૮꒰♡Alu♡꒱ა

Alukuma is a bashful little bunny that jumps and flinches at the slightest sounds or movement. He's a very timid boy, and extremely sensitive too. He is frequently described as being exceedingly shy, socially awkward, and a fragile individual that is easily broken. Because of this, he is rarely seen outside of home. Only ever leaving if he absolutely must. In the eyes of society, he is disregarded as a 'nobody,' but he feels that's alright as long as it means he will be hurt less. However, he suffers from loneliness as an outcome and that within itself hurts him horribly. Alu is hopeless in social situations and rarely engages in conversation because he believes that those around him are superior to him and that if he gets ever involved he will just embarrass himself. Conversations are also very scary for him and he will try to avoid them as much as possible. His sentences come out very messy and jumbled, whether in text or verbal, due to his social anxiety. He avoids eye contact like the plague and will not for the life of him open up about personal issues. He'll ask politely to avoid talking about it or will give limited information about said problem (This does not apply if he is talking to a Safe Person)

If he is in a conversation, he will absolutely make the topic about the other person. He feels inferior to even talk about himself so he feels most comfortable doing things this way.

He avoids speaking at all costs and becomes anxious if he is forced to do so in any situation, even with his family. Outside of the internet, he doesn't have any friends besides imaginary ones. He holds a special fondness for the internet friends that he does have and loves them greatly and beyond. However, he believes that his friends will eventually replace him and that they do not reflect the same feelings he has towards them. As a result, he has trouble keeping up with messages and communication for fear of appearing clingy or a loser. He is inept and insignificant in comparison to those around him.

He is a peacekeeper who is opposed to violence in anyway. He rejects all types of violence and believes that conflict should be resolved through peaceful means. He wants to manage everything gently and without causing any harm to anyone.

He is always kind to those around him and never ever loses his temper. Whether they are in need of comfort or not, he will give them the time of day until they feel better and loved, and even then, he will check in on them to see if they are okay. He adores showering others with love and boosting their self-esteem. He is affectionate and is willing to hug and embrace someone; he is also comfortable giving and accepting platonic kisses on the cheek. He's been more cautious as of late when approaching people and fears that his assistance is not needed -  that he is not needed as a whole.

Professionally, he has been diagnosed with AVPD, PTSD, GAD, SAD, ADD, Anorexia Nervosa, and MDD. Dissociations, stress amnesia, nightmares, derealization, and hallucinations do occur to him. The most common causes of these symptoms include breakdowns, personal triggers, being overwhelmed, being outside in a social environment, or simply for no reason. He sees a therapist and a psychiatrist, which has shown to be quite helpful in dealing with his disorders. He takes medication and has a variety of coping mechanisms. His main coping methods include art and OCs, as well as music and writing.

He's in and out of paracosm daily - an imaginary universe that he's created around the age of four - and escapes there when reality becomes too painful. He enters a dissociate-like state upon entering and is completely unresponsive in the real world. He is able to come in and out whenever he pleases but usually his speech and text are very messy and forgetful if he stays there for a long time (I will not be going into explicit detail about said world because I am very protective of it.) It serves as his safe place where he can be loved and cherished by the people who live there.