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“I worry, of course, what would I be if I didn’t worry for them? I’ll continue to dance as if they aren’t watching me. I don’t think they’d like the real me, so whoever they think I am must be better… right?”
"Quite the pretty thing, they remind me of better times in my life. Maybe we could become friends."
"My... friend? I think? I have never had a friend before. I worry I would ( or do ) not treat him well. Does he see under my façade? The thought scares me. I'm sorry. I’m so sorry. You deserve someone better than me to be your friend.”
I would call them a friend but... That would be a lie. They aren't friends with me, they're friends with Ulysses. And we're... We're two very different people. They like the loud, dramatic vampire that they've known for years and that just isn't me. I don't like Ulysses, but it's who I have to be to survive.
I feel bad for lying to you.