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hey, looove the enthusiasm here, but i would like to get my shopping done too, yes? how about we wait until i'm done here, then we can talk?
agender
genderey/em
pronouns357
ageG10
DoBcrow/micro rapt.
main animal(s)aroace
orientationweeping willow
main plant(s)n/a
locationtrue neut
alignmentcomposer
roletardigrade song
cosmo sheldrakejouska
the neverdying
Introduction
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jouska is someone who has been living for hundreds of years, with no one knowing why, not even emself. ey don't complain about it at all though, loving the concept of living forever and relishing in it. recently though, ey got told ey only had three months to live now and that kinda threw eir mental state off the deep end as ey figure out what to do about it
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Personality
extroverted
introverted
first impression
in reality
instinctive
calculated
first impression
in reality
deceptive
sincere
first impression
in reality
indifferent
emotional
first impression
in reality
reserved
affectionate
first impression
in reality
cooperative
lone wolf
first impression
in reality
charisma
kindness
patience
integrity
intellect
maturity
courage
loyalty
temper
pessimist
attitudeambi
dom. handesfp
mbtiparkinsons, macular degen, npd+
issuesn/a
accentn/a
languagesQuirks & habits: swings arms while waiting for things, will say things sing-songy
Preferences
likes
- singing
- bitter tastes
- fashion
- swimming
dislikes
- children
- sports
- the feeling of metal
- sunlight
fears
- dying; of course, a lot of people have a fear of dying, but jouska's is massive. because ey've been living so long, ey considered emself immortal and the conceptof ir life ending sends em into a giant panic
hobbies
- composing and performing; jouska uses eir ability to create music as a bartering chip for the many things ey like to buy. name an instrument, and ey've probably played it, and if not, ey're going to right now. not only do ey play music though, ey compose private or public compositions for emself or others to play too
favorites:
apples
foodblack coffee
drinkpurple
colourn/a
animalrainy
season~18:00
time of daymystery
genreconcerto
musicStory
childhood
muuuum.. why can't i stay here? do i have to go to school? i don't liiike the other kids
— jouska, 13 y.o
wip
. . .
outliving eir generation
hmm.. still no growth. maybe i could learn that activity finally? it could prove useful
— jouska, 84 y.o.
wip
. . .
present
if my legs could function properly that would be absolutely WONDERFUL. ugh, i am NOT resorting to using some dumb stick
— jouska, 329 y.o.
wip
. . .
will wear
- robes
- dresses
- scarves and wraps
won't wear
- tank tops / tshirts
- pants (its rlly hard to)
- anything revealing
design notes
- jouskas main plant that's on em is a weeping willow, so while there are other types of leaves and pplants mixed in, most of what's growing on em is the willow
- it's very hard to see, but jouska actually has two sets of wings. the upper set has melded into eir back though making them unable to be opened or even moved really
- jouska has a lot of physical disabilities, the most difficult for em being eir joint pain. ey move much slower than others, can have tremors, and have very dimmed/bad eyesight
Appearance
height
9'4" (284 cm)
weight
~ 768 lbs (348.4 kg)
body type
mesomorph(?)
face shape
circle
facial features
jouska has a very round face, the bottom half of it usually hidden by some type of accessory. ey have a large flat nose, and a mouth with full lips, sharp grey teeth, and a bright green tongue. eir eyes are usually half-lidded, with dark blue scleras and bright green irises. eir eyebrows are also very sharp, and usually raised
hair
as a child jouska had very short feathered hair, and then grew out eir willows very long as an adult. in the past couple decades though, ey cut it shorter again as the plants were starting to get really in the way of daily life. most of eir hair is still willows, but there is a small stick that pokes out of eir scalp, and a couple of vines strewn about too
body mods
n/a
general body
prior to plant growth: jouska had a feathered torso, with microraptor clawed wings as arms. ey had two sets of wings on eir back, one from eir shoulderblades and the other from eir wasit. right below that was eir tail, which was also a microraptor tail. jouska's thighs were that of a crows, with a crow's limbs as legs
noawadays though, most of eir body is covered with flora. eir entire chest and arms are made of weeping willow bark now, the middle of eir torso's wood rotting. moss gross all over eir body as well, mostly on eir shoulders and other joints, along with oyster mushrooms lining eir waist area. jouska's top set of wings have completely melded with eir back, covered in vast amounts of moss while eir second set of wings is also slowly getting covered in moss from the tips. all of eir big feathers going from eir back to the tip of eir tail is all weeping willow now, and the plant is beginning to cover eir thighs too
Wardrobe
the neverdying's robes
comfort
worth
attachment
jouska's favourite outfit. ey usually wear this wherever ey go, except for concerts and when ey suddenly feel like wearing something else. they were very expensive to get, but are extremely comfortable and easily cover up all the parts of emself that jouska rather not other's see
natural look
comfort
worth
attachment
jouska when ey're not wearing anything. ey try eir very best to have only very few moments without clothes, but a main one is at nighttime when it's raining. ey take care of eir outfits very well, so ey would rather them not get soaked to the point of ruined every night. so ey find a private place to soak in rainwater and decide to not wear any clothes in the night
performance attire
comfort
worth
attachment
the outfit jouska usually wears for eir big performances. there can be variations ey wear instead, but jouska enjoys the simple black dress on most occassions so attention is focused more on the instruments themselves
Aesthetic
Main aesthetics: cellos / double basses, gold trims, weeping willows (duh)
fervour..... fervourrrrr.... UGH! fervour is nothing, fervour is a figment of my imagination
present
wip
- positive outcome
- neutral outcome
- negative outcome
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