and he gives up much easier instead of rebelling like he used to. Struggles with depression, lethargy, and having a will to live. Insistant that the latter isn't an issue anymore, he's better than that now. He's trying to stay determined to patch his life back together, but it takes a lot of energy. Is pretty cynical, but he occasionally tries to fight it because not everybody he's judging has done him harm. Kind of has to force himself to believe it, though. Is reluctant to be happy because it never lasts very long, so getting him to smile can be rough. Because of that, something really good happening can easily overwhelm him so that he's fighting to keep a handle on his emotions. Doesn't like people doing stuff for him because he can't pay them back. If you get under his skin or are on the battlefield, he can be easy to anger, but otherwise, he's pretty calm. Pretty much just wants to curl up in a hole, not bother anybody, and not be bothered.
History:  (Needs to be written properly) The Insight though he might be valuable to them, so they tried to get him to work for them. He refused, so they captured his friend and threatened to hurt her if he didn't do his job. They sent him on an assassination mission, which he refused to do. Instead, he tried to make a plan to break his friend free. After a couple days passed and it was clear he wasn't doing his job, the Insight brought him back in. They showed him his now bruised and bleeding friend and threatened to kill her if he didn't work for them. Frantically, he tried to force himself to off the target, but he couldn't make himself do it. More time passed before the company pulled him back in. His friend was in worse condition, but not dead. They told him they though they'd give him one more chance to choose who dies: the target or his friend. After being sent out a third time, he managed to finish his mission, but it didn't go well in many ways. When he returned, expecting the Insight to keep their promise, he found his friend dead. They offered no explanation why, they only told him that they'd hurt him if he didn't do the next mission. Being in emotional turmoil, he couldn't do it. When they pulled him back in, they kept their word and beat him up before forcing him out again. He started to try to do the missions, but it was very rough on him and he failed many. With constant torment from the Inisght, his body eventually couldn't keep up. They called him back in and told him they'd make him work if he didn't fix himself. Zacky couldn't. Instead of killing something they thought to be valuable, the Inisght tormented him. They kept him trapped in the facility and spent weeks devoted to making him slowly lose his mind. Eventually, it worked. One final time, they sent him out. If he didn't do his job properly, they promised it would be his end. His target was the well known and cruel demon named Zacaly.

Personal Information

Hometown:
Places they've lived:
-After being freed from the company he worked for, he goes into a sort of crisis, not really knowing what to do with his life. He stays in Boomerang Village with the others just long enough to get situated before leaving to try and sort himself out. A long while later, he comes crawling back to the village. He looks like a bum because…well he is a bum now. After breaking all his arrows, he had to resort to theft to try and keep himself fed. He only has a bow and the clothes on his back to his name, so he has to go around and ask the people he once hunted down for a place to stay.
-Many rejections later, Kodaskue allowed him to stay with him. Unfortunately, his house is a mess, he survives off of almost only peanut butter, bread, and milk, and is in debt. Kody is also a Youtuber who does some pretty stupid stuff and screams a lot. Eventually, Zacky ends up appearing in a video and Kody’s fans like him, so he gets more followers. Kody makes Zacky his mascot, getting him some…weird fanart and generally a lot of torment so that they could get more views. Eventually, Kody starts buying Zacky some other food besides peanut butter and Zacky successfully completes an assassination job for the first time in a long time.
-He lives with the strange dog man for about a year before deciding to look for a different place to stay. He looks a tad better now then a year ago, so he thinks maybe someone else will let him in. He ends up a Connor’s place, which is super clean. Connor takes sympathy on him, lets him stay, buys him healthy foods, new clothes, and generally anything he could ever want. He tells Zacky where everything is and is super nice. He also denies Zacky’s thoughts about paying him back in the future, which he really, really, really wants to.
Hobbies: He never really had to time to develop a hobby other than shooting stuff when he was bored and he can't remember what he liked to do when he was younger. Because of that, he often ends up sitting sadly, staring off into space and contemplating life.
Habits: 
Quirks: He falls asleep easier if listening to ambience. Specifically, he likes crickets (as well as other general nighttime forest noises) or the sound of rain. When he walks, he lifts his feet up kinda high so he doesn't trip on his giant raptor claws.
Nervous tics: When nervous, stressed, or some similiar negative emotion, he'll shove he claws into his hands, arms, or wrists in an attempt to use the pain to help himself focus.
Voice:
Scent: Static, pine sap, and river water. [Adult] Static and soap
Catchphrase: N/A
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Ticklishness: Not
Addictions/obsessions: He has sort of a wanderlust and feels that he cannot stay in one place. This eases up a lot after he's freed from the Insight
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Insecurities: What he's done. Whenever he's in a town or some such, he's just hoping and praying people don't know who he is. He doesn't want a reputation of blood and death and he feels like every person he passes was there with him while he was taking lives, an innocent bystander in the shadows.
Personal problems: The thoughts of people he killed, what their lives were like, if they had families, and so on haunt him something awful. He has to fight tooth and claw to avoid falling into a slump where it's all he can think about. A good portion of his life where you're supposed to figure out how to be an adult and what your actual interests are was taken from him, so he knows very little about himself in general and has minimal life skills.
Patience: 
Religion: N/A
Likes:
Dislikes: Sterile rooms, peanut butter, pained noises, the Hidden Eyes or anything affiliated with them
He hates the sound of people in pain, so he always does his job as quickly as possible and to the best of his ability. Screams of pain and such were literally used to drive him crazy.

