Rosalie Pamela Martez

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ROSALIE PAMELA MARTEZ

NICKNAME Ros, Rosie
AGE 25
BIRTHDAY 2nd October
GENDER Female [ Any pronouns ]
HEIGHT 1,63 m
ORIENTATION Asexual Panromantic
BOYFRIEND Gisbert Stradler
OCCUPATION W&E Restaurant (1) employee
VOICECLAIM Kalafina
ABOUT

As much as Rosalie feels pretty confident, composed and straightforward while being in environments and surroundings she knows really well, she easily and immediately loses her confidence whenever she steps out to something new, whenever she interacts with strangers. Pretty easygoing to approach anyone and compliment them softly in any way, but immediately withdraws and steps back whenever something goes the wrong way in the slightest. Heavily, even overly empathetic to the point that any events and incidents will really play with her mental state along with emotions, but also she might even blame herself for anything bad that happenned to anyone else (even if it's not related to her in the slightest). Easy to manipulate and guilttrip. Even though she might know and be aware of what is right and that she is right and the very moment, it can be easily crumbled if you show and express loud power over her in emotional and physical wise. Always tries to respect herself but powerful people easily scare her, making it harder to communicate and say out loud that something bothers her. Mostly really giving and selfless, showing up to others whenever she's only fully functional and then hides in her own room at home for the rest of her free time, not willing to express her negativity and heavily vulnerable and fragile personality to anyone else but herself.
STATS

INTELLIGENCE
PATIENCE
EMPATHY
MORAL
CONFIDENCE
HUMOR
CHARISMA
SANITY
LIKES + DISLIKES

  • Gardening, plants
  • Fashion, art, music
  • Cooking & baking
  • Reading books
  • Sleeping
  • Unprompted touches
  • Sexual content
  • Drugs & alcohol
  • Any type of gore & blood
  • Heat
DESIGN NOTES

  • Eyebags
  • Ears piercings + (star-shaped) ear flesh tunnels
  • Little wooden bunny earring on her left ear
  • Slim body type
  • Curly-ish/wavy, thick, soft hair
  • Usually there's barely any nail polish left on her nails
  • Prefers comfortable/baggy clothes
  • Slouches a bit but constantly fixes her composure
TRIVIA

  • Rosalie is Finnish. Speaks fluent English & Finnish (uses Finnish to talk with her siblings & parents when they're all alone).
  • Lives with Ian and Alex in a house located in I2, next to the apartment complex where Octavian & Louis live.
  • She's the middle kid from Martez family.
  • Her hometown is Helsinki, Finland.
  • Owns an aquarium full of fishes. Ian currently takes most care of it, though.
  • Owns a big, old, stuffed panda called "Yama". Uses it as a pillow while sleeping or generally laying in bed.
  • Owns a big stuffed bunny called "Buni". She got it from Gisbert on her 25th birthday (2021).
  • Got a set of handmade wooden bunnies from Gisbert. She cherishes those gifts to the point she takes them everywhere with herself, wherever she can. Turned the smallest bunny figurine into an earring, so she can wear it on herself all the time.
  • There's a pretty big garden in the back yard, and Rosalie is the one who fully takes care of it all. Matthew regularly helps her out in there whenever he visits, though.
  • Slightly allergic to mango and dust.
  • Smells like a mix of honey with citrus.
  • Just like in her siblings' case, bugs really like to cling to her. Especially mosquitos, whose she is slightly allergic to.
  • Her hair floofs up once she's surprised or excited.
  • Her room is way smaller than Alex's, probably half the size of his room even. It's full of her stuff but in not overwhelming, yet rather really warm and organized way (comforting maximalism). One of the corners in her room, along with the little balcony, is entirely filed with potted plants. Her entire room is in dark magenta + dark brown color scheme.
  • Her room is her safest space and she spends most of her time in there in her free time, mostly to keep negative emotions and thoughts only to herself.
  • She will never admit it out loud, but she's scared of intoxinated people. People that are after/during usage of drugs and alcohol work like a trigger for her, making her heavily uncomfortable, scared and/or generally upset.
  • Buying new plants whenever she's feeling sad/negative/empty is her most common coping mechanism. The other one is forcing herself to sleep.
  • She can't get addicted to anything.
  • Her pain and alcohol tolerance are a bit below average.
  • Bad at self-defense and easily panics when attacked in any way.
  • Asks her closest relatives to use different pronouns [ They/He ] on her for certain periods of time whenever she doesn't feel alright after negative situations (e.g. catcalling in public and things similiar to that).
  • Tends to bite her nails and pick/scratch on her skin whenever she's stressed out.

BOYFRIEND
Rosalie sincerely wants to marry this man. She never thought that she will end up in a relationship with an angel of a boyfriend. Whenever she's around him, she feels the most safe she ever felt in her entire life. The one who reassures her that she's perfect the way she is and there's nothing to change about her.

