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Family, friends, acquaintances, everyone is always asking me how it is that I married him; what I could possibly see in him. But how could I think of a short answer to that? Love isn't some mathematical equation, it simply exists. He's the right one for me, and that's all. He has a bad reputation, I know that's why people ask those thinly veiled questions, because they have doubts about his character... but well, to me it seems that simply nobody understands my Eli like I do~
Lorelei, my Röslein, my Sleeping Beauty... I still can't believe sometimes that it's not all a dream, she's really my wife. I don't know how I ever deserved her. What I know is that she should live like a queen; that's why I work so hard.
Ziah is so distant - even as a child, he never liked to be touched, and that I could understand, but for years now he barely spares me a glance or a few words, as if I wasn't his mother at all. It feels awful saying this about my only child, but sometimes he scares me, the way he treats people around himself. I'm afraid that along with his glass tail, something else broke that time I wasn't watching him as well as I should've, and that he might grow up truly heartless. It's a ridiculous thing to think, I know...
*sighs* It's not as if I hate my mother... pragmatically speaking, I would not be alive without her, after all. It's not that she is of no use to me either. I just do not understand her and her games of words and emotions, and besides, the way father acts around her makes me uncomfortable...
Big brother! He's my best friend since childhood. Lately I've been worried I might lose touch with him just because of Eli and his sister fighting... hopefully that wouldn't happen, right?
Miss Harang is really a very sweet and polite young lady. I do admit her looks caught me off guard when I was first considering her as Ziah's teacher, but within a few minutes she won me over. Sometimes I have her join me for tea when she's finished with the lesson, and she is simply nothing but lovely.
She's nice and does her best to make me feel welcome even though we could easily have a professional relationship only, I appreciate it. :) She seems to get nervous about the topic of Ziah a lot though, even if she's his mom and our relationship revolves around him... it's odd but I don't push it.