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3 main things are going on in Angie's head:
"I'm so mad at this asshole. This shit for brain asshole tries to make decisions for me, then gets pissed off b/c I didn't let him kill himself, and becomes an actual monster, and fucking KILLS A MAN. if he feels guilty good he deserves it. that mother fucker needs to fix his shit."
"He really is a monster tho. like no denying that. when he killed Damien I don't think he could control himself. what if he loses himself again. what if that happens to me."
"I really care about this man but he makes it so hard. He sweet and funny and Sometimes in the quiet moments, I think I can imagine living my life with this man. and then I become acutely aware of our situation. "
(11/18/19):
He's human again, well as a human is he's been in a while. He spent most of today looking like a semi skinned possum And cowering away from William. The Damien has been all but resolved and we have Cait back. I'm still frustrated with Adam. I don't know how to talk to him anymore it been too hectic to talk to him about anything. maybe now that things are resolved we can talk. lay it all out
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(WIP) He was my responsibility during my time in the AEM. I was the one assigned to look after him. it wasn't an easy job, especially in the beginning. He almost skewered me the first couple times I checked on him. I have a few scars from those encounters. All in all, I was one of the lucky ones the last few caretakers died.
after a long month of paranoid and panicked postures, He calmed down enough to talk and hold a conversation. he was funny in a stupid goofball kind of way. we got to know each other cracking jokes and making fun of each other I think we even liked each other after a while.
They started sending me on missions. I couldn't be gone for too long though b/c this baby of a man would have little tantrums. I would say it was endearing but it was grossly childish and he definitely got a scolding when I got back.
Out of everything that has happened during the first five years i've been stuck in the AEM, Angie has been the one there for me. Of course, I wasn't...... the kindest to her at first. I thought she was another brainwashed thug thats just trying to keep me there. But, underneath all that gruff is a person. Despite everything, she's the one person that's kept me going over these past few years. She reminds me that I'm human, no matter what the AEM says. She's been much kinder to me than I deserve, especially after everything that has been going down. I feel like if I wasn't involved in this cult, we'd've been able to have a normal relationship, but I know I'd just be dead anyways. I recognize that I've been...... dependent, since I "joined" AEM. I didn't get much there, and I was no longer human by their standards. Its been difficult trying to keep myself together without her. I want to make it up to her, but I need to focus on working on my own stuff first. We're finally away from the clutches of that shitty club, but not without its consequences. I'm not sure if she'll ever see me like the man I used to be, whatever that was, but I'm going to try to make things better for the both of us, wherever it takes us.
kind of an airhead, but a powerful one. makes the job interesting i guess.
She's at least helpful in a fight, just gotta be careful outside of one.
Strong and devout to the cause she was an amazing woman. She was my superior, I respected her as such until recently. Something happened while she was gone in vegas. She made herself a terrifying force.
She and the people of Archview Emergency Medical Ministry healed me when I was ringing deaths doorbell. but I'm now realizing that the people there never wanted to help me or anyone else just their cause we are just the bi-product. Do They twist the voice of Archidos for their wants or is the god I've been breaking my back for laughing in my face? But even then they've helped many like me.
More trouble than she's really worth. She's only watching Adam because she's the only one he trusts. I think we should've removed her long ago, but He is insisting. It's all just a part of the plan. Luckily she recognizes authority, so that's one thing out of the way.
"Man, I didn't ask for this. why do I always get stuck with the abominations first adam and now this. at least he's manageable and working with us for now. ill probably have to take care of him and that other one later but for now the truce stands."
(Nov 6 2020) "I.. I'm not sure what to think of this one. i asked him and will for help as a last resort and they agreed with little push back. maybe there are good demons. I'm pretty sure that's impossible. he could just be tricking me into trusting him."
She is tactical I'll give her that. I don't blame her for our first meeting, her situation is extremely unique, not one I would have expected. Her tone on William and I seem to be changing, though she still seems set in her ways. I think she'll understand the depth of her situation soon enough.
"She's the one Diana assigned to watch over Adam, on account Adam seemed to like her. it seems that its more than that now, how cute. There's always gonna someone who falls for the people no one will."
"She's vulgar and not the most intelligent of our field workers, but you don't have to be particularly smart to do a muscle job well. She can be charming when she wants to be but most of the time she's quite sarcastic and blunt. i haven't gotten the chance to talk to her but her reports are always interesting to say the least."