Retsu

"... I have always been alone. And I'm okay with that. I don't have to talk, laugh, and be with people. That's why I lock up my feelings and memories away. I don't need such inconvenience things in my heart." - Retsu

TRIVIA

• Lost her parents and older brother in an in house robber
  
  • Family died in murder 
    • Retsu hid in the closet by her brother shortly before he died
    • Blames herself for their deaths
      • But the truth is that her house was burnt down by the robber, and she actually killed the robber who was about to rape her in the closet.
        • She sees herself unclean and dirty so she avoids interaction.
• Retsu has a trauma of small closed dark area
• Retsu lies about her family dying in a car crash for so long, she sees it as her new truth
• Believes human emotions such as sad, happy, depressed, and disgust are useless emotions and locks them away inside her
  • Making her feel almost emotionless.
• Only likes solitude.
• Often talks in monotone and rarely shows expression. She is also very blunt.
• Grew up acting cold to isolate herself from the inside
  • In the inside, she begins to feel jealous of those who are "saved" and were given fortune and luck