aza yuzaie

azasci yuzaie, or aza as she goes by, is a perpetually pissed off clown girl with a resting bitch face. she has a somewhat dark sense of humor, an extremely aggressive attitude, and is inclined to use jokes and a “funny” persona to avoid serious confrontation. this usually result in others misunderstanding her intentions or not take her seriously. the fact that she tends to flip out with ridiculous reactions when annoyed does nothing to help. however, she despises her anger being taken as a joke, and usually resorts to violence against those that angers her.

in general, aza is not a easy person to get along with due to her overwhelming amounts of negative emotions. however, she values her relationships with those that she does open up immensely, and is one to hide her wish for genuine romance behind a domineering and assertive persona. she appears confident and aggressive towards most people, however she gets tired of said persona easily and tends to collapse when around those she feels she can trust.

despite her excessive rage and outward confidence, aza constantly struggles with an all-consuming wave of crippling depression mixed with a nice dose of anxiety, fueled by her internalized self doubt and insecurity—aspects of her personality she prefers not to address. her preferred ways of dealing with her problems include angry screaming, blasting music on full volume, or binge eating more than healthy amounts of meat. the above activities does little to nothing to help with her actual issues, but it’s a good pastime in her opinion.

aza’s favorite part about being a subjuggulator is the murder that comes with the job. she can materialize her anger into a large glowing purple scythe, which has the cutting power of lasers if fueled by enough negative emotions. this works well in her favor, as she can always somehow find something to get mad about. when not trying to commit clown murder, aza can usually be found eating a ridiculous amount of meat at barbecue stalls or in the middle of a rage-induced workout session.