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"Cocoa's such a darling, I never thought I'd want kids- I didn't ever care for them- but... she's my baby! I'm... honestly, almost sad, sometimes, knowing that she's not my blood. I wish that something like me could have made something as sweet and wonderful as her. Maybe... maybe, someday, I'll be able to bring something else into this world, that can live alongside her, and shine just as much brightness. I'm so glad she calls me her dad, it's really all.. I want to be. Being around her, nothing can make me sad? No matter what I may be thinking, holding her and knowing that she's my little girl as much as she's Boone's too, makes me giddy. She's my family, and always will be."
"Habit is my ovvur dad! He's weally nice to me, an-an-and, uhh, his tayl is soft, an-and, he holds me! He also makes papa purrpurr all the time, an its nice to hear papa purr wiff someone who innt me! I wuv habit lots!!! I hope he's my new daddy fowever!!"
"I should be scared. I should run, should cry, should pray he never speaks my name. His grip is powerful, and his words cut the air like knives. He's terrifying, in every way I wish I was. Boone is softer, with me, I think, even if not by much. I look up to him, as much as my heartbeat spells feelings I get too flustered to say. Spending time with him makes me forget about her, even if just for a little bit. He's my savior, and I don't know how to make it up to him."
"Habit is a complicated creature. He wants to trust, and he wants to be dangerous, and instead he is soft and scared. He does not have to be scared with me. I can be the monster he cannot yet handle becoming. I will train him. That is easy. He is... training me, in return. I am feeling new things, and I appreciate the experience. It is new. He is... special. Perhaps I don't know what he is, but I know what he does to me. He is my family. Perhaps he is even closer to me than that. I feel about him just as intensely as my own daughter, but it's hard to show him. I hope, someday, I can make him understand."