Mackenzie
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- 6 years, 1 month ago
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Profile
Basics
Name Mackenzie "Kenzie" Sinclair
Age 18
Gender Female
Orientation Bisexual
Species Werewolf
Voice Caitlin Glass
Stats
About
Mental Disorder: Although never diagnosed, Mackenzie suffers from Dissociative Identity Disorder (DID), also known as Multiple Personality Disorder. It's a mental disorder characterized by at least two distinct and relatively enduring personality states. There is often trouble remembering certain events, beyond what would be explained by ordinary forgetfulness. The main goal for all alters (the different identities) is to keep the body safe and out of harm. The disorder is caused by trauma from early childhood - mainly between the age of 0-6 - and most often due to child abuse. Each alter may have a separate autobiographical memory, independent initiative and a sense of ownership over individual behavior.
Kenzie has one alter she knows of, but she does sometimes fear there might be others... The alter called Quinn is mute as she was never meant to speak, just protect. She'll do anything to keep Mackenzie out of harm, but she tends to use very aggressive methods in order to do so. Quinn usually takes over when Kenzie is in danger or as soon as the body transforms into wolf form, which is where Mackenzie's control is most vulnerable. The alter is driven by her role as the protector and can be manipulated into cooperation if you play your cards right. Whether or not she lets Kenzie's mind be conscious and aware of the situation depends on Quinn.
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Mackenzie is actually a pretty decent kickboxer and she uses it a lot to handle frustrations. She prefers not to use gloves tho.
The black lip tattoo is one of her many impulsive decisions.
She spends a lot of time around gyms and tends to sneak inside and hide until they close for the night, so she has the place to herself.
She secretly listens to boybands.
She uses her hair as a shield to hide from the world. Only at training does she need it away from her face.
Mackenzie doesn't wear or own anything but a sports bag with little clothes and one pair of shoes.
Unembloyed & homeless.
Trivia & Skills
Nationality American / Latina
Height 168 cm / 5'6"
Weight 54 kg / 119 lbs
Scars Three neck scars
Tattoos Upper lip is black
Blackout sleeve w/ pink cherry blossoms
Personality
- Good Memory
- Enthusiastic
- Honest & Straightforward
- Introvert & Antisocial
- Impulsive
- Survival Of The Fittest
Despite not being able to remember most events from her past, Mackenzie actually has a pretty good memory. She easily remembers names and recognizes faces and voices. She has a good sense of direction and rarely misplaces things or forgets where she put them.
Even though Mackenzie is a withdrawn person even she can become enthusiastic at times. Especially if it turns out you share her interests or back her up on her ideas. If you manage to make her warm up to you and she feels a genuine caring and interest, she might even begin to trust you and open up...
Mackenzie is not the best at taking other people's feelings into consideration. She doesn't know how her words and actions might affect others and this can make her seem insensitive. However, she doesn't mean to. She just have a hard time relating to feelings in general and doesn't see why they should be more important than the truth. But being honest doesn't necessarily mean she won't ever lie - because she will if it's for her own benefit.
Mackenzie is not the first to speak up. In fact she prefers to be left alone so she doesn't have to deal with other people and feel the pressure for being social. She hates to be the center of attention and often wishes she was invisible. In a crowded room she would definitely move along the walls, avoiding all contact. Kenzie gets nervous being around too many people in one place and often feels awkward if she has to participate in a conversation. She's not good at small talking and if given a compliment, she doesn't know how to react. She gets very flustered and might try to change the subject or just leave without a word.
If Kenzie gets an idea or wants to do something, she doesn't normally think about the consequences. She rarely plans ahead of time and is not at all organized. Sometimes things work out, other times they don't. She has done a lot of impulsive stuff, especially in her later years - such as running away from home while practically still a minor, tattoos, stealing... She doesn't like to overthink and make things too complicated. Just do whatever you want to do and deal with the consequences afterwards - if you have to.
Mackenzie is a loner and not the most loyal person. Not to say she'll rat you out or try to lead you into a trap just like that - but to her life is about survival. You shouldn't have to depend on others and they might just as well pull you down with them, hold you back. If you're trapped in a room with her and only one of you can leave, know that she'll fight you to the death. If the door is about to close, she'll run instead of trying to hold the door open for you. According to Kenzie her odds are better alone than in a group.
History
Event 1
Mackenzie only recently learned that she's a werewolf...
When Mackenzie came into the world she wasn't really wanted. Her mother had had an on/off relationship with the father, but as soon as he found out she was pregnant, he split. When her daughter was born, she didn't want to give her up at first, tho, but she wasn't keen on being held back by her either. Her try lasted a year before she handed the little girl over to the system. It was anonymously so her daughter wouldn't be able to find her once she was old enough.
