Paia's Links
We hated him wrongly for a while. Some of my previous selves judged him by what other people said about him. They were arguably worse than he is. I'm trying to patch everything up.
Paia was a mess and a half. They hated me for a long time because they were havin some wack identity issues, but they finally seem better. I'm happy for em!
Phero was remarkably tolerant of us. He's one of the reasons I actually got help.
Paia is a mess. Plain and simple. They seem to be doing alright now though. They've never really had a problem with me, which I admit I used that fact to get them to talk to mom.
Argon is a little annoying, but not all that bad. I feel a little guilty over how we used to treat them. I still can't get along with them though, they're too bubbly.
Paia doesn't like me or Pentae very much. But thats alright! Not everybody has to like me, even though I'm VERY cute and likable >:3
...Being serious for a moment, they really needed help. I'm sad I couldn't do anything for them but they did eventually get what they need!
I'll be honest, I thought my time with Couno was going to be a fling, but... Not only did I end up liking him quite a bit more than that, I really understood him. Bad decisions and uncontrollable urges pulling him further and further down in life... We know how it feels.
I... Honestly do not know how that happened. At first I made fun of them because they smelled like sadness. Then we just... hit it off while I was in prison! I'm not complaining but... How? Musta had their standards Reeeally low for that cause even I wouldn't touch me! I cannot tell you. They're a wonderful person though, if you get past the 'tudy forefront~
Hive was always the brains behind what we did. She used all of us...and...and us most of all. We were just blind at the time... We were her experiments more than anyone else was ours.
Old loves... new body. Claim to reject what we did. We found the laboratory. Missing people. Every one of them rotting in cages. Apollon, Cyanide, Ascyen... Paia. You never change.
Pascal's older brother. It's so strange how different they are... Pascal is bordering on hyperintelligence and Lanugo is...well, stupid. It was clear Lanugo cared about Pascal even though Pas always lashed out at him. He's always been a kind soul so I knew something was wrong when I heard he'd become an Interitus warlord.
One of Tamo's old friends. I think. I remember Apollon and Cyanide, and apparently they got...put together into one person who was them but also like their kid? And then that person put themselves together with another person and that made Paia... It seems simple but I don't really get it.
Cadmium and I don't get along. I think that's mostly our fault... He's vehemently anti-fusion from what I can gather, and we were extremely hostile towards him in the beginning. I fear we may have ruined this relationship too much to hope to save it.
I don't like them. Plain and simple. Unlikable. Unpleasant. A fusion as well. Everything that sets me off and on edge. I'll work with them sure, but just keep them away from me. It's not what they said to me that ticks me off. It's how they treated my friends. You're lucky we are allies.
Very nice young man in the CoS. Remarkably tolerant. I feel bad for the times when we snapped at him.
Scary! Not sure if it was somethin' I said or another, but They Do NOT like me. That's fine! I'll just make sure to watch my step round them!
Trustworthy. Though my previous selves believed the lies the court told about him and the CoS, I've come to my senses and hope I can make up for my past hostilities. We're allies and I just hope I haven't caused unnecessary tension with our close-mindedness.
Shame they're so evasive. Though they're feared in their group, they seem to be have a knack for medical prowess. I wonder if they are willing to do some work under CoS in any given day.
One of the few members of the CoS we didn't really antagonize. Though we avoided him as much as possible. We occasionally felt twinges of hate or distrust looking at him...one of us must've been racist towards organics. Hopefully he doesn't dislike me as I'm sure he'd be the only one in the CoS at this point.
A misguided soul, poor lad. Lads? I'll be honest, they confuse my old brain, but I do hope they get better. We don't really talk all that much but I can feel the aura comin' off them. Friend of my friends is my friend though, and I'll protect them all the same.
We were even less tolerant of Sterling than we were of Xenon. He seems nice...I hope he can give us a second chance.
Ooooh, very scary and mean. I do my best to respect their boundaries since they give off some sad vibes. Hope they get'm checked out, I'd love to be ya friend!
I wish I had let you help me earlier. I'm sorry for all those horrible things I said to you and to everyone else.
Paia...a handful. They're suffering so loudly but it's been hard for then to recover. It was painful to watch them falling from the sidelines when I knew I could help them.
Now that my vision's not so clouded, I can see that Baxi is nothing like how we remember. I'm trying to apologize for how I treated him but he's still scared of me. This is another relationship I don't see improving anytime soon.
This is what became of Ascyen... I don't blame them for hating me. They remember what I used to be like.
The passive rage he made us feel hasn't gone away. I'm not done with my recovery yet so I'll be steering clear for now, but I don't think I'll ever get over that hatred.
...Fusion takes a bit more of a toll on someone than we theorized...
A universe where nobody suffers, where nothing ever goes wrong? You can count me out, then. My life up until this point has been the result of nothing but mistakes and pain, and I'm starting to like being alive.
Another reason why I must finish. Yes you may start feeling alive now but your body is scarred in the wake of what this universe has done to you.
Your body is unstable, even if your happy now you won't be in the future. That is why I must finish my gate, so you, and all who make you up, live happy lives. Better lives without strife.
Funny how every other sun we run across is another lab rat. Even though he wasn't a sun to begin with. He really weirds me out, though I've got no right to feel weirded out by him, considering what we- what I am.
I can feel it in the air around them, they're like me. A monster created in a lab! We're alike, more than most care to admit. Shame our allegiances have us at cross most of the time, I'd love to chat with you.
This one is why Hive is messed up... We remember it as part of Cyanide's memory. A physical manifestation of everything wrong with our birth world. Hopefully Ita can fix it, or at least neutralize it painlessly.
Food but like me. Big food.
The slight tug we can still feel... I'm positive this one was Apollon's egg. I'm glad to see she's hatched and is as healthy as a former battery can be at this age. And she has a loving family. For as much wrong happened with Hive, I'm glad something good can come out of the whole mess. Hopefully she lives a happy life.
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While not responsible for the magic eater, I... we feel... guilt thinking about it. Askra was infatuated with it, god only knows how many people she fed to it. I wonder if anyone could have stopped her... Regardless, for as many lives were lost in the mass, there were plenty who could be pulled from it and saved. Hopefully they can live in peace after what they went through.