Xavier Fritz
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- 5 years, 10 months ago
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Xavier Fritz
- Hair is a dark/dulll-ish purple with two green streaks
- total of about 16 piercings (3 left ear, 3 right ear, eyebrow, nose/bridge, lip, dermal, nipple)
- Scar across face and more on body
- Lots of tattoos (see ref)
- *his* right eyebrow is slit
- Can be drawn in any clothes really
- He's about 6'0"
Xavier is usually pretty laid back and lazy, he doesn't do a whole lot to carry his weight and can barely pay rent because of how quick he throws out his money. He has a bit of an addictive personality and finds himself becoming reliant on things rather easy (which has led to a lot of bad habits). He's usually pretty friendly unless given a reason to not be, he doesn't like when people judge him so he tries not to do it to others.
- Xavier doesn't really have many hobbies, his 'hobbies' include partying, getting high or drinking, and overall just making bad life choices. Does he learn from these bad choices? no. Instead Xavier repeats his decisions and never really tries to improve his life, he claims he' happy and fine with his life but in reality he can't get through a day without some kind of hit, without it he becomes incredibly anxious and overall pretty despressed.
- He has a lot of respect for his roommate Camilla and the kind of work she does, he feels bad and wishes he could help her out more than just getting her some customers every now and again. He doesn't have a lot of real friends so those he does have he cares a lot for, if anyone were to actually hurt Camilla he would find them and fuck shit up.
- Because he's usually on some kind of drug when things happen, he does have some troubles remembering things sometimes (especially small things or stuff he doesn'y think is memorable), because of this he doesn't really remember how he got a lot of his scars, it never really bothers him though and instead he comes up with some stupid stories for them. He also tends to forget about small tasks until its too late. He tends to keep a journal of sorts to keep track of shit, its like a to-do list where he also keeps down all his customers and people who owe him shit.
- His room is a disaster and he really lets his things go, it's a miracle he ever finds anything.
- He loves sweets and also pours too much syrup on things
- Taps his fingers a lot to random beats or music stuck in his head
- Enjoys karaoke but isn't good at it
- Makes a lot of money but terrible spending habits
- Often forgets to pay rent
- Can't remember where his face scar came from but can remember stupid shit like the cute dog he saw a month ago
- He hasn't been sober in around 9 years
- He has insomnia and can't sleep without getting some kind of high first
As a kid Xavier would have never seen himself being where he is now, for a long time in his life he had wanted to be a guitarist in a band (more specifically a band with his old friends). He played for guitar for a lot of his life and really enjoyed it and just music in general. He always saw himself going somewhere and he and his friends really making a name for themselves; however, a lot of people didn't agree. Xavier was often shut down by his parents who told him he would never go anywhere playing music and he should look at more practical jobs, but he never wanted to do anything else
During this time, the only drug Xavier really tried everynow and then was weed with some of his friends, but it never really became much more than that, until some floating kicked in one day. At time they thought it was just some weird trip they decided to try again and record it, turned out to be real.Eventually this led to them deciding to want to experiment some more to see what other things Xavier was capable of. He never told his parents about this and swore to his friends it would be a one time thing and that they'd go back to making music. While the music part was true, and they did play some more, the drugs turned out to be a more than one time thing. They started finding more to take for fun and as 'inspiration' for new songs.
Xavier continued to go with the idea that it was just for fun and inspiration and beleived he could stop at any momenthe pleased. What he didn't want to admit was that he was starting to come adicted to the drugs his friends were getting them, soon he started buying his own and felt the need to start his day with something to make it more "fun". I wasn't long before his parents found out and had kicked him out. This led to a chain event of Xavier dropping out of school and couch surfing amounst some friends. Xavier was unemployeed and the small music gigs weren't going anywhere or helping. He started selling a lot of his treasured items (including his guitar) just to afford food, drugs, and to stay at his friends place. Eventually he ran out of money and was leeching off people for free. One of these people got talking to Xavier more and felt bad, he suggested some bad ideas (one of which Xavier decided to go through with). If Xavier helped sell the drugs he could pay off what he owed people and try to get back on his feet, at this point nobody was hiring him so he went to take the deal.
Nothing really got better for him though... Shortly after he started selling, one of his friends passed away from an overdose and so did his supplier. He took on the lead job and has been working since, but he never really properly got over his friend. He still thinks about it and broke contact with a lot of the old people he talked to unless they needed drugs or something from him, this break of contact also included his parents who had just disowned Xavier from their lives.