Shaan's Links
I know my father means well, but it's impossible to talk to him when he refuses to see my side of things and constantly questions my motives! Just because I'm not satisfied with "good" and want to be "great", suddenly everything I do demands scrutiny. Can't he just give me support and let me figure things out the way I want to?
Shaan was such a sweet child. I don’t really understand why or when he became so angry, but I hope that simply offering to listen helps show him I still care. If nothing else, my invitations to tea mean I get to see Mulhaan more often, and reassure myself that they’re both doing... reasonably alright.
Yeah I definitely fight with Aithemis more than Ezra. We're both too hot-headed when we get frustrated and things... really blow up. He raised me to be tough and take no shit, then turns around and tells me my ambitious are too dangerous. I'm gonna do things my way and he can either be proud that I can stand on my own feet or not - I don't care.
He’s a tough kid, and I’m proud of him for that. What I’m NOT proud of is the way he treats that sweet Guardian of his. Don’t know why in gods’ names he thinks that’s okay, but as he’s reminded me a few times now, I can’t send him to his room for it anymore. Just gotta hope something knocks some sense into his head before he fucks up something he can’t fix.