OLDER BROTHER
HOUSEMATE
Rosalie cares about him and loves him with her entire heart but she will never have courage to tell him straight in the face how much he hurted and traumatized her with his careless behaviors while being intoxinated. She's feeling co-dependent on him since the early childhood, since he always was the "older brother in position of power", along with him being vocal about the rights he believes in.

???
Shivers go down Rosalie's spine each time she suspects that Nico is fronting. She's scared of him to the point she's not sure of her own safety around him, even though Nico fortunately(?) only talks bullshit instead of taking any action each time.

YOUNGER SISTER
Rosalie feels bad that in their early childhood she "left Lucy behind", not knowing how to understand what Lucy feels at that very moment and what exactly happenned. Even though they talked it out years later, even though Lucy easily understood Rosalie's mixed feelings and forgave her with no hard feelings at all, even though they get along perfectly fine now, Rosalie still feels like she owes Lucy a lot to make up all those years they lost.

???
Some sort of Rosalie's childhood trauma, especially when they were fronting and immediately went in to hurt animals in the neighborhood. A horrible thing to witness for such empathetic and fragile child. It made her feel extremely uncomfortable around Lucy in overall since then. Even though Eni fronts really rarely and they improved a lot as Lucy's alter due to therapy, the thought itself of them appearing again scares Rosalie a lot.
FIIA & ROBERT MARTEZ

PARENTS
They're good parents and Rosalie never had any bad word about them, or she doesn't remember. They're definitely not perfect but she's aware that they do everything to keep their kids happy and they're willing to get educated to not hurt their little sunshines as time passes. Even though Rosalie's childhood memories are pretty hazy, she still remembers pretty places and family warmth that her parents took her to and given to her.

HOUSEMATE
DEAR FRIEND
A really sweet person that found his place in Rosalie's and Alex's house. Even though they dont interact that much, she still really likes to cook and bake with him, share interests and teach him some stuffs. She's really hoping that Alex won't mess this relationship up and that Ian stays in this place for a long time, if not forever, feeling happy.

DEAR FRIEND
Rosalie always wants to reassure Erwin that he is welcomed in her space no matter what. She genuinely cares about him and makes sure he's doing well and healthy.

BROTHER-IN-LAW
An absolute sweetheart that randomly popped up in Lucy's life and they fell in love from first sight. Got married shortly after, making him Rosalie's brother-in-law. Good for them! Matt visits from time to time since he feels really comfortable at Alex's and Rosalie's home. He's always really welcomed there as well.

CO-WORKER
EX-CRUSH
DEAR FRIEND
Even though Kyle was Alex's boyfriend by that time, Rosalie couldn't hold her feelings back and ended up having a crush on him for a pretty long period of time either way, especially after Kyle and Alex broke up. He helped her out and gave her a place to stay especially when Alex got heavily into alcohol addict and she felt pretty unsafe to be around him. Even though her feelings died down over time, they're still really close friends; but they actually don't hang out that much after work anymore.

CO-WORKER
DEAR FRIEND
She was aware that Aaron had a crush on her but she never saw him as anyone more than a close friend. He never confessed that outright so she didn't need to struggle with telling him off, it's not even known if she would have heart to refuse to his feelings. His feelings died down on it's own eventually and their bond didn't change in the slightest bit. Just two friends that are really reliable and helpful towards each other.

CO-WORKER
FRIEND
There were many situations involving Mari over time and things used to be really tough here and there, but Rosalie doesn't hold any hard feelings against her. They get along just fine especially since Mari found her way to work on herself well enough and get better mentally. They used to get along in the past just fine as well, but now Rosalie feels way more comfortable with Mari around. Mari gives off a feeling of older sister figure to Rosalie as well, which feels really nice.

CO-WORKERS
GOOD FRIENDS
Two guys that Rosalie really enjoys working and talking with. Not only that they share the same interests, but also they match the same energy with her, so she never feels drained out of stamina while interacting with them. Gentle and quiet but energetic and full of humor at the same time, along with the fact that they're heavily hardworking and caring about everyone around them.

CO-WORKER
Rosalie used to really like her but since Caroline got a crush on Alex and started acting like a fool, along with making problems and fights over nothing, Rosalie's tolerance towards Caroline's attitude fell really low. She's reliable and hard-working at the restaurant but she wastes lots of time by focusing on Alex, even though he told her clearly to move on or things will get proggressively worse. She can't separate her personal problems from the workplace.

CO-WORKER
Rosalie always tried to bond well enough with Lucas over all the years, but once it got to the point where Lucas got into obvious drug addict, she feels extremely uneasy around him. Even though he's one of the most kind and helpful people, she still can't trust him at all.

