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A part time employee.
A close and beloved friend. Cherishes time spent in his company and would readily drop near anything to go to his aid.
Part time employer. Helped by in ways they could never repay yet still doesn't feel indebted to, but would readily give their aid in return should it ever be needed. Aware of the Chilblain's more horrific side and has met it first-hand more than once in their shared past. Fond of.
Son. Loved and immensely proud of.
Father. Abhorred.
Longs for the peaceful family days of his youth when his father was protective, gentle, and loving. Can now never forgive him for how he's treated the rest of their family and a multitude of his friends, among other crimes he's become aware of over the years.
Son. Proud of and unconditionally loved.
A source of massive conflict. Loved, but feels guilty for loving. Feared in ways that are never shown nor admitted to anyone, Saul included.
Ultimately, aspires to be both like, and nothing like his father.
Believes he is severely mentally ill, and as a result has great trouble blaming him for his actions. Excuses them to himself, at times.
Would never speak ill of even in the face of his victims.
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One hell of a relationship that never went beyond a twisted and platonic companionship, despite the male being the father of Lucy's children, created through non biological means.
A massive source of confusion, pain, regret, fear and conflict.
Does not truly know what he feels about the Jowjouk. Merely knows he should not love him but still does.
Son. Loved, missed.
Father.
Loved, though feels he's not allowed to feel anything positive towards his unofficial sire.
Feared just as much.
Bitterly jealous of all those who get a shred of the Sciamachy's attention.
Feared, hated. Will never forgive Akos for the atrocity Saul blames him for, whether Akos is aware of it or not. Avoids entirely, but wouldn't pass a chance to attempt executing him if ever it was presented.
Hated unlike any other.
Perhaps because he feels he's wronged the male as much as he's been wrong by him.
Tries to avoid all thought of. Mostly a buried memory. Not sure how he'd react to running into the Hoarfrost again.
Aware of. Longs to know, but avoids in order to preserve the stability of her family's life.
Paternal grandfather. Unmet.
she's not my employee anymore and i don't know how to describe the feelings here
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A trick of the light. One he'll look for again.
Drawn to him for very simple reasons: she was bored and he looked cool. What began as curiosity evolved into a deeper conversation and a strange comfort. Quietly respectful of and gives an unexpected gravity to his words.