Kenzie's first two years in foster home was alright, but her guardians kept taking in new kids and weren't able to care for all of them in the end. That resulted in a new foster family when she was about 4. Here it was just her and a biological daughter. In the beginning everything was fine, but six months later things started to change. The man of the household became her main caretaker and from that day on he started to take advantages of the little girl. She was too young to understand what was happening, but she knew she didn't like it. He snuck into her room every other night and made her cry. What used to be a happy girl became a very quiet and withdrawn shadow of herself, afraid to speak to adults and avoided eye contact at any cost.
The abuse went on for years, it never stopped. You would think Kenzie's foster mom would have noticed something during the years, but if she did, she looked the other way and let it happen. The girl was kept mostly at home and didn't get out much. Wasn't allowed to. She was homeschooled and never really got to socialize with kids her age. Her foster sister was 8 years older than Mackenzie and didn't really accept her as a part of the family. She rather saw her as a permanently sleepover guest.
Kenzie's life was practically hell until the death of her foster dad. She was 13 at the time and remembers nothing. Only that she woke up in the hospital and was told by a social worker that he was dead and the family didn't want her anymore. She later learned that he had been killed, found one morning covered in blood like attacked by a wild beast. She herself had been wandered around in a nearby forest, like in a trance, unaware of her surroundings, unresponsive, naked... The police were convinced that she had witnessed the murder, but were unable to get a statement from the young girl due to amnesia. They believed she had lost her memory because of chok.
From the age of 13-17 she lived in a third home with a sweet older woman who had fostered many kids over the years. However, after losing her hearing she wished to only take in older children, as she found it easier. Mackenzie was especially easy since she mainly kept to herself and stayed in her room. Her socializing skills were bad and she was somewhat scared of the world outside. At this point she had no exact memory of what she had been going through before coming here. She only knew it was bad... She began to get blackouts frequently, always finding herself in places she didn't remember going in the first place - often naked or dressed in clothes that wasn't her own. It freaked her out. She felt very alone and began keeping a journal for everytime she had a blackout. Kenzie noticed that they always occurred on nights with a full moon... Her first thought was stories of werewolves, but knowing they didn't exist, she quickly discarded that idea. It wasn't until someone else's handwriting appeared in the journal that she learned the truth - or at least parts of it...
Over the next couple of weeks Kenzie wrote back and forth with a person called Quinn. It was very hard for her to understand, but it turned out that she was a part of her. Another version; an alter so to speak. Quinn explained that she was the cause of the blackouts Mackenzie had been experienced and everytime it happened the alter had been in control of the body. However, she had only done it to protect her, as she had taken the pain for her. Kenzie didn't know what Quinn was referring to. In order to make her understand the alter lets her mind be conscious at the next full moon. The discovery was absolutely terrifying. She experienced first hand - or mentally from the backseat - what it was like to be a wolf...! She didn't feel the pain of the shifting herself, but she felt that Quinn was in pain. So it was really true. She was a werewolf...
It took a lot of adjusting and acceptance the following months. She had mixed feelings about it all. The wolf scared her, but Quinn seemed to like it - the form, not the pain, even though she could take it. Having an alter was still very hard for her to comprehend. To be honest she didn't quite understand it, but in some way it felt less lonely. Like there was always someone to have her back...
However, Kenzie needed a change of scenery. She felt like she was another person in need of a fresh start, so she packed her few belongings along with the money jar from the kitchen and took the next bus out of town. She didn't really have a plan and the decision had been rather impulsive but in some way it gave her a feeling of control - something that had been missing in her life up until now. She didn't have a destination, but when searching for werewolves on the internet, a town named New Cresthill had popped up. It was mentioned on a blog about the supernatural, and in hopes of finding out more and with no other places to go, why not try there?
After a couple of months in NCH Mackenzie got involved with some bad company while looking for other werewolves. She was approached by someone claiming to have answers to all her questions as well as letting her be part of something bigger and more meaningful. A place to help her finding out who she truly was... She was manipulated into joining the Blood Army without really knowing much about it. They weren't really interested in her, tho'. Instead they found Quinn more interesting and useful - and realized how to make her cooperate by threatening to harm Kenzie.
For the time being she lives in a run down building on Blood Army territory. It's not really a home, but at least it provides shelter and showers. She survives on money and food from kind hearted people as well as the animals Quinn catches as a wolf.
Event 2
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Event 3
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Event 4
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Design Notes
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Wolf Size: 38".
Dark brown mask, gradient to light tan. She has semi-long cheek fur and three claw marks on the left side of her neck. The fur is a bit ruffled and the body language is mostly aggressive and threatening. When Quinn is present the pupils are always constricted. - Features: Athletic, slightly broad shoulders, bangs covering most of her face, hooded eyes, no makeup & tattooed upper lip.
- Style: Sporty and easy to move around in. Primarily grayscale colors. It's not unusual seeing her wearing boxing bandage. When training, she always keep her hair in a ponytail or braid.