CO-WORKER
Due to the past events where Amelie was bringing chaos and violent attitude to the workplace, Rosalie still feels uneasy around Amelie. They keep the interactions with each other at work to the bare minimum, even if Amelie calmed down enough for a while and she's aa bit more approachable now.

GOOD FRIENDS
Rosalie knows them because of Aaron. She tends to hang out with Jacob in book, cooking and other interests wise, meanwhile she hangs out with Linda usually to play any sorts of games together. She likes their company a lot.

EX-CO-WORKERS
MUTUALS
Rosalie doesn't see any of them that often, but they indeed always stop by to talk here ad there once they spot each other. She worked with them for a short period of time but she has really good feelings and memories tied with those people.

EX-CO-WORKERS
Rosalie worked with all of them for a short period of time and she never wants to see them again. She doesn't care if they became better people; their actions that she witnessed in the past were disgusting enough for her and she doesn't want to keep in any touch with them. She doesn't see them that often either way, which is for the better.

???
She saw him only a few times in the very past when Alex fell into his first drug addict. Alex and Cornel were pretty close friends in druggery business, but thankfully Cornel got out of it decently enough. Rosalie knew about his horrible relationship and life problems, and she always only wished him the best.

...
Rosalie never saw any of them personally but she's scared of them, she hates them, and she wishes that Alex could cut them off his life completely. They're bad people, and they're the ones that want Alex to relapse for their own sick entertainment.

██████
Everyday I wake up with a feeling of your disgusting touch all over my body. I keep on feeling the taste of blood in my mouth
BACKSTORY

[TW: MENTION OF ANIMAL CRUELTY/DEATH]


The middle kid from pretty wealthy Finnish Martez family, Rosalie, was always a really obedient but quiet kid, easy to manipulate, guilttrip and order around. Not only that she could be easily bullied by the kids in the neighborhood and even during school years, but she could easily get blamed for something she didn't do and she was willing to hold the responsibility since she was too scared to fight back and speak up for herself. Thankfully Alexander, the "perfect older brother", used to protect her from most of the harm as much as he just could. It was common to see Rosalie hidden behind Alex's back whenever they were outdoors together. But he was the person in position of power in her eyes as well, so she believed that everything he does and says is right.

Rosalie really loved her younger sister, Lucianne, since she was just born, and they were getting along perfectly fine over the years. Not only that Rosalie treated Lucy as her sweet little sister, but also best friend of sorts. That childhood life was going in consistent and really bearable pace, until years later Rosalie witnessed something that her weak heart handled really poorly.

Lucy harming a poor cat, in the most unspeakable way possible, in the front yard. The poor thing died. No. Lucy wouldn't do that, would she?
She loves animals. Just like I do.

She looks at me now, fully covered in blood. Why her stare is so different?
It's scary. I'm scared.
I need to call out to someone. Alex? Mom? Dad? Anyone?
I'm shaking. It turns out I'm so scared to the point that I can't let out any noise.
Why do you keep on staring at me? Please don't hurt me. Please, Love, please don't hurt me.
Everything turns black. It's too much for me to handle.

I woke up a long while after, surrounded by my family, but Lucy wasn't there. I don't know where she was since then. I saw her rather rarely, and I don't remember if it was because I avoided her this much, if Alex forbid me to see her, or because she indeed wasn't home most of the time for some reason.
I don't remember. My childhood memories got really hazy since that incident and I don't know if I want to dig into it, or know how it all went until we moved out to Berkton.
My family told me that I shut down completely since then. I kinda remember how much I was bullied at school, but it gets even more blurry the more I try to think of it.


Fiia and Robert decided to move out to another continent since they had a really good job offer in New Yxrk area; they wanted to move out to that place out of curiosity for a while either way. Lucy ended up staying in Finland under the care of her aunt and uncle, seeking proffessional mental help obediently since she was diagnosed.

Fiia and Robert, after two years of working in the new place, decided to come back to Finland, to their old work, since things weren't going the best way in job wise in the end, but Rosalie and Alex really ended up enjoying living in Berkton. It was some sort of fresh start and relief, especially to Rosalie as she felt way better in the school here. She was way more accepted and it helped her gain more confidence.

So be it. They decided to come back and leave their beloved children in Berkton on their own, willing to fully help them out financially. Both Rosalie and Alex decided to look for a job after graduating higschool, and they ended up working for W&E Entertainment. And so on it stayed like this, even now. It's a restaurant, and along with the fact that they both always had a kick in gastronomy since childhood, it just worked out perfectly.

It's year 2014 and Alex suddently brings some feral, homeless guy to their home. Kyle Silve apparently, that ran away from the orphanage a couple years ago, with nothing to live with.

[ tba ]