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YAĞMUR SHEREE KACZKA née BLACKOWL
personality
maternal / stubborn / bull-headedShe cares very, very deeply for others, and has been known to exhibit a bit of a maternal side toward loved ones.
Lately, however, she has turned into a shell of her former self, and has been very sad, angry, homesick, and filled with grief.
moral alignment
chaotic good
tarot
Wheel of Fortune
interests
plants, animals, gardening, nature, mechanical work, keeping busy, poppies, cacti, rural living
disinterests
the city, homesickness, arrogant people, injustice, her job at the factory
music
Norma Tanega, Mia Blake, Don McLean, Johnny Cash, Patsy Cline, Creedence Clearwater Revival, Led Zeppelin, The Kinks, Cream, The Mamas and the Papas
bisexual
orient.
cis woman
gender
Y ağmur was born to a teenage couple in a small, unincorporated area in northern Oklahoma in 1951. Not long after her conception, her parents had been forcefully married and then promptly disowned by their respective families. This had caused her parents, especially her mother, to resent her heavily before her life had even begun.
Her parents would quickly fall into patterns of neglecting and mistreating their young daughter, and by the time Yağmur was able to walk and talk she and her parents would regularly get into screaming matches, and the three would occasionally turn to enacting violence on each other.
At age 10 she would start running away from home, but would be returned within a few hours to a day, whether it was because somebody had found and returned her, or because she felt guilty for leaving..
At 16, however, she would run away from home for good. After being locked out of the family home and being told not to come back, she would run off to her then-boyfriend’s house. Samael’s family would welcome her with open arms, and within months the pair would be happily married.
Shortly after high school, she and Samael would take over his family's farm, raising animals and growing crops to sell during the summer and fall.
The couple's happy life of domesticity would be cut short after 27 years at the sudden, gruesome, accidental death of Samael.
Shaken by his death, Yağmur would begin to isolate herself, and the farm would fall into neglect.
Hearing of her situation, members of Samael's extended family from out of state would offer to buy the farm off of her and “politely” shoved her out of the picture.
Now a grieving widow with little income, minimal job experience and nowhere to go, Yağmur would end up moving across the country and up into northern Michigan. She would be hired at a factory, where she mostly kept to herself and didn't interact often with others.
Not long after her hiring, a small, sickly, abandoned kitten would be found half-dead behind a dumpster in the parking lot by one of her coworkers. Observing Yağmur’s sad, lonesome nature (and not wanting to have to pay vet bills), the coworker would pass the kitten on to her.
Never having had a cat before and not quite sure what to do, Yağmur would take the kitten to a vet to receive intensive care. Once it had been stabilized and was able to be taken home, Yağmur had decided to keep her and had named her Matilda.
Shortly before her first summer in Michigan, Yağmur would begin work at a far less depressing plant nursery, while also maintaining her factory job at a reduced schedule.
Now it's just her and her kitten against the world, and things are starting to look better.
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