Depression. Only depression, in Bellatrix's life lay only pain, suffering and depression, she saw the people of her age smiling, ready for the future, ready to blossom every day more and more, but her, she was like a withered rose, nothing worked with her, therapy? meds? psychiatrists? nothing, for her it was all black. She suffered from a severe depression from an early age, she always hoped that one day her life would improve, that she too could blossom like everyone else, the more the years passed, the more she thought about her words, how futile they could be, someone like her had no future. One day, in despair, pain, tears, she went out at night, and ran, ran with all her strength to a construction site, and cried with despair, she just wanted to be well, not to be empty inside, especially because in the last period she had gotten worse, she had started to suffer from self-harm to try to soothe her pain, but it was all in vain. Desperate to such an extent, she made a decision, she took the rope that was in the construction site. And she hanged herself. All of her pain, tears, and depression vanished, leaving her with an inner emptiness. She was dead. But strangely she opened her eyes, and she found her lifeless body in front of her. She had become a spirit, her soul had left her body, and seeing her body dangling lifeless, she burst into tears. Bellatrix wanted life to the end, she wanted to live, but the world didn't want her. She decided to take a souvenir from the construction site, to always remember the place of her end. She took a spiked club that was nearby, and left.

Years passed, and she kept wandering around the world, always feeling empty, heedless of anything. Having died, no one could see her, until one day. That day she decided to climb a skyscraper to admire the moon, but she found a Kitsune there, ready to jump, ready to take her own life, ready to die. For the first time she felt an emotion different than her sadness, and she grabbed the kitsune by her arm before she jumped. The Kitsune began to insult her full of anger, being of her that she had ruined her plan, but Bellatrix grabbed her hands and looked at her, and asked if they could see her, at that question of her, the Kitsune nodded. Finally, after years, Bellatrix finally felt something, she felt joy, joy for having saved a life, tears rolled down her cheeks, as she told the Kitsune about her, how depressed she was, about her suicide, how sorry she was for having done it, being that she wanted to live, but the world rejected her. At those words the Kitsune hugged her crying too, and something snapped in them, they could understand each other only by looking at them. They had found themselves, two souls in pain, who just wanted to live. Eventually, Bellatrix, found out that the Kitsune name was Mittens, and she finally made up her mind. She was unable to bring joy into her life, so she decided to help Mittens with hers, they formed a unique bond, between a life, and a death. The two eventually became inseparable, and each day they face life.