Cyn's Links
I love my mother so very much. She's sacrificed so much for our family and she's received nothing in return. I want to do so much more to help her, I can't stand seeing her suffer.
She spent so long just being alone, wallowing in grief over my stupid father. He kept her waiting for so long, he had her believing their love was one-sided. I certainly think their whole marriage is one-sided, but she insists that he makes her happy.
She really needs to find someone who will actually appreciate her and give her the love she deserves
Cyn is my eldest daughter. It wasn't easy raising her, since she never received any of Elijah's or my abilities. She always wished to be like her father and would be discouraged whenever she failed her attempts at using magic.
But she still grew up to be a fine young woman and I am proud of her. I do believe she's too hard on her father, but I understand why she says the things she does.
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I can't believe she's gone. My little baby... I fought so hard to have a child, to keep her safe... I failed her. I've failed Winter. How long until I fail Violet?
All I can do now is to keep her son safe. I won't make the same mistakes.
I will never forgive Elijah. Not only did he blame my brother for something that could never be his fault, but he abandoned my mother twice in her times of need!
He left without a word, left her to sit and wonder what she did wrong! Ugh, I can't believe I used to look up to him. I wanted to be just like him when I was a kid. But then he showed he was nothing but a scummy coward. I can't believe my mother still took him back after everything!
My beautiful and perfect daughter... I love her so much... She hates my guts, but I will never stop loving her. She's my daughter. I wish I could have a better relationship with her, I wish I could do things differently... but... she won't let me. I love her. I will never not love her.
Winter and I are pretty close and I can tell him just about anything. I love him with all my heart. I only want him to be happy, and it's amazing to see him work. I will say, I'm jealous of his magic and his ability to fly... But he does so many good things, it only makes sense that he's blessed with such powers
I still can't believe what my so-called father said to him, and I've stood by my brother's side ever since.
I'm a failure. I couldn't even save my sister- my magic was useless at the most important time... To never hear her voice again... doesn't feel real... It seems like only yesterday I was laughing with her and helping her build snowmen, and taking her on long moonlit flights so she could experience what it was like to fly... I never felt so cold in my life as I do now that she's gone. There aren't any words to describe this feeling. I'm so sorry I failed you...
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Cyn is my awesome little sis! From the day she was born, I have adored her! I had always wanted a sibling, and mom had such a hard time having kids of her own, I consider Cyn to be one of the best mericles I've witnessed! ... I know all she wants is magic... and I've been trying my hardest to give her magic every year around Christmas when my magic is at its strongest... It doesn't seem to be working... but- I'll continue to try! My baby sis is worth the effort! I sometimes wish I could give her one of my powers. I love Cyn. I'd do anything for her
Violet is the kind of person you just want to hug and never let go of. She's sweet and is so creative, it blows my mind.
I'm so glad to have her be a part of my family
What... what do you mean Cyn isn't coming home? She has to! She's my big sister! *sniff* She- She'll be back!!... She'll Be Right Back!!... She.... She said she would be home soon...
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My big Sister!! She's really cool, and I love her! She makes awesome snow sculptures! They look so rreeaall!!
When I accidentally knocked Icarus down, I felt awful about it. I was just in a rush, and he was balancing his text books... I had to make it up to him, so I took him to go grab a cup of tea.
We both have a lot going on in our lives right now, so we don't see each other a lot. He's a nice guy. Pretty smart, handsome, and he's kind of funny. An occasional hook up doesn't hurt, right?
We happened to bump into each other in Cross Town a while back. She accidentally knocked me over while she was in a rush, and she insisted on making it up to me.
One cup of tea later, we realized we have a lot of similar interests. She's pretty cute too. Maybe things can get a little more serious between us in the near future?
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I didn't realize - I... I didn't want this.
I thought we would become something more. Going steady, maybe even become even more serious and get married. But - the pregnancy was a shocking surprise for both of us. And at first, I was a bit excited. I thought we'd at least be able to become a family.
None of us expected this.
I've never met Stacy, but I know a lot of her. Apparently it's thanks to her that I'm alive.
I appreciate that she was able to help my mother. Maybe I can find the time to meet Stacy soon?
I wish I had more time... I loved her since before she was born... I wish there was something I could have done... I regret so much... I regret not being more present in her life... I regret not being around... I regret that she didn't know just how much I loved her... but she wasn't mine... but in a way she was mine from the start.
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I was asked by N and Elijah to surrogate for them. They struggled to keep a pregnancy and hoped that my extensive experience could help keep a child to term. Carrying Cyn and her brother was an honor, but also a difficulty. They were ice elementals, so I was constantly cold. My husband at the time was concerned and a little upset that I agreed to take on this task, but this was a worthy cause. I gave N updates every step of the way. Every doctor's appointment, every kick I felt. I was just as in love with these babies as I knew N and Elijah would be. I put up with being freezing cold, knowing that in the end, it would all be worth it. I absolutely panicked when I went into labor prematurely. I didn't want to lose them! especially since they were so close to being full term! Labor was rough, but once they were born... I didn't want to let them go. they were both so beautiful. But these children weren't mine, and I knew it. I wouldn't keep them from N, but I always hoped that I would see them again. When I heard the little boy passed away a few days later, I broke down in hysterical sobbing. I felt like I did something wrong, that it was somehow my fault. Clora assured me that I did everything I could. But Cyn Survived. I stopped receiving official updates about her, but I would hear how she was doing through Winter, who was so excited to have a baby sister. He thanked me a lot for helping to bring her into the world. I hope she's doing well... I still think about her. This old heifer never forgets the calves she bore.