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I hate him so goddamn much. He ruined me. I can't even look at myself because I can see each and every scar he gave me and it just reminds me of what he did...I hate myself because of him. I want to die because of him.
If I could go back and do it all again I'd shoot him right in the core the instant he first came into my office.
Dear, beautiful Gold. I waited so long to finally hold you in my arms. And when I did your screams were so much better than I ever imagined. I only wish I had gotten to see your death.
Csatta helped me out a lot! I'm really thankful to him and I look up to him a lot. He's kinda like a dad to me!
Gold's a good kid, but I think in some ways I hindered him more than I helped him.
Bisma!! She's cool and strong, and honestly probably saved my life. I tried to sneak away when she saved me because I didn't know that she was helping me at the time. But I realize now and I'm really thankful. She's a great friend and I really look up to her!
Oh hims an absolute sweetheart, ill tell you that. Gave me a bito trouble back in the day but was a great impact on me. Used ta be cold and bitter. Now im slightly less! Love the man to death, best friends for life.
Than'mir kinda got caught in the crossfire of me finally coming to terms with my identity. Which I feel kind of bad about, but I think he's already realized that's what happened. I won't say the time I spent with him was wasted though, he's still a great person and a really close friend of mine. I still care about him! And I still think he's too hard on himself.
To say the time was wasted would be a lie. I learned a lot while with him both about people and myself. While I'm saddened to see this go, I feel it's for the best. If he's happy, then I will be for him as well. I came out of the relationship with a wonderful friend.
He lived in Merzen briefly, I remember seeing him when I was a kid. Hearing stories about the kind of person he was then, and seeing him in action, it's surprising how different he is now! He's really friendly, and does the same kind of stuff that I did in Merzen, but on a much bigger scale. I like him!
Apparently he was the one who turned Merzen around. I didn' think that was possible, so it definitely speaks volumes for the kind of person he is. He's really friendly too, but he has this...feelin about him. He seems like a good person, I hope he's not hurtin or somethin.
They're really excitable and friendly! Nice, too! Apparently they're one of Gun's spouses.
Haha, I feel like I kinda understand this guy! That's bad!
I'll talk to Furan about him, because I think he went through something really rough. I want to help him! He seems like a good person!
He's also really nice! The UO is made of really nice people!
Apparently he's from that hell city Argo's from. He's got the same drive to improve things too. He's definitely got what it takes to make things better!
I am... SO tired of being nice all the time... to freaks like THIS... I want him DEAD.
You certainly have a lot of spunk, and I still remember what you did to me on that outpost. You'll certainly feel the effects of that one day, when everyone knows and Hates your name, boy. You need to learn a thing or two about discipline and respecting your elders.
Garrison's been my best friend for a long time. Easily closing in on a million years by now, if I'm remembering right. And... I think I've been in love with him that long too. It's really hard to tell because I spent so much time denying the fact that I was gay. But I know I've always cared about him, all the way from our time on the force in Merzen till now. He's always been there for me, inspiring me to keep pushing for what I know is right, and I've tried to be there for him in turn. Thanks for putting up with my dumb ass while I flailed around trying to ignore my own feelings, and also sorry about that. Even though it took me a long time to get here with you, here's hoping there's more time ahead of us!
Bestie! He's just the best! God I love him too! He's been there for me through thick and thin, as have I with him! Even after Merzenfall we were right next to one another. I made extra sure that he was safe from the nasty folk too. Though when I look at him myself, my cores flip in joy. One of these days, Maybe that'll be me standing there, holding your hand. Calling you my boyfriend. Wishful thinking~
Really loud and excitable and friendly! Aside from the loud bit I really like him! Though I kinda feel a bit of a bond to him like I did with Allulose. Maybe I could be his friend!
He'S GOLDEN! WHOA! He and all his friends are awesome!
One of Csatta's friends! He's really fluffy and tall! Don't get why everyone's so scared of him though, I've certainly met people way worse.
Good kid. Hate to make puns, but he's gotta heart of gold. Than'mir is head over heels with this one, good on them.
Sterling was actually kind of scary at first... I didn't know how to feel, because he was a taur and I'd only had one other, very bad experience with a taur. But he's great! I'm glad I got over it!
He seemed a bit freaked out by me a bit when we first met, but I'm super glad he's like super chill with me now. Whatever he had to deal with back then musta really sucked, cause I don't think I'm threatening at all...
Maybe it's the muscles?
Furan is really nice! She does the same kind of stuff that I used to do, but instead of bein physical, she helps with the things that come after the fact. She helped me be...normal again too. Fixed me in a way. I like her!
