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clowniicat
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Character code
Custom coloured
Medium difficulty
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nonexistent meet-cute
vylet pony
ABOUT
sparky is a secondary character in attribute to the series 'broken souls, reconciled hearts' it was my fursona in 2019, but i decided to bring it back as its own character!!sparky is usually either chill or hella chaotic, theres no inbetween, that depends solemly on her mood!! it is the token extrovert of its friend group, being the one that does all the socialisation for them..she also has ADD, OCD, HPD, and CPTSD. despite all of that, it tries to be sane enough for the team. to top it off, sparky is an art student whos studying for a degree in 2D illustration and animation!!!
STATS
- visual arts
- engaging everyone in the conversation
- getting things to go her way
- being there for it's friends
- asserting boundaries (ends up with toxic people)
- exppressing honesty in most situations, out of good faith
- keeping in control of herself
- managing its stresses
DESIGN
- sparky has one ear up and one down!! the pink one being up and the blue one down
- sparky's design is asymmetrical! (in your pov) pink is always on the left and blue on the right)
- it's top scars are not optional, unless if drawn in feral (not preferred)
- sparky can be drawn in any SFW intended outfits!! it usually wears stuff more 'bright and revealing' to express its outgoing personality
STORY
TW/CW: abuse..forced surgery..just trauma, idk??
sparky spent most of its life living with its aunt, due to both of her parents being very busy making ends meet. however, little did her parents know that her aunt isn't who it thinks she is. since sparky's aunt is its main caregiver, she pretty took over most of its life. from a very young age, sparky was forced to study for many hours on an end without breaks, and if she didnt bring back a desirable grade in her test papers, or was too tired to study, her aunt would result in violence against her. for most of sparky's life, she has been told that whatever she's going through is just a stricter sense of discipline, and was just overreacting whenever she tried seeking help. sparky was a high achiever with heavy burnout, and eventually started doing worse in its academics in its midteens. it had all of its potentials wiped out, besides its interest for art. she often feels underachieved in life for picking a 'low income' job in the workfield, but her friends often reassure her that its okay to pursue the things she like to heal from the past
sparky is intersex, and its parents made it have sex reassignment surgery at birth against its will. her parents raised her as a female and never told her that she's born intersex. she figured that out through looking at her medical records, and it felt betrayed that it was never told of this. sparky did end up getting top surgery/chest reduction too when she is older due to her chest being a big reason of her chronic back pains. sparky grew up having more neutral relationships with the people around her. though as when she got older, she felt deprived of closer connections (due to child neglect). sparky would often seek out new friendships and relationships, but those around her often felt that she was too much to handle because of how she's been torn apart from her past. luckily, those who truly love and care for sparky would be there for it no matter shine or storm
TRIVIA
- sparky lives in a rented apartment alongside with elfy, avery, and allen!! they're just silly housemates
- sparky is partially a projection of my past self lol
- sparky is an afab intersex!! she has had both top and bottom surgery.
LINKS
elfy is sparky's most significant other...well platonically!! they are like a best friend and girlfriend at the same time, and nobody is replacable in her position. elfy and sparky have been friends since pre-teens, and went through everything thick and thin...because of how closely bonded they are, it feels like soulmates. elfy is always grateful for sparky being in its life and helping it to function, as it struggles to live alone.
avery is like a younger sibling/child to sparky!! they shared common experiences within their pasts, and that established their friendship. avery and their sister lives in sparky's rented spartment, and they are just cool roomies tbf!! they are very often seen hanging around sparky and her friends
arielle, alongside avery, is like a younger famillial figure to sparky!! sparky sometimes sees a part of her younger self in arie, which makes her a little overprotective sometimes as to ensure arie doesn't go through even more rubble. sparky feels heartwarmed knowing that arielle looks up to her, and would pick up sone of its antics and try to be like it.
haloz and sparky's relation to say the very least, is well, very complex. haloz's past self (when she and sparky were 14) was very destructive towards himself and the ones he loves, which pushed sparky away. she would bring a bunch of negative attention towards her and sparky, which made a large sum of sparky's ex schoolmates hate her. besides that, past haloz was always upholding high expectations in their relationship that sparky could not fufill. this caused a huge spar between both of them, and for sparky to angrily cut off contact with haloz. she still sees haloz in the streets or at its school sometimes (their schools are near each others), and notice how haloz would shoot a guilty and intidimated look at her whenever he noticed her in his presence. sparky knew deep down that haloz became a better person, but it found itself still being unforgiving towards her regardless, due to the amount of pain he caused in the past.
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