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Przemysław Tarnawiecki
PL | 17 | he/him
An ex-factory worker turned gardener. Newest worker at the manor
Very honest, hard working, responsible and generally everything that others would deem mature — he constantly tries to maintain this image, despite still being a teen, for the sake of his family, not that he minds it all too much; he wants to fulfil his late father's role, which while well-meaning is also very hard for him to handle, physically and mentally. He doesn't really care about his well being and treats himself more like a tool than a person. Despite all of that, he's still naive about the world. He trusts people easily, has a hard time saying no and thinking critically about other people's actions; this also ties to the fact that he believes he will be left alone if he doesn't bother anyone himself, ignoring and being ignored. Has trouble standing up for himself, both because of his unwillingness to confront people, but also because of his self worth issues; he gets angry quietly, afraid of losing what he has. He also just... doesn't do well in arguments, as he needs time to process what he wants to say and is bad with being put on the spot. He's quiet and tries to make himself as small as possible, while also not looking like a complete pushover (he doesn't believe he is one and thinks everything he does is normal and universal). He can often seem insensitive and uncaring to others, but in reality he's just exhausted. Has a kind heart. Constantly feels like he needs to prove, both to himself and others, that he's useful; that's why he spends almost all of his free time working, instead of having hobbies or hanging out with friends — Przemek needs to be needed, and it's the only thing that really matters to him. Without work and hardship he feels like he has nothing to do; overworking is a way of coping with that emptiness. He doesn't talk much about what he thinks or feels, but he can be read like an open book if you know what to look for. Afraid of vulnerability but also deeply scared of loneliness.
Lena's older brother. Has chronic knee pain and uses a cane.
Very honest, hard working, responsible and generally everything that others would deem mature — he constantly tries to maintain this image, despite still being a teen, for the sake of his family, not that he minds it all too much; he wants to fulfil his late father's role, which while well-meaning is also very hard for him to handle, physically and mentally. He doesn't really care about his well being and treats himself more like a tool than a person. Despite all of that, he's still naive about the world. He trusts people easily, has a hard time saying no and thinking critically about other people's actions; this also ties to the fact that he believes he will be left alone if he doesn't bother anyone himself, ignoring and being ignored. Has trouble standing up for himself, both because of his unwillingness to confront people, but also because of his self worth issues; he gets angry quietly, afraid of losing what he has. He also just... doesn't do well in arguments, as he needs time to process what he wants to say and is bad with being put on the spot. He's quiet and tries to make himself as small as possible, while also not looking like a complete pushover (he doesn't believe he is one and thinks everything he does is normal and universal). He can often seem insensitive and uncaring to others, but in reality he's just exhausted. Has a kind heart. Constantly feels like he needs to prove, both to himself and others, that he's useful; that's why he spends almost all of his free time working, instead of having hobbies or hanging out with friends — Przemek needs to be needed, and it's the only thing that really matters to him. Without work and hardship he feels like he has nothing to do; overworking is a way of coping with that emptiness. He doesn't talk much about what he thinks or feels, but he can be read like an open book if you know what to look for. Afraid of vulnerability but also deeply scared of loneliness.
Lena's older brother. Has chronic knee pain and uses a cane.
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