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He's kind of exhausting to be around. But we've known each other our whole lives, so I understand why he's like this. He's a walking fucking disaster for my social life, but none of my cool friends are...very cool at being my friends. He's important to me, even if he is a nonstop asshole.
We're like brothers, but closer, especially the part that I hate him. He used to be a really nice guy until high school and then he discovered Hot Topic and turned into an asshole. But we grew up together, you know? He's important to me, even if he dresses like a tool now.
He's really childish, but in the nice way. Unselfish. The world is full of fucked up darkness and I just know, someday, he's going to walk right into a disaster and won't be able to handle it. I don't want him to grow up. Every time I look at him it's like we're ten years old again, and I feel like I've lost something but he hasn't. He's a little embarrassing though.
He's trying so hard to be a cool guy now, but nothing's really changed. He's always been a little bit sad, probably because he used to get sick a lot when we were kids. So now he's just sad on the outside, because that's popular these days. I'm proud of him! Instead of just being shy, he calls it emo and people love it. But at the end of the day he's as big a nerd as I am, I think.