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he did love his career, and enjoyed his fanbase and the experiances he had and being able to perform-- he met so many idols he loved!! but not being able to live and perform as himself weighed on him. after a fight with his parents that ended in him storming out and breaking his current contracts, he tries to get into contact with anyone in ensemble square-- and ends up being signed on as a new solo unit. now 20, hes got experiance, but it's also very different than what his peers at ensquare have, and it stresses him out. he also was, is, a major knights fan... so now having to see them every once an awhile... he struggles.
however, his real self is a full on otaku type. hes loud and overexcited but yet wildly nervous at the weirdest times-- like he suddenly realizes where he is and gets shy. he jumps around and spins and talks your ear off at 100 mph. he's a bit selfconcious, it's hard to suddenly have your life change at a 180 and now you're living as someone you never thought you could be-- surrounded by people you've always idolized. especially when, now, suddenly, you're FRIENDS with a lot of them? he feels it struggles to fit in and is never quite sure who really likes him and who doesn't. cute and silly and goofy. also like, way too in his own head about certain things. very dedicated to the idea of what an idol is to him, and always strives to be EXACTLY THAT when he's out for his fans.
a kind of normal person if you can ignore the fact hes also kinda crazy?
> his personal fashion style is bright happy decora-esque styles, but any happy colors jfashion is fine! he loves fashion and dress up, and it's fully ok to also draw him in skirts or overtly feminine clothes as long as you remember he isn't a girl.
> enstars idols of choice to draw him with are izumi ( #1! ), the rest of knights, mika or hiyori