Abilities

Languages spoken: Basic
Skills/Talents: Assassination is the one thing he's very good at by now. He can get in, get the job done, and get out without drawing the slightest bit of attention to himself pretty easily.
Magical ability: None
Weapon: Bow. He's gone through a couple, as his first one broke and Conner bought him a new, much less cheap one. Never had a dagger, so he'll just pull out an arrow and start slashing with it, if need be. 
Fighting style: He mainly does one lethal ranged attack, as he's aiming for stealth and isn't great in combat. He is very quick however, and can dodge a lot of blows, but doesn't end up giving many. He's much better at fighting when snapped, as he no longer cares about injuries or lives, simply going in for the kill.
Musical ability: None
Dominant hand: Right
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Health

Allergies: Thistle sap will make him feel sick and his eyes irritated. Normally just a problem if he gets it on his hands or too close to his face.
Medical conditions: Some form of insanity. It's shoved into the back of his mind almost like a Demon's mode in a weird fusing of his dead friend with him.
Diet: For a long time, he had to take what he could get and not be picky about it. After living with Kody, he developed a hatred for peanut butter, as that's what most of his garbage diet was made up of. If he wanted something else, he'd better start hunting for it. Vastly improved when he moved in with Conner, as he bought him all kinds of healthy stuff and a huge variety of foods.
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Sleep patterns: For a long time: terrible. He had to hold off sleep while he tracked down his targets or traveled. Some times, he stopped in the day and the sun kept him up. Others, he would be too afraid the Insight were coming for him or he'd be dealing with flashbacks. As an adult, he's pretty happy to say that he can actually sleep in a bed now, so he pretty consistently goes to bed at 8-10 PM
Posture: Tense, as if he's going to need to jump up to save himself any second. Generally doesn't like to take up a lot of space, standing very smushed up. Back's often slumped. At Conner's place, he's much, much more relaxed and he's generally slightly less on-edge as an adult.

Design Details

Songs: Autoclave by The Mountain Goats, Wires by The Neighborhood, No Children by The Mountain Goats, Duality by Set It Off, Drown by Tyler Joseph, Alone Without You by The Nightwatchmen (Tom Morello)
Ship songs: N/A
Design notes: -
Design changes over time: His skin got darker and his scales changed to a blue-black color. Also, his horns are just curved, instead of being like a ram's. Sclera changed from white to black and added blotches to skin.
Creation date: July 8, 2014. Made on a doll creater (image here) for the purpose of being a stronger enemy in the roleplay.

Memories

First memory: Most of his memories faded after he was diriven insane. Some of the most recent things he can recall were lazy afternoons with his friend and other times they hung out together, which just stings.
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Worst memories: His first kill
Most traumatic memory: Losing his friend and being driven mad
Regrets: Not being stronger, not being able to save his friend, and basically everything that led up to this point in his life.

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Favorite flavor: Mint
Favorite color: Pale green
Favorite animal: Raccoons. They weren't as alert or fast as other forest animals, so they were easier to hunt down. He used to get super excited when he saw one, as he was often starving. The feeling's sort of left over and after the inital spike he has to remind himself "Wait, no, I have food now"
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Least favorite color: White makes him incredibly nervous, thanks to the sterile walls of the Insight base. He won't stay in hospitals or anything of the sort because of it.
Least favorite animal: Birds that try to steal your food: vultures, crows, seagulls...etc
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