Blué

Sothis story began quite boring and normie like. She was a girl of 17 years old, studying for her finals. She never had any friends or even really people to talk to in the school. The outsider, ugly one, foreigner, bullied and at other schools just ignored for things that were out of her control. So in 6th class she went into the library and found this cool loking cat books. And with that things spiraled into Anime, edgy Youtube AMVs, Warrior Cats fananimation (god bless Flightfootwarrior, RainSkiller, Urnam7, SSSWarriorCats and many more) and with that came interest up with digital drawing, animation and how to do that.

She has built a small following on deviantArt with fanart and was generally into drawing. Not the best but also not the worst. Now that she was studying for finals she asked on dA if someone wanna practice with her talking more English for her exam. She then found a small group of people, and of course they talked, got to know each other more and also artwise. In this period Shadowheart was longer retired as a Sona it felt like something new and better fitting was needed. And so the first version of Blue-Krew was created, a bit weird compared to the design now but it was fully an own effort and something really special. THE STRUGGLE WAS REAL.

Night pointing into distance to a better future

Fast forward now 7 years. She is 24, has matured a lot, went emotionally through Vietnam, applied for apprenticeship, finished it and got the job she wanted and worked for. And now works the second year like a full fledged adult. And the most important part, she hast met her silly sammich and they moved together after having lived through 3 painful years of long distance relationship, two of that during covid.

She couldn't have wished for more, even tho plagued by personal self-esteem and confidence issues but factically - she has never dreamed of having all this, back then whe she designed this silly design. So much has changed and evolved, so did she and her relationship. Dealing with problems and difficulties is part of life and that's a hard lesson to learn.

It is funny to think about how she met Night, originally were just on the same server, from her side was never a big interest since she was shy, introverted and not that much into online and gaming yet. He for some reason just texted her a Terraria reference and they kinda texted every day casually, for half a year. They had a running gag that they are people of culture and watch hentai for the plot - and so they had sessions were they simply watched hentai together - for the plot. Yeah, most romatic shit ever, and most important at that time Night had such an utter dogshit microphone - no it was a scraps of one. Through which you understood MAYBE a word but thats too much. In summer of 2019 they wanted to go Gamescom but due to having a minijob at the time Blue couldn't make it and they had to get rid of the tickets Night bought for both. That was also a mess- And through this circumstances they kind of got closer bit by bit. Of course Night had to take the first step, would it have been for her, they may never have gotten together. Since she can't imagine be deserving of that or even be someones type ever.
But Night definitely proved her wrong <3