Saddest loser

A 26 year old highschool drop out who works at a diner as a cook. Foul tempered, smokes, drinks and self medicated . Is deeply depressed and anxious . Has a dear friend of hers who been by her side she knows she does not treat the best. Is always borrowing money and never pays it back. Knows friend saves face but is getting worn down with her mood swings. Wishes she could tell this friend straight up how much she means to her... but is also very prideful. Hates her parents and her golden child of a older brother .