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Like a mad dog after a rabbit, I keep run, running, running, running
Evil are the demons that haunt you
- Ca'sezo is practically always in a state of questioning himself.
- He is a poor Jedi and has left the order.
- Ca'sezo is AFAB.
- Ca'sezo has a pet albino womp rat named (TBN).
Ca'sezo doesn't know who he is and feels utterly lost.
He's technically only half Mirialan, the other half being human, but he looks exactly like his Mirialan mother, hardly like his human father at all. He has an uncomfortable relationship with The Force. While both of his parents are both force sensitive, they both have strong opinions and beliefs regarding it, sometimes contraditing. As such, they both had differing opinions on who Ca'sezo was meant to be.
Ca'sezo, alongside the struggles with who he was meant to be, was faced with internal struggles as well. He wasn't given the tools necessary to deal with those emotions, so he started to overcompensate for his percieved faults. He's put up shrouds that distance himself from what everyone wants. Ca'sezo doesn't fully understand what or why he does things, he just wants some kind of control and stability.
Ca'sezo's journey of self-discovery led to himself and many others getting hurt. Overcome with regret, he runs. He runs from everyone and everything. He's slowly began to heal, stepping back from the Jedi and the war as a whole.
Associations
Jedi PadawanCa'sezo was placed in the Jedi Temple at a young age. He wasn't even sure if he wanted to do it, himself, at first. He simply did his best to live up to what his parents generally expected from him. His uncertainty led to him lagging behind many of his peers. He even broke the rules multiple times and got away with it just as a minor act of self-expression in a world he didn't quite understand.
He was present, helping fight during the battle of Tython. He did many good deed, then, plenty enough to cover up anything bad he did. Somehow, during this, he managed to slip through the cracks to knighthood. Perhaps they saw something in him that he didn't... But Ca'sezo believed from the moment the Masters put their fatih in him that he would certainly disappoint.
Jedi KnightCa'sezo, as a Jedi knight, did as was asked of him. He carried out orders, but no one could really see just how those orders were being carried out. Ca'sezo's actions were often self-serving. Somewhere in him, there was a niggling doubt about what he was doing, but he finally felt like he was in control. He kept on doing as he saw fit.
When he was tasked with helping The Hero of Tython in invading the Emperor's lair, he too is overwhelmed, his mind controlled. He lost all autonomy, used as a Sith-like puppet for whatever the Emperor wanted. When he was freed of this control, he found the darkness he felt overwhelming. He spiraled, feeling the combined blood from whatever deeds he did in the name of Sith and for his own amusement. After that, he fled the Order.
Acolyte of The Force EnclaveCa'sezo isolated himself after abandoning the Jedi. He found himself in a little Copero Villa, where none from his old Order would find him. He spent a lot of that time trying to recenter himself, trying to figure out who he wanted to be. When a Sith from the Eternal Alliance tracked him down, seeking his help, he reluctantly agreed.
The Force Enclave was a haven for force users of every ideology and background. There, he was able to find direction and, in turn himself. He opened his heart and mind to possibilited outside of the narrow scope he had been forced into and flourished because of it. He finally found out who he wanted to be.
Ca'sezo was his mother's daughter. That was who he was meant to be, but he wanted different.
When Ca'sezo was born, his parents gracefully bowed out from the Jedi Temple. Hell, they had left as soon as they fell in love. His mother, however, felt immense grief. She felt as though she had lost a large portion of her connection with The Force. She and her husband worked tirelessly to hone Ca'sezo's connection with the force, training him in the ways of the Jedi outside of the temple. His mother intended for him to do what she could not-- be the perfect model of a Jedi. His father, however, wanted his child to have more freedom to decide. His father was also a coward and failed to stand up for him when his mother made up her mind.
As Ca'sezo was learning in his youth, he began to feel disconnected from many things. Despite there being a connection with the force deep in him, his connections with himself and his family were fraying and falling apart. He felt apathetic and lost, only going through the motions because his mother said so. He couldn't bring himself to bring any of those thoughts up to his mother or father. After all, he had to be a good and faithful daughter to them both. He fell into line and heeded their lessons.
When the time came, his parents contacted the temple. He could see the doubt in the faces of the Masters, but they still agreed to let him into their ranks to train properly. Perhaps under proper tutelage, he would find himself on the right track... due to his practive and training already, he was ahead of the curve compared to the other force-sensitive children his age. It led to some harsh words from his peers, but he persevered on. He would become Jedi and make his parents proud.
- Ca'sezo is capable of force lightning, but he kept hidden from the other Jedi padawans.
- Ca'sezo often feels like his connection with the force is better than his conenction with people.
- Ca'sezo knows Rarin Vagrea but never got close to her.
- Ca'sezo's property on Corpero is officially in his name, Warr helps him maintain it.
- Ca'sezo chose to stay with the Force Enclave even after his training.
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