A lovely little man with a whole slew of problems. He didn't even recognize them as problems. What that man did to him...despicable. But I know how to deal with that brand of terror. I'm glad I could help him.
My brother's boyfriend! And...maybe Bisma's too? I don't know and I don't wanna upset her by asking. He's nice though. Whatever they are they seem happy, all three of them!
Landers's little brother. They look similar, but they're so different as people. At least outwardly. Gold's sweet, Landers is rough, neither seem good at handling their feelings.
Formaldehyde never told me I had a brother! Apparently he and Mal didn't get along though. He's way taller and way meaner than I expected. He was reluctant to say anything about our parents and now that I actually know about 'em...I'm glad they're not around. I'm hopin to get to know him better!
When I firs' heard about Gold I think I reacted a lil irrationally. I assumed that he musta gotten the parental love I missed out on. Stupid, I know, but I always have been. Now I actually now a bit about 'im and hooh boy, kids got issues. I feel horrible 'bout bein such an ass to 'im.
The leader of Merzen's mafia. He's not a terrible person, especially compared to some of the other people here. I mean, at least he's reasonable.
He came into power after I had settled down and learned the truth. I'm glad, I would have felt bad had we become enemies. I hope his time as sheriff is long and fruitful, Mechanos knows Merzen needs is.
He works in Co0l labs on Ita. He's a really interesting guy and he and Csatta get along really well! He makes me feel a little bit better about being oblivious myself there, though.
Ooh, he's Shiny!
If I recall cerrectly... he's Psi's friend. Defun a fun guy!
Psi's really supportive of me, and honestly I feel the same way right back at her. It was...rough...but hey, we're not alone. Might as well live with it together.
Gold and I went through the same thing with Lawrence. He went through is so much worse, but we're still in the same boat. People like us should stick together.
Brandy never could stand between Mal and I. Probably 'cause he beat her just as often. She finally startin gettin bold...just in time to bet murdered. We never figured out who did it but now I have my suspicions.
Poor Gold...I wish I could've done somethin' for him. If only I wasn't such a coward, maybe Mal wouldn't have messed him up so bad.
Mal's brother's...a lot nicer than Mal was. I kinda like him!
Jeez, poor kid. Raised by Mal. Probably better than his parent's would've been for him.
Everyone always thinks Mal's my dad for some reason, which really gets under my skin. I can see it but even if we were related I wouldn't think of him as a dad. He wasn't much o' one.
Grant and Halen's brat. No doubt their replacement for Landers. He's fun to torture for some retribution against all'a them, even if they're dead.
Tarren was one of...I think three people on the force who cared about me at all. He certainly seemed like it at least, I remember him sneakin me food a few times. He's helped in makin some accessibility changes to the city too!
Poor kid that Mal was takin "care" of. By care I mean mistreatin' the lad to the point where I'm pretty sure he fucked'm up in the head.; Glad ta see he's doin good nowadays but man...
Even if Mal were his dad, I'dda done the same thing Bisma did had I got the chance.
Keep goin strong, trooper.
One of Bisma's friends. I remember her from when I was at school in the upper layers too. She was so much nicer than anyone else up there, and she was a big help gettin Merzen back on track.
Oh! Oh dang! I knew him from a long time ago! He was adopted by Mal right? Poor dude, I am SO sorry you had to go through all that. Plus bein bullied at school.
I AM however super psyched to see you doin good nowadays! Gosh you're a cop now and I hope you do great!!!
Bisma likes him a lot...but he's really really scary. I feel like an idiot for feelin like this but I wonder if I'd be his next target. I'm next in line and he doesn't like the city at all... Mr. Csatta says not to worry too hard but he seemed bothered by it too.
Despite me having a good feeling about this child taking lead, I cannot shake the intense burning hatred toward the system he's going into. Two things can happen.
Optimistic approach he reforms the city for the better, which is the least likely to happen with everything surrounding him. The Pessimist in me however sees this as what it is. A danger to us, to create a stronger and deadlier enemy that of which we would never hope to rebel against. I'm weary of this, I hope Csatta knows what he is doing.
He's the owner of Eryth's favorite bar. He's really nervous about Garrison and I. Which I understand, the police reform is technically still recent in Merzen. Eryth still goes there, just with his old friends. We've run into him a few times on and off duty outside of the bar and aside from being skittish he seems really nice!
So. He's supposed to be running the city after that walking health hazard? Anything is better than that one but I'm keeping my guard up. Last time I did that, I ended up hurting my friends a lot.
I got my eye on you.