Sweetfawn (Simplified)
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Sweetfawn is a cat known for their reliability and sweet nature (pun intended). The epitome of dependability, they're that cat who will be there for you as soon as you ask without asking any questions. Mentioned wanting to meet up at moonhigh? Then Sweetfawn will be there, having arranged the spot and likely marked out it out mentally, and repeated it to themselves all day like a mantra so that they don't forget. Their loyalty is unshakeable and they will stand alongside their Clanmates until the end of the line. This also extends to generosity, as without hesitation, they will happily offer a Clanmate the last mouse on the fresh-kill pile if they know it's that Clanmate's favorite.
However, they're incredibly ambitionless and don't have much of a drive to do much, which is somewhat lazy of them when it comes to the day-to-day monotony of Clan life. While they're a good friend, they're awkward and fidgety, too, and can be a difficult to engage with long-term. They get easily flustered and will sooner fumble their words and rushing away in embarrassment than continue conversations if they feel they've messed up and misspoken or made a fool of themself. Social interactions with them are a bit like chasing a butterfly: unpredictable, fluttery, and difficult hard to catch.
Their pushover tendencies come out in the way that they are quick to take on blame if it will help avoid conflict. They get nervous around terse conversations and would much rather be a scapegoat than bear witness to any discord. It may be well-intentioned, but this helps no one in the long run, and it doesn't matter if the end result of these hard-to-have-conversations will make for a better atmosphere once everyone's frustrations have been aired out. Instead, Sweetfawn's instinctive approach to just avoid and hope things get better has previously led to a bad babit where they essentially insist that everyone's irritations (theirs included) just shimmer under the surface rather than address it. This is evident as well in the way that they have a tendency to hold grudges for minor perceived slights. Depending on their mood that day, it's a challenge to figure out if the grudge they have against someone is warranted or not. They may gladly forgive, but they don't forget, and this has heavily influenced their relationships, for better or worse.
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